Chapter 440: Have you thought about it?
She often cried without warning, crying very hard, and her eyes were swollen for days. He thought he was crying, but now that he thinks about it, it's not that he cries, but that he is too homesick and wants to live a normal life. No matter how poor she is, as long as she doesn't starve to death, she is willing.
It's also like being guarded like being in prison every day like now, although I don't worry about eating and drinking, but it's really not interesting at all.
"Just like the bird in the cage, it is true that you don't want to look for food by yourself in the cage, but the place of activity is only in the cage, overlooking the thick city wall, drinking the water of the Yangtze River and the Yellow River, stopping the towering peaks, and not listening to the long wind in the bamboo forest... What is the meaning of such a life?" Chen Letian's voice was neither loud nor small, and his speed of speech was neither fast nor slow, like the spring breeze, smooth and casual, like water.
Gui Zhi turned his head to look at Chen Letian, lowered his head again, and was silent.
Chen Letian saw that the time was almost up, and was about to give her the main point, when suddenly the sound of the door opening was remembered.
"Think about my words. With that, Chen Letian left.
After the door opened, the guard looked at Gui Zhi and saw that there were tears on his face, and he said, "Why are you crying every day these days? Why do you always say that you don't listen? I see that you are a little abnormal, is there something hidden from me?"
The guard came back half an hour earlier than usual today, and Chen Letian estimated that he would be able to move Guizhi to go with him before the guard came back today, but he was disturbed by the guard's early return.
Gui Zhi said: "I came, my stomach hurts, that's why I cried." ”
The guard shook his head: "You are really useless, which woman does not come to menstruation, you are so squeamish." ”
Gui Zhi suddenly saw that he was still holding a piece of pastry in his hand, and he was shocked, and hurriedly put the last piece of pastry into his mouth when the caretaker entered the kitchen. The secret road is so dangerous, if the caretaker sees the pastry, she will definitely be suspicious, the guard didn't buy it, but she did, and she was in big trouble.
At noon that day, she was in a trance and couldn't eat a few mouthfuls of food at the dinner table, and the caretaker was eating and drinking there, and when he saw her like this, he said, "If you don't eat me, I happen to be very hungry." ”
She didn't say anything and went into her room.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, she thought about it much, much. She went through the matter from beginning to end. From being raped by the county in the backyard of the banquet building, to the county respect
appeared, and then the county zun told her the solution, and then the county zun proposed compensation, and then she was arranged by the county zun to take care of her... One by one, they recounted in her mind. She thought that the boy said... It seems to make a lot of sense.
If the county lord controls her, he can control the county lord. Lord Xiancheng really doesn't look like a big man, and he kowtows to me after he strengthens me... The prefectural lord was very young at that time, and the prefectural lord was also very young at that time.
And now, the two adults probably still look very young, the last time I saw the county lord, the adults except for the thicker beard, the others have not changed. But she is already old, even if she lives a normal life now, I am afraid she will not be able to get married.
That son was really smart, and he immediately thought that the county lord could use her to control the county Cheng. But it's also possible that Mrs. County came up with it. Mrs. Xianzun is from everyone's family, and of course she is also very smart.
The boy said that she was a bird in a cage, and this analogy was very correct. She is like a bird in a cage, she can't get out, she can't escape.
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The next day, Chen Letian came to the courtyard again.
"Childe is good. Gui Zhi saluted.
"You're welcome, pour me a cup of tea, what did you think yesterday?" asked Chen Letian.
Gui Zhi said: "I've been thinking about it since my son left yesterday, and I can't sleep at night." ”
Chen Letian said: "You should now understand why the county lord wants to give you food and drink and raise you, right?"
Gui Zhi nodded.
Chen Letian said: "Well, I'll ask you a few questions now, if you treat me as your friend, you will answer me honestly." ”
"Friend?" she looked a little embarrassed: "Can I still be friends with Childe?" I am such a broken person, Childe is so smart, and his martial arts are so strong. ”
Chen Letian waved his hand: "It is fate that we can get to know each other, I hope you understand a truth, everyone in this world is the same and equal, I am a human being and you are also a human being, the county lord is a human being, and the beggars on the side of the road are also human beings, don't feel inferior to others." Unless you have done something unreasonable, you have to believe that you are a very good person. Life is a lifetime, don't be so aggrieved, understand
Is it?"
Gui Zhi nodded a little ignorantly, in fact, how could she understand these truths, but she knew that Gongzi was a good word, and she wanted her not to always feel that she was not worthy of this or that. It's always a good word. She said: "Childe is really knowledgeable and talented, I have never seen a genius like Childe when I grow so big, and I know so much in my stomach." Although the son asked the slave, the slave said whatever he knew. ”
Chen Letian thought to himself, am I considered to be erudite and talented? The students in the Guozi Prison who read poetry and books are not convinced, I am just a martial artist, and it is the first time that I have been praised for reading a lot, and in the past, I was often scolded by the general in the barracks for not reading much. "Don't praise me." First of all, let me ask you, do you think the county lord is a bad person?"
Gui Zhi thought for a while and said, "It shouldn't be, although Lord County Zun used me to control Lord County, Lord County Zun didn't do anything bad." ”
Chen Letian was noncommittal: "Okay, second question." If I let you go with me, I'll give you a free life, would you like it?"
Gui Zhi hesitated for a longer time this time before whispering: "Of course I want to live a free life more, but after thinking about it all night last night, I feel that Lord Xianzun is very powerful, if Gongzi rescues me, Lord Xianzun will definitely be able to get me back again, and I can't escape at all." ”
"Don't think about it yet, if I can set you free and the county can't find you, are you willing to go with me?"
Gui Zhi sighed and nodded, "That's naturally willing." ”
"That's fine. Chen Letian stood up and clapped his hands.
Gui Zhi also stood up and asked, "What does Childe want to do?"
"Sit down, I have questions to ask. Chen Letian motioned for Gui Zhi to sit down, and then asked, "What kind of person do you say is a bad person?"
Gui Zhi was stunned for a moment before he said: "A bad person is a person who likes to bully others, harm others, or hurt others for himself, kill people and set fire to do all kinds of bad things. ”
"Then if there is a person, he does not perform his job well, all he thinks about is to use his power for personal gain, seek a lot of benefits, and even collude with bad people, on the surface he is a good person, but secretly greedy for money like life, killing people like hemp, reckless of people's lives, and doing all bad things. Do you say he's a bad guy?" said Chen Letian.