Chapter 614: Tell me what is in your heart
"I know you like this smell of blood, although you are not a person from the rivers and lakes, but you have killed pigs with feelings, I really admire you. You say that I, a green forest person who has now reformed his ways, can't stand such a strong smell of blood, I don't even know how you like this smell, I'm afraid that the things in your nose are a little perverted. Feng Shan said.
After a long time, Xing Chunshan recovered from the tremor of three thousand taels of silver, and he personally poured a cup of tea for Fengshan, perhaps for the sake of three thousand taels of silver, or perhaps moved by Chen Letian's generosity. Anyway, it's rare to pour tea for Feng Shan personally, and he usually does it himself when Feng Shan comes.
Xing Chunshan said: "You don't understand, it's because you don't have the same experience as me." I was born in this butcher's shop, and the first smell I smelled when I was born was blood, and the first sound I heard in my life was the sound of killing pigs. Later, when I grew up in this butcher's shop, my eyes, ears, and nose were all related to killing pigs. For me, only everything here can give me the deepest sense of security, only this is my home, and it is the feeling of home that I want the most. ”
Feng Shan was a little surprised, Xing Chunshan would tell him these things that he had never told him before.
In the past, when he laughed at Xing Chunshan's life of not being able to do without the word killing pigs, Xing Chunshan would fight with him or talk nonsense and pass. I've never spoken to him like I have today.
What I said today is a sincere expression of why I like to live in this extremely bloody butcher's shop.
Butcher butcher, there is no good life in the underworld to make you hu.
Butchering is a kind of work that the people know is very hard and hard, and it is not that no one wants to be a butcher. But anyone who has a little way will not want to do this.
This is a truth that most people understand.
But for Xing Chunshan, an old friend who closed the mountain, the truth is not like this, he is a special situation. Born in such a bitter place since childhood, at that time, the butcher's workshop in Bazhong City was not a normal person, it can be said that anyone who lived here and did this kind of livelihood was helpless, only a little better than being a beggar, that is to say, this butcher's workshop at that time was definitely a gathering place for the poor.
It is conceivable that Xing Chunsheng, who was born here at that time, was definitely the most bitter time.
"When I was a child, I never felt how hard life was, although every time I went out to play with my friends, when my friends' parents were talking to me while chatting, they would say that the child in Chunshan was too bitter, and this child was quite clever, but this background, alas, it's a pity. If you can be in our farmer's shop, such a smart child will definitely be successful in the future... I didn't understand what everyone meant at the time, but I vaguely knew that it didn't seem to be a glorious thing for my family to be in the butcher's shop, and then gradually many children in other shops were not very willing to play with me, but it didn't matter, there were a lot of children in the butcher's shop, and it wasn't a big deal that we couldn't play in the butcher's shop. It's just that gradually everyone grew up, and many of the friends who played together at the beginning walked out of this butcher's workshop and never came back, although sometimes I heard that some of them actually became beggars, and some died outside. But I have never seen a friend come back here. So I understood a truth, everyone is pitiful here, and all the people who go out of here are very reluctant to mention to others that they used to be here. It's like a spell in the butcher's house, and whoever gets involved with these three words will never be able to turn over. ”
But so what? The butcher's shop gradually became no longer like this. Gradually it was no longer a place for the poor
Gradually, the people in the butcher's shop don't seem to be so inferior, and they don't live so hard.
The days of Bazhong City are gradually getting better, and the lives of the people of the entire Bazhong City are getting better. As for the butcher's shop, it is because more and more people can afford to buy meat to eat, so that the life of the butchers has risen with the tide. 110 Literature
In previous years, a butcher might sell twenty or thirty pigs a year, but in the future, fifty or sixty pigs a year may not be enough to sell.
The butchers gradually earned more money, and at the beginning, the butchers who had made money walked out of the butcher's shop and did not come back, and changed careers to do something else. Later, slowly, fewer and fewer people went out.
Why go out? People are starting to ask themselves this question.
In previous years, I wanted to go out because the life here was hard, because what I did here was killing and damaging yin morality. But now there is no bitterness here, and the government often Xiaoyu them, the work does not distinguish between high and low, as long as they work hard and seriously, even if they pick up dung, they are not inferior to those who do county orders.
Although no one believed this, at least the job of a butcher in Bazhong City was gradually regarded by everyone as a normal job, and even a proof that could show the wealth of the family.
By now, the butcher's workshop has the same status as anyone who does any work outside. The people who kill pigs and sell pork here are the same as everyone else. There are also a lot of outsiders who come here to kill and sell pigs.
Those who have the skill of killing pigs will kill pigs, and those who have the ability to sell pigs will sell pork.
Anyway, here now, you can go out if you want to, and come in if you want to come in. Coming in and going out, it's like you changing jobs, it's not a big deal, it's a normal thing.
"So, now I really like to live here, smell familiar smells here every day, see familiar people, do familiar things, I feel that I live a full life every day, and I live without any unwillingness and regrets, even if I lie in bed tonight and can't get up tomorrow morning, my life is worth it." Xing Chunshan's old voice said this, this was something he had never said to Feng Shan.
So Feng Shan felt strange, Feng Shan said: "Don't talk nonsense, let's wait until you are eighty years old to go to the end of the world together." ”
Xing Chunshan laughed and said: "Chen Gongzi is a good person and a hero, he has done a great deed for the people of Bazhong City. ”
"That is, I don't think it's too much to praise my host, because our boss deserves to be praised. Feng Shan nodded in satisfaction.
Xing Chunshan looked at the millstone in the courtyard and said, "Although I haven't seen Chen Gongzi, but just from what I heard from other people's mouths, I think what Chen Gongzi wants to do is actually very big. Just the matter of a county order bandit, if it is replaced by someone else, it is nothing more than pulling down the county lord, or even killing the county lord. But Chen Gongzi was not, Chen Gongzi was not satisfied with pulling down the Cao County Order, and was even dissatisfied with sending twenty officials who were collaborators to prison and sent to the guillotine. What he wants is the change of the entire Shu region, and what he wants is that the officials of the entire Shu region must make progress, and the imperial court must pay attention to it..."Speaking of this, Xing Chunshan can't say it anymore, and if he goes on to be specific, he will say something that shouldn't be said.
His Majesty's thoughts, the thoughts of the imperial court, are not something that an ordinary grass citizen like him can guess, he can't guess, he can't guess, even if he can guess something, he can't say it.