Chapter 46: Fragments of Memory

"Feiyue-Feiyue-" In the haze, Feiyue heard a distant call. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Where is this?" asked Fei Yue.

"This is where you were born!" the voice replied.

"Where was I born?" Fei Yue opened her eyes, and a white world appeared in front of Fei Yue's eyes, this room Fei Yue was not familiar with, but she often saw it, it was the operating room in her previous life.

And as the light gradually dimmed, Fei Yue saw her mother lying on the operating table, her mother's appearance was very similar to Fei Yue, if Fei Yue's mother in the previous life was still alive, then the two would go out more like sisters than mother and daughter.

However, the past is cruel, because it cannot be refuted or changed, and it will not be deviated by any external force, Feiyue's mother died when she gave birth to Feiyue, if Feiyue was present at the time, then Feiyue may be able to know the reason, but now it is only a memory, and what Feiyue sees is only her mother gradually resting after giving birth to herself.

"Why are you showing me this?" asked Fei Yue, "Don't you think I haven't suffered enough in the past?"

"Don't say more, let's move on!" As the voice fell, the picture around Fei Yue began to change.

This time it's a picture of Fei Yue's growth.,At that time, Fei Yue's father was still alive.,It was her father who pulled Fei Yue up.,Her father is also a philosopher.,But in the end he disappeared inexplicably.,Just in a winter.,That day was Fei Yue's birthday.,And then Fei Yue is such a person.,Lived until her end came.。

"He hasn't come back from beginning to end, I'm afraid it's also more auspicious, right?" Fei Yue sighed, "Although my heart was full of resentment at first, but now that I think about it, it's more about the desire for love, right?"

"Look closely!"

At the request of the voice, Fei Yue walked into her room and began to look around, but still saw nothing, but just as Fei Yue looked out of the window in annoyance, she saw such a familiar figure, which looked injured, and after a quick glance at her young self, she bowed her head and left.

"What exactly do you want to tell me?" Fei Yue was a little angry, obviously she had seen her father when she was a child, but she didn't pay attention to it.

"Hold on, let's move on!"

Then, there is a large period of Feiyue's life in the orphanage, which is painful and regrettable, and contains many shady transactions, Feiyue lives in fear and sorrow every day, and he cannot live in fear.

"I was lucky that many children were sold!" said Fei Yue, "but I haven't seen any children who have been sold since, so I can't tell if their life after that is what they want!"

The picture then changed, this time it was Feiyue's college entrance examination, she applied for the philosophy department, following her father's old path, and she never understood why her father, who was a philosopher, abandoned her, and until now she still doesn't understand why the study of philosophy threatens her personal safety.

Those days were the easiest days of Feiyue, and the exams were easy for her, but when she saw those countless pairs of expectant eyes, her heart could not be at peace no matter what, she was annoyed, confused, sad, crying, singing K with her friends, going to Internet cafes, so as to forget the fact that she was an orphan.

"Sometimes I really feel that God is playing tricks on me, no matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I work, in the end I seem so mediocre, so inactive, I think the college entrance examination can change everything, but when I graduate from college, I find that a bigger and longer exam has just begun!"

Fei Yue calmly looked at her busy self in the past, watching a small room gradually occupied by thick books, she tried to change, starting from her own small world.

The next memory was a little more subtle, it was the memory of looking at her own corpse when she died, when she was dazed and looked overwhelmed, this feeling was amazing, three Fei Yue were in the same space, one was dead, the other two had just arrived, and the other was about to leave.

"Life and death!" Fei Yue sighed, "Nothing in the world can escape the definition-"

"Life and death!" the voice repeated, "like the tides of the sea—"

As she spoke, the world began to distort, and Fei Yue began to travel to another world with her remembered self, and she saw Effie Yang, who was standing in front of her, but she couldn't see anything.

"What exactly do you want to tell me?" said Fei Yue as she opened the green door.

"You-guess--you!"

After speaking, the green door closed, and Effie Yang also left, this white world left Feiyue alone to wander in it, whether Feiyue was sitting or standing, roaring or praying, or angry or crying, she could no longer get any response, this world is like a cage, who built this cage, Feiyue is not clear, and she doesn't want to be clear, she just wants to leave, she wants to return to the crying Scarlet Snow, she is not afraid of death, but she is afraid to see the sad look of the people around her.

At this moment, a mirror appeared in front of Fei Yue, and in the mirror, the other Fei Yue and Fei Yue were wearing the same clothes, doing the same movements, and even their expressions were completely matched.

"Who are you?" asked Fei Yue.

"Who are you?" asked Fei Yue in the mirror.

"My name is Ai Feiyue!" replied.

"My name is Ai Feiyue!" replied Feiyue in the mirror.

"Are you me?" said Fei Yue.

"No, I'm not you!" said Fei Yue in the mirror.

"And who are you?" asked Fei Yue.

