Chapter 10: Mentality

When Long Tianba forcibly occupied her, she found Haoqi crying aggrievedly, he could only pat the other party's shoulder as comfort, but there was no emotion on his face, he couldn't do anything, let alone stop the development of the situation, he could only sympathize with this woman, but he couldn't do anything about her situation.

The woman's disappointed eyes left him, and with her heart.

Later, Murong Ji also joined in, the woman's gaze began to be numb, looking at them like a muddy quagmire, nothing could cause her to ripple for a moment, and her body became a tool for several men to vent, and the woman's mentality gradually tended to the level of the walking dead, and he was still indifferent.

Yesterday morning, he thought that a woman would not survive during childbirth, and when the child was born in front of him, and endless blood came out, it seemed that it would never stop, he thought that she was finished, and he thought that one day he would die silently like her, and his heart was infinitely desolate.

He was sad for the newborn child, and even more sad for himself, that is, he did not put himself in her shoes to think, he was thinking about how such a young child could survive in such a difficult environment without a mother, but he didn't expect that after she fainted, she was reborn and survived, and there was almost no trace of blood on her face.

He went out to boil a bowl of porridge for the woman, which was regarded as sympathy for the woman, and when he saw the sweetness of her food, he was secretly happy in his heart, and his face was still expressionless.

Last night, he found that she was different from usual, Mu Ran's eyes actually appeared aura, as if she had changed into a different person, and there was no usual cowardly shadow at all.

The gaze was like the sight of the four of them who had died and climbed ashore from the sea, which was a surprise from death to life, and he thought that after giving birth to a child, the woman had also experienced the experience of death to life, and her mentality had changed, just like the mentality when they survived.

Then, a series of things happened that overturned his speculation, she dared to look at the boss Long Tianba, and dared to challenge authority, even Murong Ji couldn't shake the boss's position, he didn't have the courage to fight, she dared to touch the reverse scales, and what was surprising was that the boss actually tolerated her for the first time, it was really strange!

In the eyes just now, he found that she was different from the past, the shining eyes were as deep as the sea, attracting him to explore, but fortunately he withdrew his gaze in time to not fall into it.

In his heart, he has never regarded the other party as a wife for several years, but it is more appropriate to treat him as a companion, if a woman lives, at least someone is weaker than him, and there is always a kind of comfort in his heart, so he doesn't want the other party to die.

Looking at the back of happily leaving, familiar with strangeness, the wind blew from afar, and brought up his long flowing hair, when he was resting just now, the scattered hair was scattered and fluttered with the wind, as if his chaotic thoughts were unintentionally stirred.

In an instant, his mind returned to calm, and his eyes turned back to the work in front of him, and he went to find a straw stalk to tie his hair, and continued to work.

Happily returned to the house, found that the child woke up, the cry seemed to be louder than yesterday, and hurried over, the child was crying hoarsely, the little face was red, the mouth was wide open, seeking love, it seemed to be wronged to the extreme.

She hurriedly held the child in her arms, he seemed to be able to smell **, and the little head was cleverly arched into her mother's arms, seeking to solve the hunger, just such a young child is so smart, you can imagine what the child will do when he grows up, she sighed in her heart.

When breastfeeding, there is no more yesterday's pain, there is a trickle through the child's wriggling mouth into his body, family affection in the heart of leisurely, I did not expect to cross here, experience the happiness of being a mother, the heart of warm love sprouts.

Seeing that the child finished feeding, the upper and lower red lips were put together, and the little mouth was chirped, and the "horn!" A shallow imprint appeared on the upper lip, which quickly disappeared, and a satisfied expression appeared on his face.

He was placed on a clean bed and looked at him closely, his head was small, as if the size of a man's fist, his eyebrows were thin, his eyelashes were long, and his eyes were as clear as the blue sky.

The child was staring at her, as if he wanted to remember his mother's appearance, such a young child, the expression on his face was so colorful, it was really lovely.

Xinran gently tapped the tip of the baby's red nose, and he actually opened his mouth and smiled, laughing wantonly and without any sense of pretentiousness, as if he knew that he could get his mother's love and survive from now on.

Comparing the reflection in the stream, she found that the child's eyes were particularly like her mother, with long eyelashes, almost covering the brilliance of her eyes, she carefully looked for a place like Long Tianba, and found that the face shape was a bit similar to the skin, and through the wrinkles of the face, she found that the child was also a female with a rectangular face, and her skin had a faint bronze.

Look at the child's thin body, pitifully moved, hands clenched into fists, waving everywhere, trying to catch something, feet kept kicking, the skin of the whole body was slightly blue, it was obvious that it was in the mother's womb and did not absorb any nutrients, think about their own experience, this child is even more pitiful, born here, just born, the mother died, if she didn't cross here, the child couldn't even drink a mouthful of breast milk, such difficult conditions, plus three indifferent men, the child was destined to not survive.

It's summer, and if it's winter, I don't know how cold it will be, will this kid survive the harsh winter? Seeing the child's cute performance, she decided to do her best to protect the child in the future, hoping that God would protect the child and let the child survive.

She cleaned up the place where the child slept, maybe it was too much activity in the morning, feeling lightheaded, tired, this body is too weak, and when she recovers, she must exercise, on this desert island, no one will pity a weak woman, she will never take the old path of the predecessor, made up her mind, tiredness hit, lie down and sleep with the child.

The sun shines through the latticework and the warmth of the room, leaving the warmth of the house, and the wind playfully runs into the house, looking for a place to live, and from time to time it brings up dust and falls all over the corners of the hut, only the leaves outside the window are blown up by the wind and make a rustling sound.

I slept happily for a while, got up and looked at the sun, and my stomach was a little hungry.

She got up quietly, saw that the child was still sleeping soundly, and saw that Haoqi was still busy not far away, it was estimated that the small bed would be made today, she was secretly happy, if she slept alone with the child, there would be no embarrassment last night.

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