Early in the morning, before dawn, Yiyan had already woken up.

Last night, after midnight, Qin Yue left her room, because she had been tossed by this man for too long and too tired, she heard him get up and leave, and only opened his eyes slightly, then closed his eyes and fell asleep completely.

Now she was still a little sleepy, weak, and blinked slowly, and she pouted blankly as she looked at the beautiful pale pink gauze tent around the bed, and had a very unreal feeling that she had slept with a man! And this man is not the man she loves! However, obviously she doesn't love it, weishenme was pressed under him last night and her heart beat faster, and her body was so soft that she didn't even have the ability to resist at all?

How can this be......

weishenme will be like this......

Yi Yan clenched her fists angrily and slammed off the bed, "It's not the first time for me......" She suddenly cried, lying on the bed weakly and crying and sobbing in a low voice, even if she had no experience, she knew that last night was definitely not her first time, there was no sharp pain from tearing, there was no red on the sheets, except for the shyness in her heart, her body actually cooperated with him with ease, which showed that she had a relationship with a man before, and Qin Yue also said - in fact, they had already been in bed......

Could it be that what Qin Yue said to her was true? This...... It turned out to be true!

She closed her eyes sadly and comforted herself, saying that maybe she really fell in love with him before she lost her memory and gave herself to him, or was she so sad because she suddenly lost her first boyfriend, and then she let herself fall in love with this man, and even got engaged to him?

It's a bit of a strange guess, but it's also somewhat plausible.

She thought that her brain might really be in the water! Otherwise, how could she let herself fall in love with such a dangerous and difficult man? And she stupidly gave herself to him? Isn't this self-digging grave?

Although today's society is relatively open between men and women, it is ...... She still can't forgive herself for her rash behavior!

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and she felt humiliated...... Although she has not had her mother by her side to teach her since she was a child, and has been scolded by her cousin for being a wild seed without a mother, she is also by her grandmother's side, and her young court training and family education are very strict, even if she is clever and eccentric, no matter how foolish she is, she claims to be a good child who is clean and self-conscious, and she is definitely not half a point worse than those children who have been taught by her mother!

Moreover, in the years when she and Gu Mingcheng fell in love, she liked Gu Mingcheng so much in her heart that she wanted to elope with him and flee to the ends of the earth, even so, she just held hands with Gu Mingcheng and occasionally took the opportunity to secretly kiss him on the cheek.

The youthfulness and joy of first love, that's all.

Taking a deep breath, Yiyan rolled over and got out of bed with hatred, gritted her teeth, and endured the pain beneath her, she walked into the bathroom naked and stepping on the fluffy wool carpet.

Standing under the lotus showerhead, her eyes fell on the mirror inadvertently, and she looked at her snow-white and tender skin with a lot of bruises, presumably this was the mark left by Qin Yue on her body, her beautiful eyes blinked, she blushed and turned her head, choosing to ignore the traces left last night, just letting the cold water jet spray down from the top of her head, constantly rinsing her body.

"You must wash it, you must wash it...... even if you are wrong, you have to let yourself live cleanly, she has red eyes, crying all the way, feeling that she is really dirty, she is sorry for her mother, sorry for grandma, and sorry for herself......

However, she has done this kind of thing, so what else did she do before she lost her memory? weishenme just can't remember?

Perhaps, once she remembers, maybe she can find a reason for herself to do such a thing, at least a little psychological comfort!

But! She just can't remember! I'm so angry with her!

Yiyan clenched his fists sadly, biting the corners of his lip as he endured the force of the icy water pouring down from his head...... She suddenly didn't believe that she had just lost the memory of the months before the car accident, and that she didn't believe that she would throw herself into the arms of a man she had known for a short time...... Because it doesn't fit her principles at all!

Even though her body didn't reject him last night, her heart, her heart didn't have the slightest feeling of liking him!

Didn't you say that you can't deceive people?

The cold water poured on her skin, and her body began to tremble under the cold water, but this made her feel unusually clear, just when she was annoyed, some blurry pictures suddenly flashed in her mind, and she wanted to dig deeper but was fleeting, and she couldn't remember what the flashing picture was just now......

She shook her head vigorously, and the more she tried to think about it, the more her head hurt, and by accident, her feet slipped, and she let out a panicked "ah", suddenly lost her balance, and fell into the bathtub.

