207: Despair
"To tell you the truth, this king never thought of letting you conceive an heir for this king, since the day of the wedding, this king has stewed a bowl of special soup for you, you should remember this, right? Therefore, even if this king has sex with you, it is impossible for you to conceive. Now, do you have anything to say? Xuanyuan Qing did not shy away from telling Ling Yushan about the cold-blooded things he had done to Ling Yuyan in front of him.
Although he knew Xuanyuan Qing's cold-blooded approach to the woman in the backyard in his heart, when he said it from his mouth and heard it in her ears again, Ling Yushan's heart was completely cold.
It's such a cold-blooded and vicious man, but she likes it.
Ling Yushan smiled bitterly in her heart.
One day, will she be like the woman in the backyard, drinking the bowl of special soup with his "care"?
"Ha Lu Ha ......" Ling Yuyan's hair was disordered, she was in tears, crawling in a pool of blood and laughing wildly.
The laughter sounded particularly intimidating.
"Lord Wang, my sister has shed a lot of blood, and if she doesn't ask a doctor to treat her, I'm afraid the child in her womb will not be protected!" Ling Yushan's eyes were red, and she knelt on the ground and pleaded with Xuanyuan Qing. In fact, she wished that Ling Yuyan could bleed and die without stopping.
In this way, her younger brother's revenge can be avenged.
"Jian people, you are so scheming, if my child and I die in this house today, even if you turn into a ghost, I will not let you go!" Ling Yuyan raised her head and complained to Ling Yushan with an angry face, "Put away your hypocrisy, I don't have a vicious sister like you, you will definitely be retributed, you will definitely be!" Xuanyuan Qing sat back in his chair, his eyes closed, and he was silent.
It's as if everything that happens in the house has nothing to do with him.
However, his heart could not be calmed at all.
King Yu, what should he do to wash away the shame that King Yu brought him?
Regarding Ling Yuyan's angry rebuke and abuse, Ling Yushan just didn't hear it. She knelt on the ground, lowered her eyes, waiting for Xuanyuan Qing's words, even if she knew that Xuanyuan Qing would not answer, she still knelt motionless.
Wait a minute, being poured a decoction by the girl, Ling Yuyan will definitely be desperate to live rather than die, right? Ling Yushan's eyes quickly crossed with a touch of pleasure.
"Lord Wang, the soup is here!" Hongying took a tray, and there was a steaming soup bowl on the plate, and the juice in the bowl was the abortion pill that had just been boiled in the kitchen, she lowered her eyes and walked into the house, paused not far in front of Xuanyuan Qing, waiting for Xuanyuan Qing's orders.
Xuanyuan Qing opened his eyes, glanced at Ling Yuyan, and said with a thick disgust in his eyes: "Bring it to the princess and feed her personally!" The cold, cruel words caused the air in the room to condense instantly.
It stands to reason that Ling Yuyan was frightened by his successive roars, and with the kick he just kicked, most of the fetus in her womb could not be saved.
After all, the blood under the skirt doesn't seem to be fake.
However, Xuanyuan Qing was still not at ease, he wanted to watch the fetus in Ling Yuyan's womb completely fall, as if he could soothe his humiliated heart a little.
"Lord Wang......" Ling Yushan looked sad, raised her eyes, and looked at Xuanyuan Qing sadly, hoping that Xuanyuan Qing could retract what she had just said. Acting has to be done seamlessly, she understands in her heart that the more she helps to intercede, the more Xuanyuan Qing will not let Ling Yuyan go easily, this kind of Ling Yushan can't help but make people feel cold.
After all, her younger brother's death had nothing to do with Ling Yuyan. And in order to make the Ning family desperate, she aimed the blade of revenge at the heart and liver of the Ning family, and aimed at the Ning family's lifelong dependence.
Sisterhood, for her, may not have been remembered in her heart since she was born.
Is Ling Yuyan resentful? Did she complain that Ling Yushan was doing this to her?
Naturally, she is resentful, but, if she didn't come out of the cabinet, she had one thing on the surface and one thing behind her, and she always appeared in front of Ling Yushan with a high profile and stimulated Ling Yushan, and it would not be today, no, it should be said that on the day Ling Junbao drowned, Ling Yuyan thought of making Ning suffer by taking revenge on her.
The morning sun poured into the room through the open door.
Ling Yuyan curled up and watched in horror as Hongying walked over to her step by step, "No, Jian wen, you go away!" The weak and painful voice did not stop Hongying, the tears in Ling Yuyan's eyes seemed to have dried up, she turned to Xuanyuan Qing, her eyes were full of begging, begging Xuanyuan Qing not to take away the child in her womb, it was really his heir, "Lord, please, please don't take away the child in the concubine's womb, save, save the concubine's ......body" His heart was so hard, he didn't speak, his eyes were full of disgust for her, Ling Yuyan's heart was desperate to the extreme.
