Chapter 7: Dragon Tianba
Through the latticework, the moonlight scattered all over the place, leaving a soft light, the stars blinked, looking down playfully on all beings, and the wind unwillingly squeezed in and swirled around the room, sweeping over the sleeping faces of several people like a joke.
Long Tianba was shocked into a cold sweat, and the two mother's voices pierced his heart, the sound was like a sharp arrow squeezed out of the crack of the ice for ten thousand years, and a penetrating coldness soaked his whole body, so that his passion was invaded by the coldness.
He was like a wolf with a torn wound, bursting out with heart-rending pain, how many years have passed, that corner is no longer willing to touch, that is the saddest moment of his life; It was the forbidden area that he tried so hard to avoid, and it was on that extremely dark day that the four-year-old closed off all his feelings.
He recalled that bleak night, when he was a young man and called out to his mother, begging the heavens to open his eyes and shake his mother's unconscious body, whose hands and feet were cold, lying motionless on the bed.
That familiar face will no longer give him love, no more doting on him, no more warmth for him......
He felt that the heavens and the earth were upside down, the world was collapsing, and he hated why the heavens took away his mother, why he was called lonely, that is, from that time on, he was made to be hard-hearted and indifferent to anyone or anything.
This is an eternal pain in his heart, no matter where he goes; No matter how many years have passed, there are no waves on his bronzed face, and no matter how good his father is to him, it is difficult to touch his heart.
Today, the little woman in front of him, with her cowardly figure, actually awakened the wounds that were silent in his heart, threw him into the darkness, and told him to lick his wounds alone, how not to make him frightened.
Since he came back in the evening, he felt different, all along, she was a figure to be ignored in his mind, such a small person he would never put in his eyes.
At the beginning, the woman and Haoqi were a couple, and it was he who stepped in strongly, and he knew that in such an environment, he had to survive and regulate his emotions, and women were undoubtedly the best vent.
Here you can ignore any law, dignity, he is God, he is the master, fortunately, the woman's character is as soft as Haoqi, so that his goal has been achieved.
When the woman's frightened eyes were like rabbits, begging, gasping, and moaning beneath him, he felt the pride of the victor and the dignity of a man.
Later, Murong Ji, who he submitted with his fists, also sold himself obediently and wanted to get a piece of the pie, but he also acquiesced, he believed that women were the place to vent their energy, not anyone's imprisonment, so such a situation was formed - three husbands and one wife.
He only thinks about his own feelings, and never thinks about what will happen to women?
When she looked at him with resentful eyes; When she told the grievances in her heart, he was indifferent, in his heart women are accessories, summoned to come, linger away, what is the use of feelings, thoughts, as long as you listen to the man honestly, reward her with a bowl of rice, it is already a great honor.
A few years have passed, and countless disappointments have hovered in their minds, and they may live here for the rest of their lives.
When he saw the vicissitudes of life in the stream, and countless wind and frost stained his face, he suddenly had a wish, he wanted a biological flesh and blood, and when the force was not enough, at least one person could help him hunt food and survive.
He immediately implemented his plan, no matter how dissatisfied Haoqi and Murong Ji were, he ignored the constant small movements behind his back, in his heart, these two people were by no means his opponents, the strong here are respected, and they only have to bow down to the order.
He got his son as he wished, although he smelled the strong smell of blood, and the woman's miserable face, knowing the hardships of giving birth, he was still indifferent, and the woman who did not have children did not survive it.
He had a hint of joy when he saw the child's face, and he didn't have too many thoughts, don't talk about the child here, that is, the adult doesn't know when to let go, or don't invest too much emotion, so as not to hurt himself.
He doesn't love anyone, he cherishes himself, he is a strong man, a heaven-like existence, and it is more difficult for anyone to shake his status than to ascend to the sky.
At night, when the child cried beside him, he was angry, the woman slept so dead, he didn't even know how to take care of the child, he blamed the woman for sleeping too dead, and didn't want the blood of the woman to give birth to the child, instead of loving his son from the bottom of his heart.
Whether it is called cold-blooded or numb, his heart was closed as early as when his mother died, and it will never be opened to anyone again.
Why, since last night, the woman's eyes, despite the pale face, have been so bright, like the stars in the sky, bright and colorful.
Seeing that she was breastfeeding the child, a faint ** floated over, the thin back, and the constant squirming attracted his attention, and he suddenly wanted to touch the woman's body to feel what difference she was from before.
Why does a woman change so much before and after giving birth, it is still an elastic and warm body, but it is already extremely thin, and when touching, the skin reacts, and the stiff trembling sensation is transmitted to his mind through his hands, and he is about to explore further, through the changes in the woman's body surface, to explore her inner world, when he suddenly heard that voice.
"Mom"!
He lay there, like a little man who had fallen into a glacier, all around him there was a chill, he didn't know how to get through it, he was so afraid that he would feel this way again, that his wound would be further torn apart, that he would retract all his tentacles, and that all his consciousness would shrink back.
Hearing the snoring of several people in sleep, his heart was slammed, tossing and turning, sleepless all night, and he was surprised why a woman would provoke the pain in his heart, why would she give him a different feeling.
He didn't believe that a woman who had always been timid and timid would have such a change before and after giving birth, could she not have been able to get rid of it.
When the morning sun rose in the sky, he finally returned to normal, although he had not slept all night, his energy was still there, he habitually got up, and saw the sleeping face of the woman, still the beautiful face, everything had not changed, except that there was one more doll, and the child looked more pleasing to the eye after a night.
He didn't wake up the woman, silently walked out of the house, and began to work, and the two men also got up and started to work habitually, in such a place, if you want to survive, you must not only be industrious, but also have a strong body, and work is also a kind of exercise.
While eating, he saw that the woman had already risen, her eyes were still as bright as the stars, and she seemed to be full of wisdom, and suddenly he remembered a classic saying: Men conquer the world with their fists, and women use wisdom to dominate life.
Looking at the woman suspiciously, he absolutely didn't believe that anything could happen under that weak appearance!
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