Chapter Forty-Seven: Spiritual Transformation
Lying on the bed, the residual temperature in the futon can still be felt on his cheeks, but the person next to the pillow is already far away.
Wei Ziqi's eyes were blankly open, there was no focus in his eyes, and he was full of sluggishness.
His mind was still recalling Estes' angry words.
"If you don't have a system...... Am I really a useless piece of waste......"
He kept torturing himself in his heart, thinking back to all his actions since coming to this world, but found that if there was no system, then he seemed to be really useless as Estes said.
When he was in Qingyan City, he dared to ask Su Hanchen that question and ask An Shu to present the important place because he had a systematic task.
After getting the land, he dared to go all the way to the 100,000 mountains to build an academy because Estes was protecting him.
When the beast tide came, he dared to stay in Youfeng Town because he had the two strong men of Pache and Estes, and the hole card that the system issued rewards in stages.
When defending on the city wall, he dared to take the initiative to fight hand-to-hand with the beast because he was wearing the equipment provided by the system, and he also had skill cards that could be purchased at any time in the system as hole cards.
Would he still be able to do all this without the system?
"Original...... I've always been a drag? Except for the role of dean, there is no role at all. ”
Wei Ziqi felt a burst of discouragement, as if all the vitality in his body had been drained, turned over, and lay on his back on the bed like a puddle of mud, staring blankly at the ceiling.
There was a knock at the door.
Wei Ziqi was still stunned, as if he hadn't heard.
"Dean, I'm coming in. ”
Charles spoke, and the door opened, and the professor floated in in a wheelchair.
Looking at Wei Ziqi on the bed, he frowned and shouted, "Dean." ”
Wei Ziqi didn't react at all.
He shouted a few more times, and Wei Ziqi turned his head to look at him blankly: "Professor?"
Charles's brows furrowed even deeper, and he felt bad about Wei Ziqi's current state.
If this continues, the dean will be abolished.
"It seems that His Excellency Estes's words hit the dean hard. ”
Charles couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
However, dealing with such a psychological condition is exactly what a professor who is a mutant with psychic abilities is good at.
"Dean, maybe you need someone to talk to right now. ”
With a gentle smile on his face, Charles said warmly to Wei Ziqi.
At the same time, his spiritual power was slowly released, and he shrouded towards Wei Ziqi.
Wei Ziqi looked at the professor with a confused expression, and after being stunned for a while, he suddenly said: "Professor, do you think I am a good-for-nothing person? With my ability, I am not qualified to become the dean of this academy and become your leader. ”
Charles's face remained unchanged, and he asked rhetorically: "But you have now become our dean and leader, haven't you? If you are not qualified, why did this academy choose you in the first place?"
It said...... It's a fateful choice......"
Wei Ziqi still looked sluggish and muttered a reply.
Charles smiled gently: "Yes, it's fate. Fate chose you, which means you were born to be a leader, isn't it?"
"But I didn't have the ability to match it, and I never even thought about how to be a leader, I just thought about doing it according to the tasks of the system. ”
Under Charles's reassurance, Wei Ziqi's expression relaxed a little and said.
Charles said patiently: "Ability can be cultivated slowly, and mentality can also be slowly changed." Aren't you doing this right now? It's because you're aware of all of this that you're saying that. Because you want to change yourself, don't you?"
"I want ...... Change?"
Wei Ziqi's eyes full of dead silence showed a little more brilliance.
"That's right. Charles's tone was full of certainty, "You want to change, but you don't know how." That's where your problem comes in. But it's not a big deal, because you have that potential, you have the qualifications. So the academy chose you, so you became our leader. ”
"So, what the hell should I do?" Wei Ziqi's eyes flashed with hope.
"Come to think of it, someone has already told you, hasn't it?" Professor Charles said softly, "think about what Lord Estes just said, and think about what you lack. I think you can do the rest without my guidance. ”
"Estes ......"
At the mention of this name, Wei Ziqi's eyes were full of pain, his lips trembled, and his heart throbbed.
