Chapter 14 (II) The Obvious Treachery. feeling
Yan Luoxi put down the phone and closed her eyes in pain, what else is there to play, the most exciting scene, she has just watched.
She sat on the sofa for a long time, and it took a lot of strength to support herself to stand up, go to the bathroom to take a shower, and stand under the head of the lotus shower, Yan Luoxi's tears and hot water flowed down together.
Wrapped in a bath towel and came out of the bathroom, Yan Luoxi just sat on the bed and didn't turn on the light.
She sat on the bed for a minute, stayed up for a second, waited, waited for Zhou Guangtao, who returned late, and waited for fate to rule on her.
Facing the darkness alone, Yan Luoxi is not in a hurry, she is really not in a hurry at all.
That man was the man she had liked wholeheartedly for more than a decade, and she really hoped that he was just a joke on the spot, and if he came back tonight, if he would explain it to her, she would forgive him.
Marriage is not for calculation, but for tolerance and trust.
Yan Luoxi didn't want to devote herself to it, aiqing was just a colorful bubble, and the warm home that she had finally obtained was crumbling.
lost his parents since he was a child, and was repeatedly tortured and persecuted by Li An, because of Zhou Guangtao's warm company, Yan Luoxi always thought that Shijie would not be so bad.
Yan Luoxi waited for an hour, and after another hour, it was dark and began to slowly light up again.
Sitting on the dead bed, Yan Luoxi's heart was completely cold, looking at the white fish belly exposed in the sky, she had a pain of splitting her bones and tendons, but she also felt a sense of relief like losing her center of gravity.
After a night of sitting and waiting, she was really tired, leaning on the head of the bed with her eyes closed, she seemed to be asleep, and she seemed to be awake, the cerebral cortex was abnormally excited, and how many past events flashed like a marquee.
She seemed to be back to her childhood, her mother was gone, her father had not yet left work, and she was sitting alone in the dimly lit corridor, with lightning and thunder outside, and she was so scared that she cried lowly.
"Sunset." There was a figure standing in front of him.
She raised her head and looked at the handsome and smiling face of the young man, her mouth flattened, and she cried, "Brother Guangtao......"
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't be afraid of the sunset, go, follow me home."
She burst into tears and smiled, and took the young man's warm and soft hand......
The sudden sound of the door closing woke up Yan Luoxi in his sleep.
The door of her bedroom was not closed, and Zhou Guangtao could be clearly seen changing into slippers and walking in.
Yan Luoxi frowned, looked outside, and gently pressed her heart, which was a mess inside, and it was so painful that she sobbed.
Zhou Guangtao took two steps forward, and suddenly found Yan Luoxi sitting on the bed, his face changed suddenly, and his voice was gone, "Luoxi, you...... Are you at home? ”
In the morning light, Yan Luoxi clearly saw that Zhou Guangtao had bright red lip prints on his neck, countless folds on his clothes, and a familiar fragrance wafting in the air.
Yan Luoxi felt as if her heart had been stabbed by something, a sharp pain, her eyes were very sour, and there was a layer of water in her eyes, she gritted her teeth, not wanting it to flow down.
Zhou Guangtao saw that Yan Luoxi didn't speak, so he panicked even more, walked over a few steps, and explained in a panic: "Last night...... I drank too much last night...... Thinking you're not home either...... Only...... I lived in the company. ”
"Oh." Yan Luoxi swallowed the choked sobs in her voice, and swallowed back the dampness and heat in her eyes, but she felt that her body was cold, and her lips were trembling.
Zhou Guangtao was very sensitive, and immediately noticed the change in Yan Luoxi's mood, her current state was obviously wrong-her face was haggard, her eyes were red, and her body was tense, as if she was trying her best to suppress something, his heart moved, and he asked a little nervously: "Then you ...... So what's wrong with you? ”
Maybe it was a night of waiting that exhausted all the mental strength, maybe it was a little care, which touched the most fragile string in the heart, all the grievances, sadness, and resentment suddenly came to her heart, Yan Luoxi's tears fell and dripped on the nightgown, and finally she couldn't cry.
"Luoxi, what's wrong with you?" Zhou Guangtao was a little frightened by Yan Luoxi's appearance, squatted on the ground, and asked anxiously while wiping his tears for Yan Luoxi.
Yan Luoxi's heart was gloomy, and she was so painful that she couldn't speak.
Overnight, eight hours, it was already earth-shattering, as if it were a world away.
She raised her head with tears in her eyes, and looked at Zhou Guangtao's face carefully in the tears, so handsome, so elegant, so gentle, would Weishenme do dirty and obscene things over there?
He can change his mind, he can find a woman outside, but can he not find his good friend, can he tell himself!
Zhou Guangtao's expression became more and more nervous, since she came to the city, Yan Luoxi's mood has been very stable, she will not bother him, she will not trouble him, she has never cried loudly like today, Zhou Guangtao looked at her little face full of tears, and felt distressed, guilty and panicked in her heart.
"Luoxi, what's wrong with you?"
Yan Luoxi closed her eyes, "I...... Mom...... I feel sorry for my mother......"
The answer has been revealed, Yan Luoxi doesn't need Zhou Guangtao's explanation, she doesn't need to keep him with tears, she doesn't need his daoqian to regret it, she found a reason for herself to cry openly.
Zhou Guangtao sighed obviously, revealing a relieved relief.
Yan Luoxi wiped her face in confusion, "Brother Guangtao, hurry up and change your clothes and go to the company, I will also clean up and go to my mother's side." ”
"Don't think too much, there are some things that you can't control." Zhou Guangtao stood up and rubbed Yan Luoxi's hair.
"Yes." Yan Luoxi smiled miserably.
Everything is not up to her, so let the storm come more violently, she can withstand it.
After Yan Luoxi finished washing up in the bathroom, she walked to the living room to drink water, and after a while, Zhou Guangtao also put on a new one, and the lipstick mark on his neck was gone.
Zhou Guangtao saw Yan Luoxi standing next to the water dispenser, a little uncomfortable, and explained with a slightly red face, "Yesterday...... Yesterday in the song hall, I asked for a few young ladies to accompany the singing, these women are too crazy, no deep or shallow. ”
"Hmm." Yan Luoxi smiled indifferently, put the water glass close to his mouth, and took a small sip, every time he swallowed, his throat hurt terribly.
In fact, there is no need, what else is there to hide, she is a poor person, but she can't accept such mercy and charity, this is an insult to her, if Zhou Guangtao confesses everything to her today, she can fulfill them for the sake of more than ten years of feelings.
But if they deceive and fool themselves like fools, she also has a temper.
In Aiqing's war side, she is just a rookie, and she has not learned to dance with long sleeves, and it does not mean that she is bullied.