Chapter 275: Give Up on Me?
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She looked up suddenly, as if she suddenly remembered something, "So, we actually knew each other a long time ago, didn't we? The reason why you came back and insisted on marrying me is not because you want to take revenge on Grandpa, but because of me?"
"Yes. ā
"Then you liked me a long time ago, so when you returned to China, you insisted on me so much, right?"
ā...... Right. ā
Su Jiangyuan lowered her head and closed her eyes, trying very hard to recall something, and gave up after a while, "But I can't think of anything," she looked at Wen Chengyu with some frustration.
"Then tell me, what happened to me back then?" So much so that after he returned to China, although his grandfather married her to him, he always guarded him like a wolf everywhere, and even didn't let him go abroad.
Wen Chengyu pursed his lips tightly, and his always warm eyebrows and eyes when facing Su Jiangyuan seemed to be obscure in his silence, and after a long time, he finally spoke leisurely.
"After my mother died, I always hated the woman my father was outside, and later, it was also unintentional, I learned that although the old man sent the woman outside, he left her child to be raised in the Wei family. Over the years, the old man and my dad have never denied that you are not that woman's child, so I naturally transferred all my resentment to you. ā
"Later, the old man fell ill, and the doctor issued a critical illness notice, and the old man felt that his time was running out and he always wanted to see me, but I never replied. Later, the old Weituo brought me a message, saying that you had left a letter alone and had come to look for me abroad. I moved and changed my place of work, but because I was studying, you still found me a week later. ā
Su Jiangyuan was completely stunned, his eyes widened and his mouth widened, and it took a long time to come back to his senses. To be honest, if these words were not said by Wen Chengyu himself, she would not believe it if she changed people.
She couldn't believe that she was so timid and afraid of things now, but she could do such a brave and bold thing.
It's incredible just to think about it.
Su Jiangyuan folded his fingers and lowered his head to calculate, "I am 22 years old this year, and in a few months, I will soon enter the ranks of 23 years old." But to hear you say that, I was looking for you many years ago, how old was I then?"
"Five years ago, I was not yet eighteen years old. ā
"......" Su Jiangyuan didn't speak for a long time.
The more he said it, the more ugly Wen Chengyu's face became, and his tight brows never stretched.
He was silent for a moment, then reached into his pocket and pulled out a lighter and a cigarette. He pulled out one and tossed the cigarette case on the coffee table, as the lighter was handed to his lips. He glanced up at Su Jiangyuan, his eyebrows twisted, and then threw the cigarette and lighter on the coffee table together.
Su Jiangyuan glanced at him, opened his mouth, and finally pursed his lips and said nothing.
"Susu, I love you. ā
He suddenly raised his head and said this to her coldly, Su Jiangyuan was caught off guard, and his face was immediately hot when he was confessed like this, and before he could speak, the man continued, "But the fact that I love you is not new now, it was when you found me that year." ā
Falling in love with someone should be the most beautiful and warm thing in the world. But Wen Chengyu's face showed an unprecedented sluggish expression, which made Su Jiangyuan's heart twitch.
The events that happened in the past are vivid. Wen Chengyu thinks that Su Jiangyuan, who is not yet eighteen years old, is kind, beautiful and clean like an angel. Her giving and dedication to him in those days once brought him out of all the downturns and predicaments.
It was only natural that he fell in love with her.
But he gave up on her because he hated her. This is the biggest reason why Wen Chengyu's heart is like a knife when he dreams back every midnight.
Those pasts were too heavy and too painful, and Wen Chengyu couldn't say it after all.
"I hurt you, and later, with the help of well-meaning Chinese students, I sent you back to Xincheng. When the old man found out, a letter cut off all ties with me. He bypassed the most unspeakable part of the past, and as he spoke, he suddenly took Su Jiangyuan into his arms, and his two slender arms went around her back and pressed her hard against his chest.
The force is so great that it seems to be rubbed into your own body.
Su Jiangyuan had a frightened expression on his face.
"Susu, I'm sorry," he buried his head in her neck socket, because of the mood swings, even his chest was rising and falling violently, "I treat you like that woman's child, hurt you from the beginning, hate you. I'm sorry, you're not that woman's child, you're not. ā
She is not, but she has inexplicably taken on so much. That year, he went to a foreign country, but he was so hurt that he almost died in the end. Every time Wen Chengyu thinks of this, his heart is like a knife.
These days when he knew the truth, he had no joy or happiness from others, and every time he dreamed back at midnight, he was awakened by that heart-wrenching pain.
And over the years, his Su Su is not that child, but he has endured so many white eyes and the warmth of the world for that child for no reason, he feels heartache when he thinks about it. This is also another reason why he was determined to make a move on Ruan Hua's mother and daughter.
