Chapter 90: A Bad Life
Yan Luoxi was seriously ill, lying on the bed in the hospital, and had a lot of dreams in a daze, and the content was messy.
When I dreamed of college for a while, on the Qingqing campus, I walked beside He Yufan and Ye Zixin, and the three of them talked and laughed, as friendly and cordial as ever.
After a while, I dreamed that He Yufan was standing far away from her, looking at herself coldly with a pretty face, she wanted to pull He Yufan's hand, but she gently avoided it......
After Yan Luoxi woke up, she only saw Li An standing by her bedside with a tired and frightened face, and when she opened her eyes, she hurriedly threw herself down in front of her, and said happily: "Luoxi, are you awake...... What do you feel uncomfortable with...... Sunset...... Don't be mad at me......"
"Let me ...... quietly" As soon as Yan Luoxi opened her mouth to speak, she found that her voice was hoarse, and she twisted her head to the side in pain, not wanting to look at Li An's face that made her angry and painful.
"Luoxi, don't ...... like this" Li An held Yan Luoxi's hand, extremely eager.
"Li An, we have been fighting over the years, but I have always felt that you are just arrogant, not a sinister bad person, but I didn't expect you to do such a despicable thing! You go away, you stay away from me......" Yan Luoxi was filled with grief and indignation, only to feel that her eyes were black again.
Li An saw Yan Luoxi's face turn pale, and he didn't dare to stimulate her anymore, "Luoxi, don't worry, don't be angry, I'll go out now, there is a servant here to accompany you, I'm in the suite outside, if you have anything, call me!" ”
Yan Luoxi sighed softly, "Don't let your mother know about this matter." "She's been at odds with Li An so many times that she doesn't want her family to worry about them anymore.
When Li An heard Yan Luoxi say this, his low mood was a little happier, Yan Luoxi said this, at least he didn't want to tear his face with him like every time, divorce and run away.
Yan Luoxi lay in the hospital for two days in a depressed mood, because she was worried about the child, she asked to be discharged from the hospital and returned to her home to raise her, she was willing to see anyone in the family, but she refused to see Li An again.
Li An would come to sit outside her room every day, many times, not doing anything, not saying anything, just sitting like that, watching Yan Luoxi fall asleep, and then he got up and left.
Yan Luoxi's illness slowly improved, but her mood did not improve, and she was always worried.
Since she told the truth, her heart has always been like a stone, how can she not put those troubles aside, as soon as she closes her eyes, she will think of He Yufan's stubborn and aggrieved face, as well as her mother's lost and gloomy appearance, and Zhou Guangtao......
Li An watched Yan Luoxi lose weight rapidly from the previous round and jade run, he was scared and distressed, things got to this point, he slowly became calmer, racking his brains to think of a way to make up for it.
One night, after getting off work, he took Xiao Zhanyan into Yan Luoxi's room, hoping that Yan Luoxi would not kick him out for the sake of the child.
Yan Luoxi saw Li An come in, and glanced at it lightly, Li An's condition was not good, his face was gray, much haggard than before, probably because he always stayed up late, his eyes were dark, and his eyes looked even more pitiful.
She knew that if she dragged it on like this, she and Li An would be tortured and collapsed.
"Li An, I plan to go back to my mother to live for a few days." Yan Luoxi wanted to go out for a walk, change the environment and breathe.
"Nope." Li An blurted out, he put Xiao Zhanyan on the small bed on the side, and grabbed Yan Luoxi's hand, "I admit that I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for many people, but I'm really just to love you, Luoxi, I can't leave you in my life!" Even if I hide something from you, don't be dizzy, you can't wipe out our relationship! ”
Yan Luoxi raised her face and smiled a somewhat reluctant smile at Li An, "I don't want to erase anything, I just want to go for a walk, look at my mother, look at Yufan, otherwise I will never be uneasy in my heart, and I will never be able to continue to live a good life with you!"
"Do you still want to see Zhou Guangtao?" Li An looked at Yan Luoxi with some concern.
Yan Luoxi smiled helplessly, "Li An, do you think I still have any face to see him now?" ”
Suddenly, Li An half-knelt down in front of Yan Luoxi, and said in a dumb voice, "Luoxi, I beg you, the past is over, okay?" That's what I did wrong in the past, and I've been trying to correct it all this time, and I'm definitely not going to make a mistake again. ”
Yan Luoxi saw that the collar of Li An's shirt was a little wrinkled, and couldn't help but smooth the neckline of his shirt, and smiled slightly, "Li An, the more you imprison me like this, the more our problem can't be solved, let me go for a walk, I won't take the child with me this time, you know how much I care about the child, I will come back for the sake of showing my face." ”
Li An raised his head and saw the tenderness that flashed in Yan Luoxi's eyes, his panicked heart finally settled down a little, and he held Yan Luoxi's hand hard, "Luoxi, you will come back, you will come back if you go out to see, right?" ”
"Yes." Yan Luoxi finally stretched out her hand and stroked Li An's head, "You let me go for a walk, otherwise I won't be at ease in my life." ”
Li An was afraid that if he forcibly left Yan Luoxi, he would hurt her body and spirit, so he nodded helplessly.
Yan Luoxi briefly inquired about He Yufan's situation, and Li An told her that He Yufan had separated from Fang Jianghai, and now he opened a fashion company in S City, and he gave He Yufan a lot of support from the outside world, and He Yufan's clothing company has developed very well.
Yan Luoxi watched him secretly talking on the balcony before, and he was helping to pave the way in He Yufan's company.
Hearing Li An say this, Yan Luoxi felt a little better in her heart, she asked Li An to book her ticket back to Zhukou City, and then insisted that Li An would not see her off and go home by herself.
Li An knew that Yan Luoxi had a deep grudge against himself these days, and he didn't dare to disobey her wishes, he didn't see Yan Luoxi off, but he was not at ease, so he secretly sent someone to follow Yan Luoxi.
Later, the person he sent called him and told him that Yan Luoxi did not take a plane home, but secretly took a bus to S City halfway.
Li An sighed heavily, what she did still made Yan Luoxi lose trust in herself, she was worried that she secretly deployed He Yufan to act, and she actually deceived herself and secretly went to see He Yufan.
He decided not to do anything this time, so that Yan Luoxi could see the most real thing, otherwise he and Yan Luoxi would really be farther and farther apart, and the contradiction would be unresolved.
The reason why Yan Luoxi chose to come to see He Yufan first was because she was more worried about He Yufan and felt more guilty about He Yufan.
Only she knows how arrogant He Yufan is, but indirectly because of her own reasons, she became Fang Jianghai's lover, which may be enough for He Yufan to be disgusting for a lifetime.