Even so, she wouldn't drink that bowl of abortion.
Protecting the child in the womb is what every mother does.
She is no exception.
"Lord Wang......" Ling Yuyan was not worthy of harmony, and even wanted to raise her hand, which had little strength, and pushed the medicine bowl in Hongying's hand, causing the soup in the bowl to spill a lot on the floor, "Come on!" Seeing this, Xuanyuan Qing said angrily at the door.
"Lord Wang, the slave is here."
Red hearts, red spikes lowered their heads, walked into the house, and curtsied to Xuanyuanqing.
"Hold down the princess and let her drink the potion."
Xuanyuan Qing ordered in a cold voice.
"Yes."
Ling Yuyan has no great strength, she needs two girls to subdue her, her life is already counting down, and Xuanyuan Qing will not let her go.
The warm decoction of "no ......" was poured into Ling Yuyan's mouth by Hongying, and she spit it out as if she was desperate.
Re-pour, re-spit.
In the end, half of the bowl of decoction went into Ling Yuyan's abdomen, and half soaked her clothes.
She stretched out her fingers, trying to put them in her mouth, causing the potion that had been poured into her throat to spit out, but it was all in vain.
How strong did she have to lift her hands!
Now she is crawling in a pool of blood, and the only way to go is to run out of blood and wait for death.
Who will save her? Who will save her?
The sun shines so clearly on her pain.
Seeing that Hongying couldn't bear to stay here any longer, after all, the woman crawling in a pool of blood in front of her had been served by her for a few days, "Lord, the princess has already drunk the medicine." His eyes flickered slightly, and the red tassel said to Xuanyuan.
"Alright, you guys stand down."
"Yes, lord."
The three of them curtsied and bowed and retreated to the door.
"Lord Wang......" With the sharp pain in her abdomen, the blood under Ling Yuyan's body slowly remained, she smiled, she looked at Xuanyuan Qing and smiled.
But that smile is weak, transparent, and sad.
Xuanyuan Qing was stunned.
He seemed to see Ling Wushuang, and saw Ling Wushuang's scene when he received his letter of resignation, weak, transparent, and sad. At that time, as long as he took back the letter of resignation, maybe the one she guarded, cherished, and relied on today would be him. But, after all, he missed it.
Looking at Ling Yuyan, Xuanyuan Qing's body was flooded with a slight ripple.
She was not the woman he loved and hated, she was Ling Yuyan. is an impostor who marries him under the prophecy of helping him accomplish great things; is a hypocritical woman who married him in the name of the first talented woman in the capital and the treasure of the Marquis of Jing'an.
Elegant and dignified, with excellent talent, how did she become what she is today?
The rising morning sun illuminated Ling Yuyan's face as a misty pain, so close and so far away. Within reach, but never possible. She knew that the child was slowly flowing out of her body, and the smile overflowing from the corner of her lips seemed to have a sense of relief.
Love him, obsessed with him, what do you get in exchange for in the end? It's his cruelty, it's his ruthlessness, it's his cold-bloodedness.
Regret it? Do you regret marrying him? Do you regret marrying him who doesn't know how to love and doesn't know how to love? Ling Yuyan shook her head in her heart, that was her dream when she was a girl, how could she regret it.
She doesn't regret it, and she doesn't hate it!
She really wanted him to hug her and say something to her, even if it was a sweet word, even if it was fake, she was willing to listen to it as if it was true.
Raising her head with great effort, she looked at him, looking at the majestic man who had been hidden in her heart by him all along, even if she was entangled with King Yu, and her eyes were full of light, as if she wanted to show him her most beautiful brilliance and the most beautiful aftermath. That gaze was very simple, just to be attached to him for a moment.
Yes, she just wanted to be attached to him for a moment.
Xuanyuan's eyes moved away.
His heart was in turmoil, and he was afraid that if he continued to look at it, he would regret what he had just done.
Ling Yuyan's pain suddenly froze. She's so disappointed, really disappointed. She felt his heart just now, and felt that he was not as cruel and cold-blooded to her as he had just shown. But he staggered his gaze to meet hers.
Staggered, yes, he staggered!
Life is quietly draining, I didn't expect her to go from despair to relief, it is such a simple thing, her smile is beautiful and peaceful.
Ling Yushan was stunned, she felt that she was not dazzled, Ling Yuyan who was crawling in a pool of blood at the moment, she didn't seem to know each other, so strange, so peaceful!
