Chapter 18 (II) Irreversible
Zhou Guangtao's heart was sawed little by little by a chainsaw, and he frowned in pain, "Luoxi, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for ......" Zhou Guangtao, who can usually speak well, seems to have lost the ability to speak all of a sudden, and just said sorry mechanically.
The indescribable pain in Zhou Guangtao's eyes made Yan Luoxi a little surprised and a little distressed.
Looking at the past from her point of view, Zhou Guangtao's face under the sun was deep, angular, and handsome, which made people jealous.
She remembered Zhou Guangtao's kindness to herself since she was a child, and remembered that in the imperial capital, when Zhou Guangtao found that he was missing, he drove around looking for herself like crazy, and her eyes showed infinite panic.
The vows of the past are still ringing in his ears, and the smiles and gentleness of these years are also clearly presented in front of him, he cooks for himself, washes his clothes, and wipes away the tears of grievances for himself.
They were former lovers, not enemies, and she couldn't embarrass him!
Yan Luoxi's eyes were a little moist, and there was more sadness than anger at this time, because there were all kinds of foreshadowing before, and her grief and anger at the moment were like water slowly rising up and drowning the surface of her feet, not the horror of a sudden flash flood.
She closed her eyes, and her tone did not carry any emotion, "Brother Guangtao, don't tell me I'm sorry, it's God's arrangement to fall in love with whom, not according to our wishes, I understand you."
I see that your current life is quite haode, and you are running to the other side of your happiness, so we will part ways from now on, I bless you, okay? ”
"No, Sunset!" Zhou Guangtao walked to Yan Luoxi's side in a few steps, as if he wanted to take Yan Luoxi into his arms, and then followed Yan Luoxi's sneering gaze and saw that he was only wrapped in a bath towel, and his face changed from red to white, and from white to blue.
Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao. A large area of naked skin, with some bruise marks on it, only felt that breathing was urgent, and my heart was beating as if it was about to rush out of my chest, and I felt disgusted and nauseated.
She had to take a deep breath and clench her hands into fists to calm herself, "No! Do you still have the right to say no, we now, no one has the qualification to say no! ”
The man she loves so persistently and is nostalgic for has become the lover of her best friend!
One night of absurdity, tearing all her former attachments into two, irreversible.
Tears, drop by drop, Yan Luoxi bit her lip, her voice choked, "Brother Guangtao, we are all understanding people, knowing that something like this has happened, no one can turn back."
Money, fame and fortune can be shared with friends, but feelings are selfish, and there is no room for impurities. ”
"Sunset......" Zhou Guangtao called her name in a hoarse voice, and suddenly grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and the strength was so strong that he seemed to never want to let go.
Yan Luoxi raised her head abruptly and smiled miserably, "Let it go, I will look down on you if you do this, love, it's complete." If you don't love, you will break it cleanly, and the exit of one person is better than the entanglement of three people, and breaking up peacefully is the only thing I can do for you. ”
Zhou Guangtao pursed his lips, his handsome face distorted.
Yan Luoxi took advantage of his stunnedness, pushed him away, turned around and ran out, Zhou Guangtao just chased out two steps, heard He Yufan chasing after him, shouted loudly, "Guangtao ......" The voice immediately weakened, "You are still wrapped in a bath towel!" ”
Zhou Guangtao glanced at the bath towel on his body, had to stop, and closed his eyes in pain.
Yan Luoxi rushed away from He Yufan's house, she heard He Yufan's shout, heard Zhou Guangtao's stop, her tears couldn't be stopped, and she fell down vigorously.
She ran out of the elevator with a breath, but as soon as she walked out of the door of the apartment, she felt that her legs seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and she sat on the steps next to her, which was less than thirty meters away from Ran Xu's car, but she didn't have the strength to walk over.
Ran Xu, who was sitting in the car, had been waiting for a long time, he was afraid that Yan Luoxi would suffer a loss against two people alone, and wanted to go up to help, but he was afraid of causing a bigger misunderstanding, and when he was waiting to scratch his ears and cheeks, he finally saw Yan Luoxi come out.
Ran Xu looked at Yan Luoxi's gray face, and when she sat on the steps, she was frightened, and hurriedly ran down from the car, looked her up and down several times, and asked nervously, "Luoxi, what's wrong with you?" What do you guys say? Seeing that her face was covered with sweat, he took out a handkerchief and wiped it off for her in distress.
What else can be said?
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Yan Luoxi's mouth? Laughing pale, laughing helplessly, laughing desolately.
Ran Xu helped her stand up, felt her body tremble, her hands were cold, and hurriedly half-helped and half-hugged her into the car, and comforted her softly, "Luoxi, don't be sad, no matter what happens, it will pass." ”
At this time, Yan Luoxi, who had empty eyes and blank eyes, and Yan Luoxi, who humiliated Zhou Guangtao and He Yufan just now, are not the same person at all, and now she is extremely helpless and vulnerable.
"Well, I'm fine, I'll haode." She muttered, in a low voice, as if to herself.
Ran Xu comforted Yan Luoxi a few more words, but Yan Luoxi just looked out of the car window fixedly, as if he was stupid, his heart hurt, he couldn't make any decision when he saw her lost soul, he didn't ask for her opinion, and drove directly to his villa by the sea.
Yan Luoxi curled up in the seat, without any objection, let Ran Xu take her away, and the mobile phone in her pocket rang again and again until it rang until there was no power, and the peace of self-destruction was gone.
Ran Xu's villa is frequently near the sea, looking at a large area of the sea, and the villa community near this neighborhood is the city's hot sea-view house, each house has a unique design and shape.
Ran Xu parked the car in front of his villa, Yan Luoxi walked down first, looked at the sea not far away, took a deep breath, and said to Ran Xu in a dumb voice: "Have you seen a report that Chinese directors have a common problem, the heroine in the film is out of love and sad, and she has to run to the beach and shout, or cry bitterly.
Do I also have such an opportunity now, vulgar, and go to the beach to sensationalize once! ”
"It's okay for you to be sensational, but don't think about it!" Ran Xu stared at Yan Luoxi with concern, and he could see that Yan Luoxi's mental state was extremely bad.
"Are you afraid that I will kill myself? Isn't the sea my mother, can't I throw myself into my mother's arms! Yan Luoxi said seriously.
"No, mom is busy and doesn't have time to receive you." Ran Xu was frightened by Yan Luoxi's appearance, took her hand hard, and took her into the house.
Ran Xu's villa is very beautiful, the house is also very clean, and the smell of detergent wafts in the air, which seems a little deserted.