"Dean, Dean, calm down. Seeing that he was emotionally unstable, Charles hurriedly reassured, "Your Excellency Estes will come back." What you need is for Lord Estes to come back and see a different version of yourself. That's how you can get everything back. ”
"Yes! You're right. Wei Ziqi's mind suddenly sobered up, "I want to change myself." ”
Charles breathed a sigh of relief and continued to lead: "So, now think about what Estes said, what you are missing. ”
"Estes, Estes......" Wei Ziqi repeated the name, looking at himself over and over again in his mind, "She said, I'm missing ...... Fight...... Guts...... And also...... Wisdom ......"
"Actually, you are not lacking in courage and wisdom. You dare to fight fierce beasts, and you have the ability to decide. "All you lack is fighting spirit and a sense of responsibility." You didn't find the reason and belief to fight for yourself, so you didn't have the motivation to move forward, and you didn't think about the past and take on your own responsibilities. This is what Lord Estes is disappointed and angry about. ”
Charles stared at Wei Ziqi and said, "Your Excellency Estes will always have a high fighting spirit, but her fighting spirit will never be able to infect you. So she blames herself and she resents you. That's the real reason why she left you. ”
Wei Ziqi was silent all of a sudden.
He sat up from the bed, kept his head down, and said nothing.
Professor Charles said no more, bowed slightly to Wei Ziqi, turned around and walked out of the room.
At this time, a melodious and moving singing voice came from the living room. There were various emotions such as hope, comfort, and encouragement, which kept echoing in Wei Ziqi's mind.
Wei Ziqi sat there quietly, but his heart was undergoing an unusually unprecedented transformation, like a silkworm about to break out of its cocoon in a chrysalis, struggling to break free from the shackles and turn into a butterfly and fly.
Scenes flashed in his mind, intertwined with Estes's words, causing Wei Ziqi's mood to fluctuate sharply.
"I need ...... Changing everything. ”
Suddenly, he opened his mouth and said it as if he were talking to himself and as if he were telling someone else.
"I need to change that. ”
He repeated it again, his tone resolute like never before.
At this moment, faces appeared in his mind, the people he summoned, the teenagers who joined the academy. These people chose to trust him and put their fate in his hands.
He was never aware of this heavy responsibility, and he accepted it all as a matter of course, but he never thought about what to bear.
"Estes is right, I used to be a piece of shit, a bastard. ”
Suddenly, Wei Ziqi smiled bitterly and laughed at himself.
His eyes were shining, and his gaze was brighter than ever. His expression is no longer confused, no longer decadent, and full of indomitable determination.
"Now that I have become the dean of the Supreme Academy, I must take on my responsibilities as dean. It is my responsibility to grow this college, to nurture the students who have chosen to trust me, and to give a satisfying life to the people I have called. From the moment I came into this world and became the dean, I was already destined to be unable to escape all this!"
......
In the living room, everyone except Estes gathered.
Seeing Charles coming out of the room, everyone cast concerned eyes. Even Shirley Lu, who was singing, couldn't help but look over.
"Professor, how's the dean?"
Uther couldn't help but ask.
Pache next to her sat on the chair, although her face was calm and unconcerned, but the movement of moving towards this side as if inadvertently showed that her heart was not so calm on her face.
Shinoshuki also rarely restrained his smiling expression, and looked at Charles with a serious face.
Charles sighed softly and said, "It depends on whether Your Excellency can wake up on your own." ”
"Ahh
Shinonoshu exclaimed.
Pache couldn't help frowning slightly, feeling a little dissatisfied with Estes who caused all this.
"Sure enough, should this woman have been kept away from the dean a long time ago? ”
She thought with a blank face.
Charles seemed to see her thoughts, sighed lightly and said, "Your Excellency Pachouli, in fact, the root of all this lies in Your Excellency the Dean himself. Lord Estes merely led all of this in advance. And it is a good thing for the dean that she does this, otherwise if she drags it out further, I am afraid that the consequences will be more serious. ”
Patchouli raised her eyebrows and said coldly, "What does all this have to do with me?" ”
Her reaction made Charles shake his head.
It seems that this person also has a little problem in his heart, but he can't solve this problem, so let Wei Ziqi, who caused this problem, solve it himself.
"But now that Lord Estes is gone, if Lord Patchouli can take the place of Lord Aces, it will be beneficial for Your Excellency Dean's mentality to adjust. ”
Charles pondered in his heart, and even considered whether he had to find an opportunity to push this thing forward. (To be continued.) )
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