Chapter 14: Absurdity

Li An remembered that when Yan Luoxi first came to her house when she was a child, she opened her teeth and combed two small braids, and every time she was teased by herself, she would keep her mouth closed, with teary eyes and a pitiful look; I thought of her big eyes looking at herself; remembering that she avoided herself like a cat and mouse; Thinking of her girlhood, sitting under the tree, delicate and beautiful like a clear lotus out of the water......

Yan Luoxi unconsciously turned over and lay on her side, revealing the snow-white skin near her shoulders, Li An immediately felt that his mouth was dry, and his blood was surging all over his body, God knows how much he wanted to sleep with her at this time.

He was Yan Luoxi's first man, and Yan Luoxi was also his first woman, he didn't understand personnel at that time, even if he understood some, his raised head didn't put Yan Luoxi in his eyes, but just looked at Yan Luoxi and simply vented his desires. Wang's doll didn't think deeply about her feelings for her.

It wasn't until one day that she suddenly disappeared and he couldn't find her, that he knew that she was deeply rooted in his heart.

Spring breeze has been proud of herself for 19 years, and for the first time she tasted pain and loss, this little girl actually ran away, she actually avoided the second young master of the Li family like a snake and scorpion, and simply didn't go home!

After Yan Luoxi suddenly disappeared, Li An had been looking for a long time with great fanfare, and then this matter was suppressed by the eldest brother who hurried back, and the Li family lost their adopted daughter, this matter can be big or small, and it will be suspected by everyone if it is said, and it will cause countless troubles.

At that time, the dynastic empire had been completely taken over by her brother Li Yi, and the affairs of the family and the company were also presided over by the elder brother, and the elder brother Zuihou told Li An that Yan Luoxi had not been found, and the statement to her parents who had returned from abroad was that Yan Luoxi was picked up by her mother and went to live in the west.

Li An's mother Gu Xiaobei was depressed for many days because of this incident, and his father even moved the idea of taking Yan Luoxi back, Li An couldn't help but secretly rejoice, if his father was willing to interfere in this matter, even if Yan Luoxi got into the mouse hole, he would be found out.

But the father's idea was dissuaded by the mother and the eldest brother, and the mother, who is quite unreasonable on weekdays, suddenly understood the righteousness: any child is the meat that fell from the mother's body, and the daughter lives with her biological mother, which is justified.

The family gave up looking for Yan Luoxi, but Li An was unwilling, he didn't dare to go against his brother's will to blatantly look for it, so he could only look for it secretly, but the liliang he was looking for in secret was weak, and he was nineteen years old and fledgling, and he couldn't find Yan Luoxi in the end.

It was the first time in his life that he had been hit, and after some hopeless efforts, he began to change the purpose of his life, and it was a chaotic and ridiculous time.

He began to pay attention to his entertainment life, lingering in bars, nightclubs, casinos, private clubs that rich boys love to go to, sometimes coming home in the early morning, sometimes staying up all night, socializing with all kinds of women, wearing fat and thin, and charming faces, allowing them to unbutton the collar of his shirt, the belt around his waist, and slide on his body like a snake.

Li An enjoyed the excitement and pleasure they brought him, and just wanted to erase the 'original' mark of Yan Luoxi in his life.

Although these women were afraid of his unpredictable bad temper to death, he had the charming face of the country and the people, the rich and rival of the country's famous family background, Lang's masculinity to the bones, and the women who were not afraid of death rushed up wave after wave, and they chased in groups to please this handsome demon.

They used all kinds of ways to please Li An, some even suffered from depression for him, and some committed suicide for him.

The young and frivolous Li An scoffed at these devotions of love, and his behavior became more and more wild, he continued to associate with a bunch of foxes and dogs, making countless lace news, and he ran aimlessly like a car with failed brakes.

For Li An's such a deformed Lang remains, the parents who went abroad to play again did not know, and his brother Li Yi saw it and watched coldly, Li Yi felt that these were just games after Li An's little frustration, from a certain point of view, this is also a kind of life experience, men, always have to roll in the wind and dust, in the future, they can withstand the temptation, endure loneliness, and wait for a while Li An has made enough trouble, and it will naturally return to the original state.

In the days of drinking and making love like that, it didn't take long for Li An to get tired of it.

Such a flowery life, the life of Shengge every day did not make him forget and happy, sometimes he thought that he had successfully erased the memories left by Yan Luoxi, but once he did it with other women, it was still boring.

It's not her, it's not her after all.

Li An felt extremely defeated, he clearly realized that the relationship between him and Yan Luoxi was not an act, but a feeling, once it happened, it was deeply rooted in life, firmly attached, and could not be replaced by anyone, and could not be eliminated by any means.

He had had enough of such days, and began to restrain his ways, and returned to his old life—handsome, noble, and proud.

Until he was crazy again.

Li An looked at Yan Luoxi in his sleep, stared softly, and smiled silently.

He knows that drug use is due to the formation of receptors in the brain, which produces addiction, so once it is touched, it is not easy to quit, and Yan Luoxi is like his poison, knowing that the more he is exposed, the more addictive he becomes, but he has always been shrewd and his ability to restrain himself in this regard is extremely weak.

Li An always couldn't think of any necessary reasons for him to go against his heart and alienate Yan Luoxi.

Yan Luoxi slept for a while, and the next morning her stomach was fine, but her expression was a little sad.

Li An asked someone to send Yan Luoxi a new mobile phone, Yan Luoxi saw the mobile phone, her eyes lit up, and her spirit was obviously much better, she took advantage of Ming Zixi and Shao Junhe when they came to talk to Li An, she sneaked away again, ran to the shopping mall where Zhou Guangtao bought her mobile phone, and returned the mobile phone.

With a small pile of money in her pocket, she felt very down-to-earth, Yan Luoxi bought a bag of chocolate candy, and walked to the hospital while eating it.

With the experience of Yan Luoxi sneaking away yesterday, Li An has been aiming at her with his eyes today, and when he saw her open the door and go out, he secretly screamed that it was not good, and ten minutes later, seeing that Yan Luoxi had not come back, he began to surge in blood and blood, and his mood became very bad, especially when he heard Ming Zixi babble to him: He saw the kid surnamed Zhou yesterday, and now he is the Asia regional director of X multinational company.

Yan Luoxi was diligent and suspicious, so she felt that she would definitely go to meet the director of the spring breeze in Asia, and she didn't want to accompany herself here at all.

Li An irritably grabbed the cigarette that Ming Zixi casually put on the head of the bed, lit it and took a hard puff.