The pain was sharp and immediately came from her ankle, as if she had been sprained, and the cold water continued to flow from top to bottom, and she had tears in her eyes, gritting her teeth and telling herself, "Don't cry!" "No matter how painful it is, don't cry!" ……

……

More than ten minutes later, Yiyan crawled out of the bathroom naked, her sprained ankle hurt so much that she gritted her teeth and gasped, but she still persevered and dragged her painful right foot, slowly moved and finally climbed into bed.

Pulled the sheet casually and wrapped it around her body, her cold body was still shaking, even her teeth were chattering, she curled up on the bed, quietly endured it for a while, thought about it, picked up the cordless phone on the bedside table and called Brother Ran Yi.

"Brother, I heard Qin Yue say - before I had a car accident, he objected to me going to South Korea, and then I used the anesthetic in the hairdressing stick to stun him, so he was very angry, and now he has searched my belongings and won't let me go out to play, what do you think I should do? I'd love to get my stuff back now! ”

Because she was worried that Qin Yuejia's phone would be monitored, she also paid special attention to what she said when talking to Ran Yi's brother, and what she said was also half-truthful, but she believed in her tacit understanding with her brother Ran Yi, and believed that her brother Ran Yi should understand her!

Ran Yi was silent on the other end of the phone, and only asked in a low voice for a long time: "Little girl, what's wrong?" Your voice sounds like you've cried. ”

"Really?" Yiyan smiled bitterly, Brother Ran Yi was really careful, her emotions could hardly be hidden from him, "It was windy last night, I forgot to cover the quilt, I was a little cold, now I have a fever, my throat is also a little painful, it may sound a little hoarse, it's okay, I'll just take some medicine." ”

"That's it," Ran Yi sighed, as if he was holding back some emotion, "Dad, he's still angry, and no one dares to persuade him now, you have to pay more attention to your body when you live alone outside, as for those things of yours, if you really want to come back, it's best to communicate with Qin Yue again......"

"Communicate with him?! cough cough ...... "yes, she was too excited, she was choked by her own saliva!" Yiyan coughed for a long time before he said angrily to Ran Yi on the other end of the phone, "If it's useful to communicate with him, why are I calling you now?" ”

Ran Yi smiled good-naturedly and persuaded her for a while, "By the way, I remember that the hairdressing stick with anesthetic seems to have been researched by Dongfang Yi for your self-defense, as for your mobile phone, it was given to you by your grandmother, and it cost a lot of money, and you must not get rid of it for your safety!" You know? ”

"Got it!"

Yi Yan pretended to be angry and hung up the phone, but after thinking about it, she suddenly thought that Brother Ran Yi had just mentioned something to her on the phone, which reminded her of one thing - the hairdressing stick with anesthetic was obviously taken out by Brother Ran Yi from the research institute of the military intelligence department for her self-defense, at that time, because she trusted Brother Dongfang, and in order to improve this self-defense tool, she asked Brother Dongfang to try to improve the principle and structure of this hairdressing stick according to her ideas, especially the part of the injection. Then she took it and went to Brother Ran Yi to make a few copies, God knows, except for Brother Ran Yi, only Brother Dongfang remains......

It turned out to be Brother Dongfang!

Wow!!

Although she has long suspected that Brother Dongfang has betrayed the enemy, and has been suffering from no evidence, now it's okay, she has evidence!

Yi Yan clenched his fists and squinted dangerously, although Dongfang's brother and she were cousins who grew up in the same family, and they took good care of her since she was a child, but this time it was different...... How could she have met Qin Yue for no reason? Maybe, maybe this is Brother Dongfang who is pimping from it!

However, there seems to be something else in this that she has overlooked......

She rubbed the corners of her forehead, which began to ache again, and somehow, she suddenly heard a few gunshots in her ears, and she was startled, and hurriedly looked around, but her room was so quiet that she could barely hear her breathing, no one walked in, let alone anyone shooting next to her!

"Is it an auditory hallucination?" She frowned, and unfortunately, the auditory hallucinations returned, and the gunshots, followed by explosions, accompanied by almost furious screams, as if calling her, she pressed her head in a trance, as if she had seen someone holding a gun to her head and preparing to shoot her.

"No, it must be an illusion! …… Ah, my head hurts......"

Eyan held her head in pain, she seemed to hear her own screaming in fright, wondering if it was a hallucination, and then there was a heart-rending stabbing pain in her head.

Suddenly, she remembered the night she spent the night in Weiwei's father's gym, that night, the same gunshots, accompanied by her frightened screams, and the senior sister named Ziqing that she remembered before she fell unconscious......