I can almost say that I am still breathing, my last little bit of soul may disappear at any time, so I must speed up and find the realm of holy ruins in the shortest possible time, of course, now I have lost my direction, I can only rely on luck, and luck is such a thing, it is simply ethereal, so, based on this situation, I am very anxious in my heart, but I can't do anything, just like this, in the dark, silent universe, my soul is floating everywhere, I am like a ghost in the night, I can disappear at any time, I can meet hope at any time, but it seems that my luck is not very goodIn the next almost a whole day, I didn't find the slightest shadow of the Holy Ruins Realm, and besides, I was now trying to communicate with Xiao Shihuan or Chen Wanshou and them, but in the end, my soul was too weak to sense their existence at all. Now, I can almost say that I am in a desperate situation.

The night, the silence, the deathly silence, and the endless time made me feel as uncomfortable as suffering in the midst of a blazing fire, how I wished I could see hope, but all I got in the end was coldness and disappointment, I even, I began to despair, I prepared for the worst, even though I knew that in the future, I might die, and the continuation of the fire of Buddhism might be cut off from me, but I had to do what I had to do, which was to prepare for death, I have no body now, all that is left is my soul, I think, if my soul is gone, then I will have nothing, at least, I should leave something, I thought of my life and death ring, but at the beginning, when the life and death ring thought that I saved tens of thousands of craftsmen from the abyss of ten thousand demons, I handed over the life and death ring to Qingyunzi and them for safekeeping, so to speak, I have no long things now, and even, even more bleak is that I don't even have the most basic body now, in this case, how should I leave my message to my descendants. Fortunately, my soul was not completely lost, under the soul, the power of the mind, I could leave a message in the air, so, I tried my soul power, and began to leave a letter in the air, this letter is about my heart to my two children, and my woman, how much I want to live with them, just like an ordinary family, but whether I can live now is still unknown, everything is like the end, such a letter, I must flow。 Before I knew it, I had written the letter, and I felt a great sadness, but I didn't even have tears in my eyes, which seemed to be the greatest sorrow in the world.

After writing this letter, I began to pray in my heart that one day my family would find this letter, and if that were the case, even if I did not exist, then my hope would be fulfilled. The last little remnant soul floated there, I had no direction, floating arbitrarily, my consciousness didn't know when, it began to blur again, I couldn't even feel the cold, I couldn't feel the darkness, everything was dazed, everything was chaotic, it was at a loss, it was meaningless, was I dead, I didn't know, my feelings disappeared, and in this case, I even longed to become a speck of dust, because, even in this world, a speck of dust has the meaning of his existence, but I don't exist at all, and in the end I don't even feel it。 I dreamed of the first time I met Luo Shi many years ago, and I dreamed of every woman who was with me, they were so beautiful, so heartwarming, how I wanted to persevere, and then enjoy their warmth, but everything was gone, as if it had never appeared in a chaotic place. Sinking, sinking, falling, falling, there is no fall from hell, death without reincarnation, I don't know where to go, there is no source, there is no way back, everything is ethereal, everything is illusory, I am dead, the last bit of soul, like a flower that has long since withered, is moved by the cold time, and disappears without a trace. The vast universe, I disappeared forever, as if I had never been, I maybe, I don't exist, perhaps, this is just a fantasy of my soul, or, I am just a speck of dust, a speck of dust with the ability to fantasize, and then I am ready to die, before I die, I fantasize about becoming a person, and then, I have love, I have children, I have a family, and all this is just a fantasy, even, I am just an introduction of time, in the time of ten-thousandths of a second, I am infinitely elongated, and I continue to come out of my fantasies, those fantasies that make people cry。

Death, silent, like time, seems to have become insignificant when there is no one, without pain, only darkness and silence, and everything seems to be as it should be, as if, before the world does not exist, everything is in a state of chaos. At the moment when I died, suddenly, inexplicably, I heard a shout: "Chen Sheng, you have disappointed me." "This voice, illusory, ethereal, I don't know where it came from, the last bit of candlelight that was blown out by time, at the moment of extinguishing, actually ignited a bean-sized flame again, that was the flame of hope, my soul, actually lived again, and those dreams, those thoughts, those sad moments made me realize clearly, it turned out that all this is true, I am a person, I am not a mote, I have just experienced a lot. I had renewed hope of living. "Chen Sheng, you have to hold on, we will find you soon. Again, the illusory voice came from a distance, and I subconsciously looked around my soul, but I didn't see anything, because the surroundings were still cold and dead, could it be that it was a kind of flashback of light before I died, and then, I had auditory hallucinations.

