Chapter 103: The Way to No More Pain
Li An locked himself in the villa, imprisoned himself, and the most ardent emotions in Ren's heart, full of hope, withered inch by inch.
The only thing he can do is to reminisce, to cherish those sweet times with Yan Luoxi, to recall those former happiness and happiness, and to swallow the tears that are about to gush out of his eyes back into his stomach.
Li An insisted on coming here, facing everything in the house alone, it was the most cruel punishment for him, seeing anything in the house, his heart was like walking on the tip of a knife, every step, blood dripping.
Outside the window, the shijie is singing and the flowers are fragrant, and there are people playing soothing classical music nearby, and the notes are jumping under the eyes.
Li An seemed to see Yan Luoxi pillow on his lap, basking in the sun leisurely with his face up, and said: "Li An, it's so comfortable to lie like this, I want to lie like this all the time!" ”
"And what about me, just sitting like this?"
"People have said that sun bathing is the most haode calcium supplement in the world."
"You're just trying to enslave me!" Li An leaned down and gently kissed Yan Luoxi's forehead, "Little villain, even if I am enslaved, I am willing." ”
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On this shijie, it's not a big deal if anyone loses, the days still have to live, and they have to live more and more exciting.
Li An understands this truth better than anyone else, but after losing Yan Luoxi, he is a little afraid of his future life.
In the past, he was the best son of the sky, born well, smart, rich in family, and lived smoothly all the way to the present, he has never encountered any major setbacks, and the biggest trouble of growing up is that Yan Luoxi doesn't love himself, but this time, it was Yan Luoxi who completely left him, making him lose his soul.
Li An found that he was not in a state of lovelorn this time, but had a fear of life, and he was afraid.
He is afraid that the future will be long, and he will not know how to go in life? I'm afraid that he won't know how to survive alone in the next minute?
This fear made Li Anxin panic, and he couldn't sleep in the first half of the night every night, and when it was almost dawn, he finally fell asleep, and began to dream again, falling from the sky again and again in his dreams, falling into the bottomless black abyss......
Every time he woke up from a dream, he had to subconsciously touch the bed next to him, and when he touched the cold patch, his heart was desperate as if he was about to die.
Some mistakes are destined to be irreparable, what a cruel fact.
When Li An faced such a tearing pain, when the pain was uncontrollable, he wanted to do something, and only by doing something could he make up for such a bone-eroding pain.
He knew what he could do not let himself hurt so much, he could die, but that would be too irresponsible, he still had his parents, he couldn't break their hearts; He can take drugs, and then he will forget all his worries and be flustered. Immortal, but Dad said that the children of the Li family must not take drugs.
Li An sat on the sofa, picked up the sharp fruit knife of Chajishan, the blade flashed a cold and strange light in the sun, he took the knife to his forearm, smiled slightly, and the sharp blade and skin instantly bridged.
The sharp pain touched Li An's whole body, winding into the internal organs, paralyzing the soul, he breathed a sigh of relief, and the pain in his heart was finally relieved a little bit.
In Li An's Little Arm Mountain, there are already many such wounds, whenever he wants Yan Luoxi to go crazy, whenever he is in unbearable pain, he uses this method to relieve it.
A few days later, Li An finally opened the door and walked out of the villa, but his heart was dead, completely dead.
On the afternoon of the day Yan Luoxi welcomed her mother, she did not let Shao Junhe leave smoothly, because Xue Liping felt that Shao Junhe had merit in picking her up at the airport, and she must leave Shao Junhe here for dinner.
Xue Liping came to Yan Luoxi's villa, and after saying a few words to her daughter, she began to ask Shao Junhe, "Hezi, you went to the airport to pick up your aunt today, auntie has to xiexie you, what do you want to eat at night?" Auntie will do it for you. ”
"Auntie, as long as you make it, I love to eat everything." Shao Junhe laughed with him.
Yan Luoxi looked at Shao Junhe with some surprise, when did this honest and simple bean brother learn to speak so well, no wonder he is a good friend of Li An, he really seems to be loyal!
"Okay, you just wait to eat Auntie's best dishes!" Xue Liping's smile was not stingy, this smile was kind and appreciative, "Hezi, you go to the kitchen first to see, what ingredients are at home, Auntie now go upstairs to wash up, and then I will make food for the two of you!" ”
"Okay, Auntie, you are busy first, I'll go and see what dishes are at home, at sunset, you come over and help take care of them, see if these dishes are what Auntie likes to eat, if the dishes at home are not enough, I will let the maid buy them now." Shao Junhe greeted Yan Luoxi with a smile.
At this time, there were three people in the house, and Yan Luoxi couldn't give Shao Junhe a good look, so he had to reluctantly come to the kitchen with Shao Junhe.
Shao Junhe is very smart, he always took advantage of Yan Luoxi's nap to go out to pick fruits and vegetables in person, but he found that the atmosphere was right today, and he had to stay.
He wants to take the route of saving the country with a curve, this road has been paved, leaving a very good impression on Xue Liping, and now he wants to temporarily give Yan Luoxi and Xue Liping less opportunities to be alone, and when the misunderstanding is done, or Xue Liping's impression of herself is completely good, everything is easy to say.
Yan Luoxi saw the respective expressions of her mother and Shao Junhe, she only felt like she was in turmoil, where did she have the heart to watch the food, she casually dealt with Shao Junhe's two sentences, and turned around to go upstairs.
Shao Junhe smiled without being surprised, and asked affectionately: "Luoxi, look at what your mother likes to eat, I'll go out and buy some more." ”
If someone else was standing in front of him, Yan Luoxi would definitely be angry and angry, hateful, did you do it on purpose?
But this person is Shao Junhe, who is kind to her, she can't be ungrateful, she can only take a deep breath, "Whatever you want, you can buy whatever you like." With that, he turned around and walked quickly upstairs.
"Sunset, you walk slowly, pay attention to the steps!" Shao Junhe hurriedly instructed.
Yan Luoxi didn't care about him anymore, and walked upstairs quickly to her room, who knew that Xue Liping was moving faster than her, and she had already gone into the bathroom to take a bath at this time.
In the anxious waiting, Xue Liping finally bathed out of the customs, saw Yan Luoxi sitting on the sofa, and said excitedly: "Luoxi, Mom didn't expect you to be so visionary and pick such a haode boyfriend, this young man is really good, absolutely reliable......"
Yan Luoxi only felt a 'buzz' in her head, and the wind in her body was raging, "Mom, you misunderstood, he is not my boyfriend!" ”