In trust in Li Yi, Zhao Ruonan finally shared her secret.

"I was raised by my grandparents after losing my parents, and they had a very serious patriarchal mentality, and they raised me in the way of raising boys. In the ignorant era, I always thought that I was a boy, competitive, responsible, and liked to watch Ultraman movies just as much as boys. ”

When he said this, Zhao Ruonan still laughed at himself: "When I was in elementary school, I still peed in the men's toilet. ”

"When did you find out you're a woman?" Li Yi asked.

"Actually, when I was in elementary school, I found that I didn't have the physical characteristics of a boy, so I guessed that I was actually a girl." Speaking of this, Zhao Ruonan continued with a wry smile, "However, my mind is still stubbornly believing that I am a boy, and it was not until after puberty that I accepted the fact that I was a girl. ”

It turned out that she finally admitted that she was a girl, and that was easy to do...... Li Yiyan thought in his heart when he heard this: Originally, what I was most worried about was that Zhao Ruonan had always thought that he was a boy in his heart, and those girls who regarded themselves as boys in personality even wanted to have that kind of gender-changing surgery when they reached a certain age.

Fortunately, Zhao Ruonan finally accepted the fact that he was a girl psychologically.

However, since she accepts that she is a girl, what about Weishenme going to have that twisted love affair with Kong Danzhi? This is Li Yi's question, although he has no way to ask Zhao Ruonan directly, but he still changed his angle and asked slyly: "Ruonan, weishenme is there that kind of distance between you and me?" Always keep me from reaching the level of heart-to-heart with you? Listen to your description. I've guessed that what is lacking between us is based on trust and attraction between people of the opposite sex. ”

"My attitude is not specifically aimed at you, Brother Li Yi, but I have always had this attitude towards boys." Zhao Ruonan then squatted down and moved his face between his knees.

Li Yi found that Zhao Ruonan was silent for the time being, and he didn't bother, he knew that Zhao Ruonan must be very emotionally fluctuating now, and he had to let her calm down.

After about three minutes, Zhao Ruonan raised his head and continued: "When I was in junior high school, I psychologically admitted that I was a girl, and I didn't know what was going on. That's when I started to hate boys. I think they're disgusting. ”

"Disgusting?" Li Yiyan's heart jumped when she heard this, if this was the case, wouldn't it be that as long as she touched Zhao Ruonan's body, not only would she not be able to improve her favorability. Does it make her even more disgusted?

But. It's not exactly like that. In Zhao Ruonan's psychology, he should be able to treat it differently from other boys, such as grabbing her little hand just now. Even before, she accepted the act of hugging me because of the joy of the meeting, just like the other Red Lotus girls.

When Li Yi thought of this, his psychology was a little fluttering.

At this time, Zhao Ruonan glanced at Li Yi beside him in a complicated manner, then lowered his head and stared at the calm water, and continued in a low voice: "I feel disgusted for the boys' flat chests, disgusted for the boys' duck-like voices, disgusted for the boys' rough skin, and the most disgusting thing is that they have something that makes people vomit like bugs. ”

"Your thinking like this is disgusting for everything in boys, and when you look at a person who is not pleasing to the eye, no matter what kind of thing that person does, you will be disgusted." Li Yi interjected.

"Maybe......" Zhao Ruonan's eyes flickered, and he suddenly said, "In the second year of junior high school, I made friends with a girl named Kong Danzhi, and she, like me, felt extremely disgusted by everything about boys, which made me feel like I had met a confidant." ”

"Confidant?" Li Yi smiled bitterly when he heard this, his confidant is exactly the relationship he pursues with the five women of the Red Lotus Society, only this Zhao Ruonan has a feeling of confidant with another girl, and this relationship is beyond the scope of confidant, it is in love!

So Li Yi asked repeatedly: "Is that Kong Danzhi the same as you?" ”

"Well......" Zhao Ruonan thought for a while, and suddenly said, "It's still a little different, Kong Danzhi has always thought that she is a girl since she was a child, and her dislike for boys is innate, and it seems to be innate." And my dislike for boys is the distorted feeling that I developed after the beginning of puberty, after I mentally accepted the fact that I was a girl. ”

She also knows that her emotional outlook is distorted, and it seems that there is salvation. When Li Yi heard this, there was a little more hope in his heart.

"What you're going to tell me next is your relationship with Kong Danzhi?" Li Yi asked excitedly, of course, he didn't dare to show this excited expression, but pretended to ask seriously.

Zhao Ruonan looked at Li Yi's clear eyes, and had a lot of trust in Li Yi in her heart, but the relationship between Kong Danzhi and her has always been a secret that she is unwilling to share with others.

When she said this, Zhao Ruonan actually had an uncomfortable feeling in her heart, she felt that if she told the secret of her and Kong Danzhi to a third person, even if the other party was her trusted and respected brother Li Yi, then she would have a sense of betrayal of Kong Danzhi.

At this time, Zhao Ruonan's mind suddenly appeared with the scene just now:

"Wakao! You do it every time! Kong Danzhi closed his eyes and shouted loudly, and opened his angry eyes violently.

"I hate you!" Kong Danzhi stretched out his hand and pushed Zhao Ruonan away, opened the door of the women's locker room in the swimming pool and fled.

No! I can't say that, if I say it, Zhizhi will definitely die of pain, I can't hurt her anymore! Zhao Ruonan's heart was shouting.

"Right...... I'm sorry Brother Li Yi, I really can't say it anymore......" Zhao Ruonan suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, looking pained.

It seems that Kong Danzhi's position in Ruonan's heart is the most important, and the other girls of the Red Lotus Society, even me, are not as important to her as Kong Danzhi. is also the same, after all, the two of them have known each other for a long time, and they are comparing hearts to hearts. Li Yi laughed to himself.

However, he also knew that he had to dig out the secret of Kong Danzhi and her from Zhao Ruonan, and change his life in order to defy the sky! Maybe this is a selfish idea of Li Yi, but he has to do it, if he doesn't succeed, then not only after Ji Mengmeng's six-kill pattern, Ji Mengmeng is in danger, but also Li Yi, who is related to Ji Mengmeng in his life as a guardian, is also in danger.

If Li Yi was in danger, he didn't dare to imagine what kind of fate would happen to the weak girls who had lost his protection, such as Guo Jing's little beauty, and whether those jackals, tigers and leopards who had beaten her before would take advantage of the fire to rob!

Zhao Ruonan, you have to say it!

Swish!

Li Yimeng stood up. (To be continued......)