After a long time, the expression on Xuanyuan Mo's face gradually cooled and froze. He has no feelings, yes, he doesn't have the slightest emotion. His feelings have long been buried in his heart with the moment when the woman's grace bloomed, and the moment of disgust and contempt for him was buried deep in his heart, and the nails were reinforced, and they could never overflow again.
From then on, he only survived to take the woman's life and get revenge on him.
Yes, he wants to take revenge on her, and his current situation is all given to him by her.
Ling Yuyan's pain left her speechless.
She struggled, propped herself up from the ground, and crawled towards Xuanyuanqing.
She wanted to get closer to him and take a good look at him again. to remember him in their hearts, and to remember him in another world, that they may tell their children what a handsome man his father was. However, she only felt disappointment. When she dragged the long blood mark and finally reached Xuanyuan Qing's approach, she saw his eyes clearly.
It was a pair of eyes that were only cold but deep.
When those eyes looked at her, it was as if they saw only a flower about to fall, a leaf that was about to fall, a handful of snow that was about to melt.
There are no feelings.
Ling Yuyan didn't give up, there was a bright and peaceful smile on the corner of her lips, and she still wanted to try to evoke a trace of softness in his heart.
is about to leave this earthly world, she wants to have a moment of attachment to him, a moment of tenderness, a moment of care.
She loved him and didn't want to leave like that with regrets.
She lowered her eyes, focused her heart together, and finally raised her head, and a light voice came out of her mouth: "Lord Wang......" She called him with a smile, and called him with deep affection.
Xuanyuan Qing's indifferent eyes shrank suddenly. That call is helpless, there is love, there is dependence, it is difficult not to be moved.
He couldn't help but reach out and try to lift her up. But suddenly he took it back, stood up, and forced himself out of the house.
Ling Yuyan was satisfied, he still had a little bit of unbearable patience with her.
Although she died at his hands, she did not hate or complain.
If you do something wrong, you deserve to be punished.
If there is an afterlife, she will no longer be an enemy of others, she will no longer be competitive, she only needs to be with her lover for a lifetime, and this is enough!
She lowered her head and rested quietly on the crook of her arm, the smile on the corner of her mouth was very dazzling in Ling Yushan's eyes, as if no pain or humiliation could torture her.
Ling Yushan slowly stood up and squatted in front of Ling Yuyan.
"Are you waiting for death?" Ling Yushan smiled and smiled with tears in her eyes, "Are you desperate to the extreme?" Isn't it desperate that the man who was in love with his heart was sent to the Yama Mansion with his own hands? Ling Yuyan was very tired, her eyes were half-closed, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was still bright and peaceful, as if she hadn't heard Ling Yushan's words, "Do you know the way?" When we saw Bao'er, who was drenched, pale, and breathless, my aunt and I were also desperate to the extreme, what was his fault that he needed your aunt to do to him like that? Yes? I hate! I hate your mother and daughter, because you, my aunt and I, lived a hard life before we had Bao'er, and we were not as good as our subordinates. After having Bao'er, although our life is better, your good aunt will still make trouble and treat us harshly.
And you, all along, you have been the daughter of the Hou Mansion, a treasure, but the righteous eldest sister has become a straw bag because of your aura. What about me? I'm not even as good as a straw bag, it's a grain of dust that no one bothers to pay attention to, you respect your sister in front of people, love your younger sister, what kind of face do you have after people, I don't say, I think you yourself know the way. Bao'er is the hope of me and my aunt, and it was ruined by your good aunt, okay, she ruined our hope, I will destroy her hope, and ruin her lifelong dependence.
If you do the right thing, I will not have a chance to seek revenge against you, but the fault is that you are not honest and do not know how to discipline your handmaid. Do you know the way? King Yu and you fornication, but your good maid told me, she hated you, hated you for discovering her mind, hated you for not trusting her anymore, so she showed favor to me and exposed your bottom in front of me.
Alas! Having said so much, I'm afraid that if you listen to it, it won't have any effect, looking at your current appearance, you shouldn't be able to survive today! ”
Linghui, hehe! I didn't expect her to be where she is today.
Ling Yuyan laughed at herself in her heart.
Forget it, everything will be over.
"Actually, you can figure it out best, and if you can't figure it out, there is no way, just the child in your womb, even if the doctor doesn't lie and tells the exact date to the prince, do you think the prince will be soft-hearted and keep him? Tell you, the prince won't, he won't! How proud is he to keep a bloodline by his side, who is not sure if it is his own? What's more, according to the words of the prince, it is not difficult to hear that he never planned to ask you to conceive an heir for him, die! With your hatred, your unwillingness, die! If you die with good fortune this day, you may be able to save your reputation and be buried as a princess, and if you continue to live, maybe a letter of resignation will be sent to you later, not to mention what the queen will reward you! ”
After speaking, Ling Yushan chuckled, slowly stood up, and walked to the door.
