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There was silence on the phone for a long time, as if he was hesitating: "Do you really want to use this method to force Brother Hui away?" Shen Dandan's voice was mixed with a trace of grief and disbelief. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"I wouldn't want to do it if I could. I said lightly.

Shen Dandan smiled, "No one who has walked this path will be able to exit. With that, she hung up the phone.

Listening to the beep hanging up sound on the phone, I sighed faintly, and some complicated feelings appeared in my heart.

After a long time, I took a deep breath and drove home, at this moment I just wanted to go home, home was the only place that could take me in, one of the corners where I could heal my wounds.

When I got home, I dropped my car keys on the coffee table, I lay down on the couch and fell asleep, a tear sliding from the corner of my eye the moment I closed my eyes, flashing my inner struggle and pain.

But what if it were even so?

I'm used to this kind of pain, I'm used to this kind of sadness.

It's a brutal path, but I'll look for that warm touch from the cruelty.

When I woke up, I found that Yeon-yeon had returned. Picking up clothes from the side and gesturing to your body?

I smiled, "The clothes are beautiful. ”

Yanyan looked sideways at me and said happily, "Brother, are you awake?" she picked up a white dress;

"Everything that looks good on you. I said a little tiredly. I took a cigarette from the coffee table and lit it, and looked at the time, it was already past six o'clock in the afternoon. I yawned a lot, I don't know why I feel so tired, it's a kind of exhaustion from the inside out, like an invisible mountain pressing down on my heart.

Yanyan smiled, put her clothes aside, took a suit and handed it to me, "Brother, this is the suit I bought for you, can you try it and see if it looks good?"

"I don't have to try. I felt a little helpless, so I took the suit over and looked at it, "Yeonyan, this is too expensive, isn't it?" The label on the dress has not been removed yet, and I can't help but exclaim when I see the price on it.

Yanyan chuckled: "It's not expensive, you go and try it." This amount of money is indeed insignificant to Yeon-yeon now, and a person's changes are often made according to the position they are standing in.

Maybe I'm the same way, although I don't pursue everything I wear, but what I've changed is already hurting the people around me.

Touching the soft fabric of his clothes, "Okay." I sighed lowly, put out the cigarette in the ashtray, picked up my clothes and walked into the room, and when I walked out, I really felt that the whole person had changed a lot, there was a white-collar feeling, with a little bit of the atmosphere of a successful person.

The black suit and white shirt are dusty, and there is a red butterfly embroidered on the left shoulder of the shirt, which gives people a sense of unruliness.

Yanyan looked at me and nodded, "Well, it's so handsome, my vision is really good." ”

Hearing her say this, I couldn't help laughing, and stretched out my hand to pinch her smooth jade cheeks; "Standing in front of the mirror and looking at it, it was really good. I also like it, I used to rarely wear a suit except for some serious activities, but now it seems to be good.

"I'm absolutely confident in my vision. Yeon-yeon chuckled, her black and white eyes were as moving as porcelain dolls.

Next, Yanyan was trying on clothes, and I gave a very pertinent comment, in fact, Yanyan felt very beautiful no matter what she was wearing, giving people a different temperament.

I took a bottle of red wine from the side, poured two glasses, looked at Yeon-yeon, who was in high spirits, and I asked tentatively, "What if Yeon-yeon gets married one day?"

Yanyan was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I said that I won't marry anymore and will accompany you." ”

Picking up a glass of red wine and handing it to her, I slowly walked to the window and looked at the scene of getting off work, gradually blurring in the darkening sky, "I hope that one day when everyone around me leaves me, you will still be by my side at that time." My voice couldn't help but feel a little bitter.

If Brother Hui really left, and one day Zhuang Zhuang and Kaizi knew all this, then would they forgive me? My eyes were full of exhaustion, and I didn't even dare to think about it, but I couldn't help but think about it, I was really afraid that everyone would leave me at that time, and if that was the case, then everything I did seemed to only make myself more lonely.

Yeon-yeon seemed to sense my struggle, reached out and took my hand, and stood side by side with me looking down: "No, I will always be with you." ”

She looked sideways at me, "Whatever you do, I'll support you." ”

I couldn't help but squeeze her hand: "When I really reach the top of the mountain one day, I hope that the person who will accompany me will still be you." ”

Yanyan gently shook the goblet, the bright red color hung all over the wall of the glass, and then slowly slid down, turning into one of the thousands of reds, she took a sip gently, "Brother, in fact, you are too tired to live." She smiled bitterly, "I don't think you want to climb to the top of the mountain, your ambition has never been so great. All you want is revenge, and then prove yourself that you can grow that brightest flower out of the mud. She looked at me with some distress, "Because you can't forget those hatreds, you don't dare to forget, so brother, you're really tired of living." ”

After a pause, I looked at the red wine in my glass, then took a sip of it and smiled bitterly. "Actually, I feel that what Yeon-yeon said is right, maybe that's all I want, my ambition has never swelled.

Walked to the coffee table and brought the red wine, poured a glass himself, and poured some of Yanyan's wine glass.

At this moment, I found that Yanyan has become very mature, and she seems to have her own thoughts and thoughts, maybe it is only in my heart that I regard her as the sister who doesn't grow up, but I don't know that she can already be on her own.

Yeon-yeon chuckled, "You don't dare to forget, so you live yourself in hatred and pain...... You and Li Jun have the same fate, and even say that your identity is more noble than his, but Li Zhenming's preference makes you feel painful and unwilling. So you want to take revenge on everyone, including Li Zhenming, you want to see him in pain, to make up for the wrong things he did to you before, and you want him to pay the price. Her voice was low with a hint of pity, and she looked at me with a hint of distress in her eyes.