Su Jiangyuan was so frightened by his sudden emotions that he couldn't move, and he reached out to hug him a little stiffly for a while, but "Ah Yu ......" didn't know what to say.
She also had mixed feelings.
Knowing these truths for a while, to be honest, she really didn't know how to react.
But.
The girl Wen Chengyu has been hiding in his heart, is she?
The man hugged her tighter, no matter how she pushed, she couldn't break free, and there was a slight choking in the man's hoarse voice, "In Lao Cai, the man who tried to mistreat you." Back then, I sold you to him, so he recognized you at the first sight of you. ā
For the sake of whether to say this sentence or not, Wen Chengyu hesitated for many nights.
Fate gave him the opportunity to return to her, love her well, and make amends with all his might.
But after all, he made an unforgivable mistake at that time, rather than waiting for her to remember and hate him until the roots of his teeth itched, he would rather take the initiative to tell her and give her the right to make the final choice.
The body she was holding suddenly stiffened.
"You sold me to someone else?" she asked, almost through her teeth, with difficulty.
Su Jiangyuan really couldn't imagine it.
The father's derailment, the deliberate sabotage of the third party, and the death of the mother later, and the grandfather led her into the door as the daughter of the third party, which caused such a dark and even indelible damage to Wen Chengyu. She could almost imagine that in those years, he had always made her the target of hatred and lived in it for the purpose of survival.
After a long time, he didn't hear the man answer, Su Jiangyuan moved his body in the man's arms with great difficulty, "Can you let go of me first?"
He didn't move, but something didn't sound right with his voice.
"I'm sorry, Susu, I'm sorry......" Wen Chengyu, who has always been high, suddenly lost control of his emotions and said sorry several times in a row.
Su Jiangyuan opened his mouth, but he was a little speechless by the shock.
Cold, Su Jiangyuan felt a sudden chill on his neck. A stream of cold liquid slammed down on her shoulders and ran down her smooth skin into her clothes.
He...... Crying?
"Ayu ......"
The great panic suddenly grabbed Su Jiangyuan's heart, and the man's hot tears seemed to fall on the tip of her heart, burning her fiercely, Su Jiangyuan's face changed, and he pushed the man away with a force in his hand.
was pushed away by surprise, and Wen Chengyu was stunned.
He raised his head with slightly red eyes, looked at Su Jiangyuan with a panicked and unbelievable face in front of him, smiled bitterly, and subconsciously thought that she was frightened and angry because she suddenly learned the truth.
He lowered his head gloomily, his voice full of self-deprecation, "It's the same, if you are doing that kind of thing, no matter who you replace, you won't choose to forgive." ā
Su Jiangyuan blinked his eyes and looked at Wen Chengyu condescendingly. It took a long time for her to speak slowly and ask him softly, more like to confirm.
"In those years, you have always hated me because I am the daughter of the junior?"
Wen Chengyu looked at her with an inky gaze, not understanding what she meant.
Su Jiangyuan narrowed his eyes, "You answer me." ā
He closed his eyes and exhaled a mouthful of turbid breath from his lips, "Yes, the old man brought you home and told everyone that you are Su Jiangyuan, and since then, I have always hated you." ā
"Why did you fall in love with me when you were abroad?" she asked again.
Wen Chengyu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly laughed low for a while, mocking his face, "Love is never up to you, isn't it?"
Su Jiangyuan nodded sympathetically, "That's right." ā
After thinking about it, he suddenly asked again, "Since you hate me so much, now you suddenly come back to me and force me to marry you." You know that I am the daughter of the junior, don't you hate me if you marry me?"
"Since you left, these hatreds have disappeared. "The rest is endless remorse and longing for a woman, and, love.
Su Jiangyuan opened his mouth, but suddenly fell silent.
For a long time, just when Wen Chengyu was tormented by this long silence and was about to go crazy, she asked again coldly.
"Are you afraid I hate you?"
Wen Chengyu was stunned again.
Throughout the night, from the moment he opened his mouth and decided to tell her about the past, her reaction was very different, and it seemed to surprise him everywhere.
Looking at each other, Wen Chengyu twisted his eyebrows and looked at Su Jiangyuan with burning eyes, "You should react to hating me." But Susu, as I said, no matter what happens, no matter what kind of feelings you have for me now. Even if you hate me, I won't let go. ā
Su Jiangyuan's eyebrows twisted into a ball.
"What would you do if you had to do it all over again?"
He looked at her and suddenly smiled.
"I'm here, you're here. I'm dead, you're here. ā