Chapter Seventy-Six: Irreplaceable Love
Li An's apprehension was only for a moment, he immediately recovered from his momentary sluggishness, raised his head without a trace, looked at the night sky with no stars and no moon above his and Du Zhijun's heads, and said in a very ordinary tone: "The night here is really quiet, not as noisy as our hometown!" ”
His posture is like two people standing in the office of a company, talking about ordinary topics.
Du Zhijun's surging heart instantly became cold, these days, Li An has been like this countless times, every time he looks at her, it is like looking away through her, and then he will think about it and think painfully.
She used her last little protective ability to smile back at Li'an, "yes, the night here is too quiet, I'm a little homesick!" ”
Li An responded softly, lowered his eyes, and concealed all his emotions, "It's been really hard for you this time, if you need to, I'll give you a vacation tomorrow, you can go back and have a look." ”
Du Zhijun tried hard to open her eyes wide, she didn't even dare to nod, she was afraid that if she nodded, tears would fall.
Li An asked his driver to drive Du Zhijun back, and he got into another car by himself.
He started the car, accelerated instantly, and rushed into the vast night.
The grassland of Inner Mongolia is endless, and here in the middle of the night, like a dead island, Li An constantly accelerates the car, and he likes the feeling of weightlessness at such a high speed.
The scenery outside the car window is rapidly regressing, and the entire world seems to be only left with him and the light on the short road, the road ahead, the vastness.
Since Li An came to Inner Mongolia, almost every two nights, he had to go out in the middle of the night to drag racing, and the mental pressure and the increasing longing in his heart made him only relieved by the crazy and unbridled run.
He wanted to go to the ends of the earth, he wanted to see every corner of the world, he tried to accept other women, but no matter what the beauty was, no matter how charming the woman on the other side was, it was not as good as a smirk from Yan Luoxi to make him reminisce.
Li An made himself extremely busy, he let himself devote himself to work, although he was busy enough, he started working as soon as he opened his eyes every day, until he was a little numb from being tired, but Yan Luoxi still refused to let him go, like a shadow, everywhere.
He has to warn himself thousands of times a day, don't be stupid anymore, he and Yan Luoxi have passed, she is just passing by.
But Yan Luoxi is different from other women in his heart after all......
Since leaving Yan Luoxi, Li An doesn't need any woman, except for the time when he was drunk and had an inexplicable relationship with Lulu, the rest of the time, he didn't feel good about any woman.
Li An has no sexual interest in the beautiful women around him, he will think of Yan Luoxi at night, think of her beautiful body, and think of desire. Hopefully uncontrollable.
A smart person like Li An has always known his own mind, and he has a deep attachment to Yan Luoxi, but he didn't expect that this attachment was so deep and strong, that he had had her for so long, and even gave up her for so long, and he had never changed.
Thinking of the fact that this made him extremely hateful, Li An stepped on the brakes violently, without any dodge, and slammed into the steering wheel by himself, and the pain caused by the inertial impact, he didn't seem to feel it at all, he only knew that his heart was as painful as a knife.
It was as if the perseverance in the body that could support him was broken inch by inch, and everything in front of him was black and hopeless.
Li An raised his head and smiled bitterly.
He suddenly felt that he was really stupid, extremely ridiculous, so serious about taking revenge on Yan Luoxi, and so hard trying to end the relationship between the two people, but then his remorseful intestines turned blue.
Li An sat lonely in the car, looking at the bleak darkness in the sky, like a ghost wandering in hell, and could no longer find a warm home.
At this time, Yan Luoxi's eyes were crooked, the corners of his mouth were upturned, and his laughing expression was slightly playful, and he appeared in his mind like a child.
Yan Luoxi's big eyes were black and bright, just looking at those eyes, Li An would feel that his heart was surging with love that he couldn't tell if he loved it.
At this time, those eyes made him feel guilty and frightened, as if he had become some kind of demon, straight into his heart, and became a nightmare that he would never be entangled in this life.
When Du Zhijun came to work the next day, she was in good spirits, as if nothing had happened, Li An saw that she was not unusual, and she didn't mention what happened last night.
The biggest advantage of dealing with smart people is that you don't have to speak thoroughly.
Du Zhijun returned to the dormitory last night, held her breath, and began to pack her luggage and prepare for vacation, but when she picked up the phone to book a ticket, her eyes were suddenly full of tears.
Is this really going to be the way to go?
She knew that this time was not a vacation, if she left like this, I am afraid that she would never come back, and she would have to completely cut off the involvement with Li An.
I really want to leave this Li An, who made her move her heart for the first time! I really want to leave a company that has put a lot of effort into it!
Du Zhijun was very sad and angry before, she wanted to leave cleanly, forgetting the moody Li An, but she really felt that she was leaving, and she found that she was not as firm as she imagined.
She coveted all the time she spent with Rio. She loves the eyebrows and eyes of Li'an, as long as she looks at him, her whole heart seems to melt under the warm sun.
Du Zhijun didn't leave, she stayed.
People are always cheap, the more they can't bear the things, the more they can't get them, the more they can be strongly attracted.
Li An sat in the office, looking at Du Zhijun, who was radiant and busy smiling, and suddenly seemed to be enlightened, everyone was working hard for their own happiness, and he wanted to escape from it.
At such a tangled moment, Li An repeatedly tore off the flesh and blood covering it, and asked his deepest self if he could really care about nothing, and whether he could go back to pursue Yan Luoxi regardless of everything!
Is Zhou Guangtao and Yan Luoxi's past so important? Is Shao Meizhuo's gaze so hurtful? Is your self-esteem so desperate to be preserved?
All of this, in the face of night-to-day, heart-wrenching thoughts, has become insignificant!
After Yan Luoxi sank the mobile phone that Li An gave her into the sea, she packed her luggage the next morning and drove to another city - where she had a little touch with Li An, she didn't stay.
From now on, she will completely cut off the idea of Li An, and no longer leave any room for each other, whether she wants to find Li An, or Li An thinks of her again, she will not be able to find it.