Chapter 58: Candle's Thoughts
The first chapter is sent! The monkey has just returned from the provincial capital, and the first thing he does is to release a new chapter! Don't be late...... Ha ha......
"Candle ......"
"I'm fine, I'm really fine. Facing Chongshan, the battalion commander, who was much older than the eldest brother, looked like a father's eyes, and the candle tears flowed again. "I'm just trying to understand something!"
"Are you really okay?"
"It's really fine. The candle smiled brighter and brighter.
"It's okay. Everyone is gone, let's go on our own!" Chongshan looked at him deeply, gently stroked the top of his head with his right hand, and finally patted him on the shoulder. "Don't keep it in your heart, say it and we'll take care of it for you. β
"I will!" Facing Chongshan's fatherly eyes, Candle responded happily, and his tone was full of firmness.
"It's really me wrong!" Facing Chongshan's back, everyone's eyes swept over from time to time, and the candle's smile became more and more brilliant.
"Second brother, are you really okay?" Houtu asked the words in the hearts of the three brothers, and the questioning eyes gave him a lot of pressure.
Candle shook her head, a smile on her face, her eyes through the fire on the ground, through the evening mist, as if she saw the sunset hidden in the mist.
"It's me who is wrong, the eldest brother speaks, and he doesn't carry me behind his back, but every time I gossip, I am immersed in my own world, unless I am pointed to and talk to me alone, and only then I am concentrating, and only then is I taking it seriously, other times, what am I doing?" Candle smiled mockingly.
"When I wasn't in my own thinking, thinking about my own things, I said obedient and listening, I didn't even hear the sound! I can't complain that the little sister learns from the eldest brother, even if the third brother and the fourth brother can't remember, as long as they start, they will immediately realize, and I am still ignorant, hehe......"
"What have I done here, but I am still in my own thoughts, ignoring the words of the people, and not participating in the jokes of the people, and I am eager to participate in my heart, but I always do not pay attention, and I only hear half of what the people say, and I just interject rashly, and make jokes in vain. β
"It's all on me!" Candle shrugged, laughing at herself.
"Everyone is kind to me, I will remember it in my heart!" everyone's kindness and concern, the candle is in the eyes and in the heart. This is not a person who holds grudges, and there is no grudge to remember, and people who are generous, even if everyone is together, there is a small friction in the words, and they forget what they say, let alone remember it in their hearts.
"That's probably why I'm not paying attention. Forgetfulness!"
He understands his mistakes and understands his own problems. It's like the sun shining through the fog, which makes people's eyes shine, but there is some distress in their hearts.
"How to change, how to integrate into this big family?"
Not good at expressing himself, a little silent, is it considered autistic, maybe, but Candle now has some ideas in his heart, and wants to change his current situation. But there are some gains and losses, rashly step forward to answer, no matter what the other party is saying, run forward to answer the head, nonsense? Unrealistic, do not say whether the candle will be nonsense, that is, yes, it is not such a way of answering, rashly go up to answer, whether it is to answer the head, or to interject, there is some disrespect for the other party, but also disrespect for oneself, maybe there is no reason to offend people.
If you are a human being, you will have your own thoughts, no one is a puppet, even if your eldest brother has saved each other's lives, they are the subordinates of the eldest brother, they also have their own ideas.
"Respect yourself and be kind to yourself, that's for the sake of the big brother's face. It's also because of the big brother that we can get together. "Candle understands and is well aware of the problem.
The interaction between people, first of all, there is a topic, to be able to communicate together, and then to exchange sincerity for sincerity, are all men on the grassland, there are not too many complicated thoughts, who is good and who is good, there are rods and scales in their hearts, not to say two good words, to do two things that make each other comfortable, everyone will become good friends, if so, everyone under the sky is good friends. Then the world is in harmony, and where are the frictions, where are the struggles.
"Topic, sincerely!" Candle whispered repeatedly. He is not good at expressing himself, he is entangled, sincere, he is not lacking, and he has no other shortcomings in terms of sincerity to people. What topics can be communicated to others?
After thinking about it for a long time, Candle realized that he had been silent for too long, not paying attention to the world for too long, and really didn't know what to say.
"Second brother. Houtu has been sitting next to him, always paying attention to the change in the candle's expression, at this time, seeing the candle from laughter to entanglement, his brows are twisted into bun skin, and he can't help but worry in his heart.
"Little sister. Only then did Candle notice the thick soil around him, and smiled happily, but his brows were still entangled.
"Second brother, do you have something on your mind?"
"Little sister, you say me...... How to communicate with them. β
Following the candle's gaze, his eyes swept over the busy crowd, and Houtu didn't understand why the second brother would ask such a thing, and his puzzled eyes looked at the candle. At this time, there was even an urge to reach out and touch the candle's forehead, "Second brother may be sick!"
"I don't know how to communicate with them, I'm silent. Candle organizes this language, but does not know how to express his heart.
"I don't seem to be able to speak, I can't communicate with people, I'm talking about ......" Candle paused, his eyes confused, he was thinking. "How to communicate with people, I don't seem to be able to speak, I can't communicate with people, I can't start a topic. β
When the words were spoken, they flowed smoothly, and the words jumped out of their mouths smoothly.
"Second brother, you think too much. Understood what Candle wanted to express, and also knew what Candle was struggling with, Thick Earth smiled, and there was a little excitement in her heart, she was a little happy to be able to understand the heart of this second brother who had been silent. "Listen more, watch more, talk more. β
"Second brother, if you want to have a common language with everyone and be able to communicate, you must first be able to listen, listen carefully, listen attentively, think after listening, think clearly, remember, transform into your own, and see and think more at ordinary times, just like rice, accumulate more and more, and finally become a valley mountain, whether the rice in it is honest, full, or shriveled, it is still rice, is a part of this valley and mountain, and then you can say, just like taking rice from the valley and mountain, but this rice is not finished, but as you say more, the valley and mountain will accumulate bigger and bigger, just like the snowball in northern Xinjiang, rolling more and moreγ Houtu doesn't know the word knowledge, and she doesn't know that this does not prevent her from understanding the truth, using rice as an analogy, a little bit of rice, sprinkled on the ground A thin layer is not obvious, when there is more rice, it will form an obvious valley mountain.
Candle listened carefully, communicating with his sister, learning from his sister, pouring bitter water, he didn't feel ashamed. As the words came out, there was a feeling of relief in my heart, and my confused eyes became brighter and brighter.