Just when I thought it was just a kind of flashback before death, suddenly, in the distance, there was a faint light, light, like a little color above the dark night, once it appeared, it immediately filled me with hope, but at this time, I realized that the little bit of my soul power was like a candle the size of a bean, and it was dying again, I was very helpless, but very longingly waiting for the owner of the voice to appear, and then, I lost consciousness again. "Chen Sheng! Chen Sheng!" When I woke up again, I heard a real voice, subconsciously, I went to look, but I didn't expect to see two familiar faces, one was from the Blue Girl, and the other was from the predecessor of Custer, that is, Taiyi Zhenren. Unexpectedly, the two of them really found me, but what about me, what am I now, I am nothing, my current soul is just attached to a blue hairpin of the blue girl, and the blue girl is holding her hairpin like this, that is, holding me, and saying to me with a crying voice:" Chen Sheng, it's all my fault, I didn't calculate that you would encounter such suffering, but later, after I spied on the situation here, I came here with Grandpa Custer, Chen Sheng, it's all my fault, and you don't even have your own body now. As she spoke, I saw that Miss Lan's eyes were full of tears, which were tears of pain, and I knew that Miss Lan was very sorry for me now, it was me who made her so sad and distressed, and I, except for the last bit of consciousness, had nothing else.

I wanted to open my mouth, and suddenly realized that I don't have a physical body at all now, and the only way to communicate with them is to communicate with them with my soul, but it's a pity that my current soul is really too weak, and I can't communicate with them, seeing the blue girl crying, my heart is also broken, and at this moment, Taiyi Zhenren sighed and said:" Okay, Miss Lan, Chen Sheng is no big deal now, the last bit of soul is finally saved, if we come a little later, maybe we won't be able to see him in the future, now it's okay, knowing Chen Sheng's remnant soul, let's leave here quickly and return to the realm of holy ruins, I think we should do it as soon as possible, in this case, I still have a way to help Chen Sheng reshape his body. After the blue girl wiped away her tears, she nodded quickly, and then, she and Taiyi Zhenren took me towards the realm of the holy ruins, to be honest, although I don't even have the ability to communicate with them now, but, as long as I still have my own consciousness, I want to know how the realm of the holy ruins is now, I am also very worried, Gabriel and Goruda will find the realm of the holy ruins, you know, after almost killing me, Gabriel and Geruda went to find the realm of the holy ruins, but then look back, perhaps, I am a little too worried about it, since Taiyi Zhenren and the blue girl are here, Naturally, it means that there is nothing big on the side of the Holy Ruins Realm, and this time, I feel an unprecedented sense of security from Taiyi Zhenren.

Before, whether it was my woman or my friend, they always looked for a sense of security from me, and now I finally experience this feeling of finding security from others, this feeling is so relaxed, I really want to be relaxed like this, but I still have a knot in my heart, that is, I must kill Gabriel and Gruda, the two bastards, if I don't kill them, I Chen Sheng really have no face to live in this world. The hatred for Gabriel and Gruda is also a reason to persevere. I kept thinking, repeating, repeating the hatred for Gabriel and Goruda, and at this time, all of a sudden, I felt Taiyi Zhenren's body pause, and the blue girl also stopped, and asked Taiyi Zhenren: "Grandpa Custer, what's wrong, why don't you leave, we have to hurry back now to save Chen Sheng, otherwise it's too late." Taiyi Zhenren turned his head, glanced at the dark night sky, and said to Miss Lan: "Miss Lan, take care of Chen Sheng, now we are in some trouble, it seems that the butt is a little unclean, and we need to wipe it." "As Taiyi Zhenren said this, I suddenly understood, perhaps, it was Gabriel and Geruda, could it be that by such a coincidence, Taiyi Zhenren and Blue Maiden met Gabriel and Geruda so sadly on the way back to the realm of holy ruins? Or is it that in fact, Gabriel and Geruda have been secretly watching me all along?