Chapter 9 How far and how far to roll
Yan Luoxi admitted that she was a person who held grudges, after so long of things, she still clearly remembered what happened at the beginning, she was like a child who didn't know the world, she was abandoned by Li An at a loss.
Her entire world had become a dead city at that time, and a certain part of her body was painful enough for her to die.
Now, when she finally came out of the shadows and finally decided to start a new life, this damn demon appeared again.
Yan Luoxi turned her head and turned her back to Li An, as if she was suppressing her anger, and after a long time, she slowly calmed down, turned around, looked at Li An steadily, and said calmly: "I don't understand why you suddenly think of me again, you have been playing with me like cat and mouse like this, many times, to be honest, you are not bored, I have had enough."
Li An, this game is not new at all, you should take revenge, you should kiss, you should sleep, now there is no suspense at all, I don't know what tricks you want to play, but I'm really tired, I won't cooperate with you anymore, so, please let me go! Yan Luoxi's black and white eyes, a dead silence and indifference, as if she saw only a stranger.
"Luoxi, I was a ghost before, I knew that I was doing something wrong, I was too impulsive at that time, I blamed me, Luoxi, this time I really regretted it." Li An stared at Yan Luoxi greedily, and spoke sadly: "Luoxi, during the days we separated, I really saw my heart clearly, I used to be selfish, narrow-minded, willful, arrogant, and cherish it without understanding, after this separation, I really realized my stupidity."
Luoxi, you don't know how important you are to me, these days, I lost you, for this, I have been punishing myself, I was wrong, I want to change, Luoxi, give me a chance to repent......"
Li An's voice was full of sincerity and affection.
Yan Luoxi raised her head and looked at Li An with some surprise.
After a few months of not seeing, Li An has changed, it is not his appearance, but his temperament, which is a kind of maturity precipitated by time and setbacks, and his expression, which has become more focused and clear than before, she seems to be able to see his heart clearly from his eyes.
Li An's heart at this time is sincere and persistent.
But so what? What can it change?
Yan Luoxi closed her eyes, those chaotic days, full of hurt, cruel, and unbearable days appeared in front of her one by one, thinking of that heart-wrenching picture, she shook her head violently.
"Li An, no matter what you say or do, I only have one word for you, I hope that I will never see you again!"
Yan Luoxi's words shook Li An's figure, and the corners of his mouth raised a touch of self-deprecation, "I know that my sins are unforgivable, but Luoxi, I won't let go, I will compensate you with my life." As he spoke, he couldn't help but reach out to pull Yan Luoxi.
Yan Luoxi shook off his hand in disgust, as if there was some fatal bacteria on it, "Don't let go?" Lifetime? Compensate me? She pretended to be surprised and stared at Li An, and then laughed out loud, "Li An, it's not the first time you have said such things in front of me, every time you regret it, you swear like this, and you are in love."
You have said, 'I love you, and I will give you happiness.' You have said, 'I will take care of you for the rest of your life.' You once said, "Luoxi, I will not let you suffer a little bit in this life, and I will not let you suffer a little injury." You've said so many sweet things that when I fall into your trap, you'll give me a big mouth and tell me it's just a game of revenge on me. ”
In the face of Yan Luoxi's accusation, a strong sense of guilt hit Li An's heart, he looked at Yan Luoxi, he was usually sharp-toothed, and today he didn't know what to say, he raised his hand and said as if he swore an oath: "Luoxi, I really know that I am wrong this time, I will change my ......"
"What would you change? When you were a child, you looked down on me; When I'm a little bit human, you bully me in the most vicious way; I finally escaped, and you chased me to the imperial capital to torture me; I can't afford to provoke you, I'll hide, I'll run to the south, but you're chasing you here and playing a bitter trick with me; You made me fall in love with you, and I was ready to marry you, but you, if you said you didn't want me, you wanted me.
Now, you suddenly appear with a 'click' and swear again that you still love me, let me forgive you...... Li An, isn't it a bit capricious and too much for you to do this? ”
Yan Luoxi's words were like a basin of cold water, pouring it on Li An's head, and Li An admitted that every word and everything Yan Luoxi said was right.
In fact, she has done a lot of unsightly and immoral things, and she hasn't said it yet.
He forced her into desperation, no company dared to hire her, he used He Yufan, broke her up with Zhou Guangtao, he didn't give Zhou Guangtao a chance to explain to her, and even coaxed her to Hainan......
"Li An, what the hell are you doing, so confident and full of backtracking, so self-righteous that someone is always waiting for you in the same place, waiting for you to tease me again and again like a fool!
It's because I'm stupid, I'm two hundred and five, I'm an idiot, that's why you play with me so unscrupulously! Let me tell you, Li An, suffer a loss, learn to be good once, no matter how stupid a person is, in your repeated tests and tests, you have also learned to be smart, remember, how far you will go to me in the future, in this life, in this life, never appear in front of me again. ”
Li An was completely speechless at Yan Luoxi's reprimand, his body gradually stiffened, his face turned white little by little, some fine sweat oozed from the corners of his forehead, and his eyes darkened little by little.
Yan Luoxi looked at Li An's lost soul, her heart was hateful and cool, and while she was happy, she was also a little faintly sour.
She touched her stomach with her hand, bypassed the wooden Li An, and tried her best to keep her walk steadily towards her mother's car.
Xue Liping sat in the car, her eyes were actually staring at Yan Luoxi and Li An, and when she saw her daughter coming back with a tired face, she didn't dare to ask anything, silently started the car and went home.
Yan Luoxi didn't speak again all the way, today, under the double attack of Ms. Wang and Li An, she was too tired.
When she returned home, Yan Luoxi didn't talk to her mother, just pointed to her room, and went back to her room to lie down.
Li An, who appeared suddenly, did not make her mind rush and couldn't sleep, on the contrary, as soon as her eyes were closed, she fell asleep within a few minutes.