"I'm Ai Feiyue!" replied Feiyue in the mirror.

"I'm Ai Feiyue too!" Feiyue said.

"How do you prove that you're Ai Feiyue?" asked Feiyue in the mirror.

Fei Yue was asked, which reminded her of a philosophical enlightenment book she had read in the past, which also contained relevant descriptions, and now her thoughts were different from those of the heroine in the book, how to prove that she was herself, code, blood, genes, social relations, or her own qualifications?

"Then how do you prove that you are Ai Feiyue?" Fei Yue asked, as soon as Fei Yue's mind turned.

"First of all, I have parents!" said Feiyue's father and mother appeared next to Feiyue in the mirror, "Then, I have friends!" Then, Feiyue's friend, mentor, appeared behind Feiyue in the mirror, "Finally, I still have all kinds of proofs!" Feiyue in the mirror took out many certificates, including blood certificates, paternity tests, genetic tests, and so on.

"But all of this only proves that you are wearing the skin of a person named Feiyue, and that's all!" Fei Yue said, "Even if you have the memory of this person named Fei Yue, can you guarantee that when your name is changed to another person, you can still be so sure that you are the person named Fei Yue?"

"No, I can't!" the phantom in the mirror gradually dissipated, leaving only Fei Yue alone, "but I know, you can't either!"

"Yes, I can't either!" Fei Yue let out a faint sigh, "So, come on, let's go together-" Fei Yue looked like Fei Yue's hands deep in the mirror.

"No, we can't be together—" Finitsu took a step back, "if we are together, then the world will collapse, and with it will collapse our connection to the past and the future, and the curse of life and death will fall completely, and nothing can deceive the eyes of death again!"

Then, Fei Yue suddenly understood that this was still a memory, a memory after she walked in the door and before she woke up in the underworld, but this memory was really amazing, deceiving the eyes of the god of death, that is, before she went to the underworld, the eyes of the god of death could be deceived? Then after she went to the underworld, the eyes of the god of death could no longer be deceived? So why did you still see so many people's souls playing with their souls, and so did you? Could it be that you misunderstood?

"Tell me, if both eyes of the Grim Reaper can be deceived, then how fair is this world?What more just judgment than life and death?Why do you imprison yourself for an unfair verdict?" Fei Yue reached into the mirror, trying to take Fei Yue out of the cage.

"If this is what you want!" Fei Yue in the mirror no longer flinched, but stretched out her hand to Fei Yue, "But you must also know that this world is not fair, even if we bring the so-called fairness of life and death to this world, it is insignificant!"

"Something is better than nothing, right?" Fei Yue grabbed Fei Yue's hand in the mirror and began to pull out, until the two Fei Yue merged together.

"Let's go and meet the new world!" said Fei Yue to Fei Yue.

"Okay—" He replied, and departed from the world that had become void.

On the other side, Crimson Snow used a short sword similar to Phimi's previous Piercing Phiyue under the control of the seal to pierce Feiyue, but fortunately, Crimson Snow's reaction was fast enough, and the power of the seal was no longer enough to completely control Crimson, so it did not pierce Feiyue's heart, but it also cut Feiyue's heart, and in just a few breaths, Feiyue has begun to lose the life characteristics that humans have.

When Scarlet Snow realizes her actions, it is too late, and this is the scene that Feiyue saw before she died, Scarlet Snow hugged the blood-soaked Feiyue and wailed bitterly, and the elven hillock began to dim because of the loss of Feiyue's power, and the elves began to fall back into a deep sleep, but because Feiyue's soul did not dissipate immediately, the people who signed the contract with Feiyue could still feel Feiyue's faint breath.

"Quick--immerse Your Highness in the lake!" Meowth has turned into her original form, and she will not dissipate so quickly with the power of the Philosopher's Stone, but Lulu has fallen into a deep sleep with the elves, "Little water, little wind, little light, little darkness, little earth, little fire, little nothing, wake up quickly, Your Highness needs you!" Meow Meow used her last strength to wake up the sleeping elf.

"Xiao Shui and Xiao Guang heal the scars for His Highness, Xiao Feng and Xiao Tu ensure His Highness's breath, Xiao Huo guarantees the temperature, Xiao Dian Xiao goes to the shadow of His Highness, try to awaken the memory in the depths of His Highness's soul!"

Under the command of Meowmeow, the elves and Scarlet Snow methodically began to carry out a series of recovery behaviors on Feiyue, and the reason why Feiyue was able to preserve the last consciousness and fall into his own memory was because Xiao Dark came to Feiyue's shadow, thus awakening the sleeping Goddess of Darkness, prompting the Goddess of Darkness to carry out a series of protections for Feiyue's soul, as Feiyue's dominant light and dominant consciousness gradually faded, the power of darkness was also infinitely weakened, but fortunately, it was no problem to protect the remaining souls.