Chapter 70: Dreams Are Honest Thoughts
Ming Zixi made a perfunctory expression of apology to Li An, "Brother, I'm also thinking about you, your temperament has changed a lot recently, you are cold, I want to find someone who is warm, can't you two complement each other!" ”
Li An was so angry that his delicate face changed color, and he pointed at Ming Zixi's nose and shouted: "Why did my temperament change so much?" Can you have a snack, this matter can be neutralized casually, no matter how cold I am, I don't have to neutralize it with such a delicate and pretentious thing as her! ”
Ming Zixi was full of powerlessness for a moment, grabbed Li An, and said with infinite emotion: "My little An'an, don't pick and choose now, be easy-going!"
There are many things, the past is over, no one will wait for you in the distance, wait for you to be willful, wait for you to repent, since you had the courage to make the choice, now you have to look forward......"
"What do you mean?" Li An slapped Ming Zixi's hand vigorously, "Do you think I'm still thinking about that woman?" Are you crazy! What kind of woman do I want, master, do you need to miss a woman with this kind of figure, average appearance, and stubborn temper! Besides, you don't have Alzheimer's, I dumped her at the beginning, I dumped her! Didn't she dump me, and I used to miss her? ”
"Yes, yes, I remember, you dumped her!" Ming Zixi nodded hurriedly, because of this fact, Li An paid a painful price, if he didn't get his recognition again, Li An would probably have to vomit blood on the spot.
The more Li An looked at it, the more he felt that Ming Zixi beside him had a hateful face, and even said that he was picky and not easygoing...... He drank all the wine in the cup, got up and said, "I'm leaving." After that, he didn't care about Du Zhijun, who was singing, and threw the door away by himself.
Walking out of the Xianghe Pavilion, Li An felt that he was really too impetuous, and his face changed irritated by Ming Zixi's two words, and he was very irresponsible to leave Du Zhijun alone inside.
Li An unbuttoned his shirt with a slightly drunken mood, he didn't know what was going on, now anything that had anything to do with Yan Luoxi would make him feel upset.
Didn't you abandon her already, didn't you decide to forget her, how could there be a little wind blowing the grass, and I was terrified.
Also, what does Ming Zixi mean by what he said tonight? Could it be that Yan Luoxi has a boyfriend again? Or did he already know that he and Yan Luoxi were destined to be overwhelmed?
Li An dared to hurt Yan Luoxi unscrupulously, and ignored Yan Luoxi after he left sadly, just because he was sure that his good friend would pay attention to Yan Luoxi for him and prevent Yan Luoxi from having an accident.
There is also the eldest brother, the eldest brother knows that after he and Yan Luoxi broke up, he will also take care of Yan Luoxi, but now, the eldest brother sent Du Zhijun to his side, and Ming Zixi hinted that he forgot the past, all because of what?
Li An was puzzled, the more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, he really wished that there was no Yan Luoxi in this world at all, but his thoughts just turned, and he felt inexplicably reluctant.
I'm really crazy! I'm going to start making cheap again, isn't it?
Li An didn't look back to find Du Zhijun, with Ming Zixi there, it was estimated that nothing would happen to Du Zhijun, so he went back to the dormitory irritablely.
For Yan Luoxi, Li An has a complex mentality, on the one hand, he is worried, and on the other hand, he is evading.
Li An, don't think about it anymore, don't think about it, don't think about it, think about it or don't understand it, you have made a decision, and the result will not change, back to the dormitory, Li An, who was a little groggy and drunk, lay on the bed and fell asleep in such thoughts.
The weather in the South China Sea is hot and dry, I don't know where there are cicadas in the noisy road, the air-conditioned room is cool and comfortable, and in Li An's eyes, there is only a narrow and brutal little girl in front of him.
……
"Li An, I want to eat ice cream!"
"Li An, I want to go swimming!"
"Li An, let's go to the city for a big dinner tomorrow, I want to eat boiled fish!"
"Li An, you let me go...... Don't make a fuss, I'm sleepy! ”
"Li An ......"
……
Suddenly, the slender hand waved, the slender shadow swayed, and in the blink of an eye, it was far away......
The evening breeze struck, Li An was excited, and woke up from this dream for the eight hundred and first time, the thin wine dissipated a lot, the warm sweetness of that summer afternoon was still in his chest, and Yan Luoxi's smiling eyebrows and eyes seemed to be still in front of him.
Li An looked at himself vaguely in the crystal lamp on the roof of the shed, tears fell suddenly, and then they fell non-stop, the whole heart seemed to be broken in an instant, and he felt like a corner of his heart was dug out by something, it turned out that there is really a kind of longing in this world, which can make people break their hearts and intestines.
He proposed the breakup at the beginning, he thought he could forget Yan Luoxi, really, in the initial period of time, he was busy during the day and never had time to think about Yan Luoxi.
Kemeng is honest thoughts!
Only in his dream did Li An know how much he missed Yan Luoxi!
Gradually, he began to lose control of himself, and began to miss Yan Luoxi day and night, Yan Luoxi's shadow seemed to be everywhere, she would appear at the negotiation table at a glance, at every street corner, and in her inadvertent retrospect......
Every day, every moment, when he turned around, when he raised his hand, he saw that familiar figure in a trance, with a smiling face!
Every night, whether it is a dream or a nightmare, Yan Luoxi will sneak into his dream silently, he always really experiences the melancholy and loss after waking up, he has no ability to control his thoughts at all.
Li An lay on the bed, wiped his face vigorously, and couldn't find a position to fall asleep again, maybe he should change to a more suitable bed.
He knew that he was destined to never sleep again this night, and he opened his eyes to look at the ceiling for a long time, and slowly sat up, his head full of fragments of the past.
He walked to the window, opened the curtains, and watched the sky still be dark.
I heard that when people are old, they begin to look back on the past and recall the best times in their lives, but they are in their prime, how can they be like old people, accustomed to recalling the past.
He began to miss all kinds of expressions of Yan Luoxi damn - some touching, some coquettish, some even hated, but each one taught him to be infatuated, infatuated, and cherished......
Li An didn't know what Lu Dao was for, he would come to this step of the field, making a mess of life and feelings, the more and more intense thoughts grabbed him tightly, like an invisible hand, every more day passed, it tightened a little more, stuck on his neck, making him gradually weak, and it became difficult to breathe.