Chapter 63: Wake up
Yan Luoxi chattered, like a stupid sister-in-law Xianglin, crying out the pain, sadness, and grievances that had been accumulated in her heart for too long, these were a big stone pressing on her heart, pressing her to lose her mind, pressing her so that she didn't dare to face the reality, her tears at the moment were like water bursting the embankment, gushing out.
Shao Junhe looked at Yan Luoxi, who was crying and talking, he didn't know whether he was happy or sad, he saw Yan Luoxi crying and trembling, Chu Chu was pitiful, endured it, but still couldn't hold it, and reached out to hold Yan Luoxi into his arms.
In fact, these days, Shao Junhe often hugs Yan Luoxi like this, watching the sunrise together, and waiting for the sunset together, such a hug is no longer a time, but now he is worried that Yan Luoxi has just woken up, and psychologically he can't accept such intimate actions with her, so he is a little cautious.
Yan Luoxi, who was crying bitterly, did not resist Shao Junhe's action, followed his embrace, leaned on his arms and continued to cry, Shao Junhe's precious shirt was soaked with her tears and snot, he didn't care, just hugged Yan Luoxi and let her cry enough.
Maybe crying like this, if she says the words in her heart, people will become relaxed, and the ultimate sadness must have a channel to dredge, say the words that are suppressed in her heart, and cry fiercely, maybe Yan Luoxi will be fine.
Shao Junhe tightened the arm that was holding Yan Luoxi, so as to give her a little strength and tell her that he was accompanying her and protecting her.
Yan Luoxi leaned on Shao Junhe's arms and kept crying, the previous things seemed to be all awakened, dancing in her mind, dancing wildly in front of her eyes, and entangled in her every breath......
At this time, life seems to have been torn open, and those memories, those pains, mixed with sweetness and cruelty, come to the face - love lingers, torn apart.
Li An, Zhou Guangtao, Ran Xu, He Yufan, Imperial Capital, Hainan...... Everything passed by in front of her in turn, like a big dream, and her body was incomplete.
Yan Luoxi felt uncomfortable, and said while crying: "...... How stupid I am, he treated me like that, I'm still waiting for him, looking forward to him, hoping that he is joking with me, thinking that he will change his mind, I am a stupid person, in fact, I should be hit by a car and killed by a thunderbolt, and I am alive and ......"
Shao Junhe listened to Yan Luoxi's words, and his heart was so sad that he wanted to cry, he took out a tissue to wipe Yan Luoxi's tears, and comforted her softly: "Luoxi, I don't blame you for these things, I really don't blame you, it's Li An who doesn't know how to cherish it, it's that he is not blessed, and he doesn't blame you at all......"
When Yan Luoxi heard Shao Junhe say Li An's name, she simply cried as if she had completely collapsed.
Thinking of the things about herself and Li An, her heart hurt incomparably, she reached out and hugged Shao Junhe's waist tightly, telling herself not to think about it, but all she could think of in her mind were the bits and pieces when she and Li An were together, as well as the intertwined appearance of cruel pictures when they were separated later.
First in heaven, then in purgatory, to burn her to ashes.
Shao Junhe listened to Yan Luoxi's heart-rending cry, his heart hurt as if it was about to break, and he didn't want to stop her, fortunately, it was raining outside at this time, and there was no one around, so Shao Junhe let Yan Luoxi cry happily in this stormy world.
Yan Luoxi cried for a long time, until she was out of breath after crying, Shao Junhe was afraid that she would cry, so he couldn't stop dissuading her, Yan Luoxi was tired of crying, and she couldn't cry anymore, and gradually stopped her sadness, and the whole person twitched and leaned weakly in Shao Junhe's arms.
Shao Junhe gently patted her back, smoothed her breath, looked at her crying and swollen eyes distressedly, and asked softly, "Luoxi, how are you feeling now, are you feeling better?" ”
Yan Luoxi has been living in a dazy life for a while, after this crying, she completely woke up, looking at Shao Junhe's gentle eyes, she sat up from his arms guiltily and apologetically, and whispered: "Brother Douzi, you have worked hard these days, Xie Luxie." ”
Shao Junhe saw Yan Luoxi sit up, his arms were empty, he felt that his heart was empty, and he looked nervously at Yan Luoxi, whose eyes were becoming more and more alienated, "Luoxi, don't say that, I am willing to do anything for you." ”
Yan Luoxi smiled slightly, after experiencing these divisions and combinations, she had long known that there was no good in the world for no reason, no matter who paid to whom, there was a plan.
Her condition at this time was like recovering from a serious illness, and she cried bitterly, her spirit was very tired, and she didn't want to argue with Shao Junhe anymore, but she said lazily: "Brother Douzi, I'm tired, let's go back!" ”
In the past, when the two walked back, they were holding hands, not that Shao Junhe wanted to take advantage of Yan Luoxi, but that he was afraid that Yan Luoxi would be touched by a car, fall while walking, and suddenly run away......
Today the two of them just walked side by side, Yan Luoxi frowned slightly, and looked thoughtfully at the surrounding streets and pedestrians.
Shao Junhe walked beside Yan Luoxi with some trepidation, his smiling face in the past was worried, he didn't know what kind of decision Yan Luoxi would make when he came to his senses, and what he would do with himself.
Sometimes Shao Junhe is really selfish hope, Yan Luoxi will never wake up for the rest of her life, she only relies on herself and trusts herself when she is sick, if she doesn't wake up, she will always be his own, he would rather take care of her like this for the rest of his life and never get tired of it.
On the way back, Yan Luoxi was silent, Shao Junhe didn't dare to speak casually, and the two returned to the hotel awkwardly.
Yan Luoxi and Shao Junhe entered the hotel one after another, and the waiter sitting at the front desk was the one who had a crush on Shao Junhe, she had put Shao Junhe and Yan Luoxi in her eyes these days, and today she could see at a glance that their relationship was not normal, and she couldn't help but widen her eyes.
The two went upstairs, Shao Junhe opened the door for Yan Luoxi, and after seeing Yan Luoxi enter the house, he habitually wanted to follow up, who knew that Yan Luoxi was standing at the door, and smiled at him a little tiredly, "Brother Douzi, I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while, and when I wake up, let's talk about it again, okay?" ”
Shao Junhe stood at the door awkwardly, agreed, and nodded obediently.
Yan Luoxi looked at Shao Junhe's obviously thin face, the cyan shadow under his eyes, and sighed silently in his heart, these days when he lost his mind, Shao Junhe must have done countless hearts and souls for himself!
If he wasn't Li An's best friend, if his family wasn't inextricably linked to the Li family, she really wanted to reach out and hug him, even if it was to give him a little comfort!
However, she couldn't.
"Brother Douzi, I'll see you later." Yan Luoxi was ruthless and locked Shao Junhe outside the door.
Shao Junhe looked at the tightly closed solid wooden door, as if he had tasted the taste of broken love for the first time, his eyes were red with grievances and uncomfortable, and he almost cried on the spot.