Chapter 21 Repentance
Zhou Guangtao also regretted not being at the beginning at this time, but the incident had already happened, and he knew that the possibility of him being able to redeem Yan Luoxi was very small.
He has made many mistakes that many men will make, and he also has the selfishness that many men have, although he has that relationship with He Yufan, he still has the luck psychology that he can keep Yan Luoxi.
Zhou Guangtao and Yan Luoxi grew up together, he knows what kind of person Yan Luoxi is, he knows what kind of person Yan Luoxi is, and it will not be easy for him to meet a haode girl like Yan Luoxi in the future.
When he was really tired, he hoped that Yan Luoxi would wait behind the door for him, and when he wanted to get married, he still hoped that Yan Luoxi could be his bride.
Zhou Guangtao walked around the empty house twice, only to find that he was so unfamiliar with this home, since they moved in, this home has almost always been taken care of by Yan Luoxi.
Grocery shopping, cooking, tidying up the room, doing laundry...... Except for going to bed at night and having breakfast occasionally, I don't care about almost everything, just like a traveler who comes and goes.
And Yan Luoxi, nothing at home has ever bothered her, she has silently borne it when she can and can't, she has to work every day, but she has to spend energy and physical strength to take care of this family, she is harder than him, but she never said it to herself.
There is no Yan Luoxi's home, just a cold and deserted house, with Yan Luoxi, this house can be called a warm home.
Thinking of Yan Luoxi's heartbroken appearance not long ago, the cold and desperate feeling was like a cold wave spreading from under his body, reaching his whole body, Zhou Guangtao felt cold and painful, he knew that this time he was probably going to lose Yan Luoxi completely.
When Yan Luoxi opened her eyes again, it was already another day, the sun was rising, shining warmly through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the whole room was bathed in sunlight.
She blinked her eyes twice, a little uncomfortable with the unfamiliar environment in front of her, and then remembered what happened yesterday, and her heart ached.
How many times, she hoped that everything that happened yesterday was a dream, and when she woke up, she was still Zhou Guangtao's favorite Yan Luoxi.
When Ran Xu, who had a slight bloodshot in her eyes, appeared in front of her, Yan Luoxi knew that her life had no dreams.
Yan Luoxi's heart suddenly swelled with sadness.
"Sunset, I made breakfast, get up and have some food!" Ran Xu had a bit of a nasal voice in his voice, probably he had a cold when he slept last night.
"Oh, Haode." Yan Luoxi smiled, got up from the bed, and went to the bathroom to wash up with ease.
In fact, she wanted to mourn her lost relationship, but in front of Ran Xu, she couldn't show a little sadness, she couldn't be in pain, she couldn't give up on herself, and she couldn't even cry.
Because Ran Xu is not hers, she is not qualified to share her grief and anger with him, she has to suppress and forbear.
Yan Luoxi entered the bathroom, facing the mirror, feeling as if she had lost a lot of weight, with deep eye sockets, dark complexion, protruding collarbones, and listlessness.
Thinking of Zhou Guangtao and He Yufan, she still couldn't help the red circles in her eyes, took a deep breath, washed quickly, cleaned herself, and then walked outside.
Ran Xu was standing in front of the window on the phone, listening to the meaning of his words, he had work to do today, and he was trying his best to shirk it.
Yan Luoxi turned her head to take a look, and saw that Ran Xu had prepared a sumptuous dinner for her, she walked to the dining table and sat down, and ate it in a big gulp, she lived here with Ran Xu, and she had already caused him a lot of trouble, and now all she could do was to take good care of herself.
Ran Xu put down the phone, turned his head, and saw that Yan Luoxi was eating, and he felt very happy, "How about the breakfast I made?" ”
"Well, it's delicious." Yan Luoxi raised his milk cup to him, "If you have something to do, go and get busy, I can do it myself at home." ”
"I ...... I'm fine. Ran Xu knew that Yan Luoxi heard him talking on the phone, and this lie was a little unnatural.
"Go ahead, I can really do it at home, and besides, I also need a quiet and independent space to think about things on my own." Yan Luoxi picked up the porridge bowl again, brought it to her mouth, and ate it without a bite.
Ran Xu's work schedule today is full, he has just called a few times to urge, he saw that Yan Luoxi's mental state was good, and now when he heard her say this, he was a little relieved, and enlightened her twice, and he didn't even eat breakfast, so he went out in a hurry.
As soon as she saw Ran Xu driving away, Yan Luoxi couldn't hold it anymore, sighed relaxedly, pushed the bowl away, walked to the side of the sofa and sat down, looking outside with a blank expression.
The weather was so good that you could feel the warmth of the sun through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Yan Luoxi couldn't figure it out, obviously it was the same man, obviously it was her most familiar and intimate lover, they grew up together, she felt that she knew him, just like understanding the palm prints in her palm, but after coming to this city, she became strange and became unrecognizable.
People who thought they had to think about it countless times every day suddenly couldn't think about it anymore today, she felt a little uncomfortable, but the cruel reality told her that she and Zhou Guangtao really couldn't have anything to do with each other anymore, she had to adapt to life without him from now on.
Yan Luoxi was sitting on the sofa and struggling in pain, the doorbell rang suddenly, startling her, she thought it was Ran Xu coming back, she subconsciously got up, walked over and opened the door.
"Oh, sister, the awareness of prevention is so poor, I'm not afraid of being robbed and robbed!" The smiling spring breeze proudly stood at the door.
Yan Luoxi's head 'buzzed', and she wanted to close the door casually, but how could Li An, who was quick-witted, give her such an opportunity.
"Luoxi, are you so unhappy when you see your second brother, who are you thinking of, your brother Guangtao!"
Yan Luoxi's face turned pale in an instant.
Li An, taking advantage of Yan Luoxi's miserable mood, swaggered into Ran Xu's house.
"Sister Luoxi, why did you come to Ran Xu's house to live, if your brother Guangtao gave you anger, you can go to the second brother's house to live, I have no problem there, you also know that my door is open for you at any time......"
Li An didn't move around, but sat on the sofa calmly, looking at Yan Luoxi with tears in his eyes, smiling as he was.
Yan Luoxi looked at Li An, and suddenly burst into tears, in fact, she knew that if it weren't for Li An, if it weren't for her own experience of losing her body, she and Li An would not have come to this point, even if Zhou Guangtao didn't say it, she also knew the reason, the reason why Zhou Guangtao disliked himself and derailed was related to his unclear relationship with Li An.