"Sister, if you endure it again, I will go to the prince, and then plead for you, and let him ask the imperial doctor to ...... for you with the guards."
The ethereal words came into Ling Yushan's ears, and they only made the smile on the corner of her mouth brighter.
Suddenly, her head slid from the crook of her arms to the floor, her eyes slowly closing together.
The smile on her lips made her look like she was asleep.
In despair but with a satisfied smile, she left the man she loved and went to another world.
Wangchun Garden, in the study.
Xuanyuan Qing sat behind the bookcase, tilted his head slightly, and looked at the warm morning sun outside the window.
Why would he suddenly be afraid to touch the gaze that was thrown at him? For what?
Slowly, he leaned back in his chair.
Do you regret it? Do you regret punishing her?
Shaking his head, no, he will not regret it, those who betrayed him deserve the punishment they deserve!
In the evil eyes, there was no longer confusion and hesitation, he did the right thing, yes, he did not do it at all, she deserved it.
Soon, he will let King Yu get the punishment he deserves.
The hands on the armrests of the chair tightened, and the green tendons on the back of the hands appeared.
shows his monstrous hatred for King Yu.
"Lord, princess, she, she's gone!" A dark shadow suddenly appeared in the study.
Xuanyuan Qing's eyes tightened, and then said: "The girl groomed and dressed her, and said to the outside world that the princess was infected with a vicious disease and died violently." The words were light and without a trace of emotion, and spit out from Xuanyuan Qing's mouth, "Yes, Lord Wang." The black shadow gave up his hand and was about to dodge away, when Xuanyuan Qing's voice sounded again, "Those two girls, they will be martyred for the princess together, so that they can take care of the princess all the way!" ”
"Yes!"
The black shadow answered, and disappeared in an instant.
Is she happy in her heart now? Ling Yushan sat in her room, holding her hand to her mouth and asking herself. She thought about getting rid of Ling Yuyan once, but she never expected that Xuanyuan Qing would really be cruel not to save Ling Yuyan.
He once tried to marry Ling Yuyan, but he used all means to leave the palace with the outstanding woman on trumped-up charges.
In the blink of an eye, he cold-blooded Ling Yuyan died, and the woman he tried so hard to marry by his side died tragically.
Even if you don't like it, even if you dislike it, even if you hate being cuckolded, you don't have to be treated so cruelly, right?
What's wrong with her? Why is Ling Yuyan upset?
Ling Yuyan's death, for her, the goal was finally achieved, and she also participated. However, her heart just felt the coldness to the bone, and the cold-blooded and ruthless man had real feelings for her?
Can she touch the softness of his heart?
Next, what is the meaning of her life?
Bao'er's revenge was taken, and she didn't feel much happy, but became at a loss, not knowing what to live for in the future.
The room was silent, Biyun and Bihe stood at the door of Ling Yushan's room, and they couldn't help but worry about Ling Yushan.
"Come in!"
The sound of the door suddenly broke the silence in the room.
"Master......" closed the door of the upper room, Bihe, Biyun bowed.
"Are you happy? But why can't I be happy, for whom will I live in the future? How do I feel that my heart is so empty, I can't lift any energy. Ling Yushan's eyes were confused, and she muttered to herself, "The little young master's revenge has been avenged, slave maid, slave maid is naturally happy." The master should be happy too, right? Bi He didn't speak, but Bi Yun opened her lips and said to Ling Yushan, "Without hatred, the master won't have to cry at night in the future." Next, as long as the master grasps the heart of the prince and conceives the little master, in this way, he will not think about something that he has and does not have. ”
A sad smile appeared on the corner of Ling Yuyan's mouth: "Can I capture the heart of the prince?" He has no heart, his heart has long been abandoned into the ice cave and frozen, cold to the bone, cold and daunting, can he hold it? Do you dare to catch it? Pregnant with a little master? Will he be willing? If I really have his blood, will he be happy to give birth to me, or will he give me a bowl of abortion pills as he does today? ”
"Don't worry, master, the prince won't treat you like that."
Biyun affirmed.
"No, hehe! Who can say for sure? Ling Yuyan shook her head, her smile full of sadness.
Bihe said at this time: "Master, instead of thinking about what you don't have, it's better to live as usual." ”
"Live your life as usual? Can you? Ling Yuyan muttered softly.
What she did today, she didn't believe that the evil and cold-blooded man didn't see it.
Now that he has seen it, will he still come to Xinyuan as before?
For a moment, the room returned to its previous state of silence.
"Say, isn't it you? Did you find something that made Concubine Ling make such a fuss today? In Ling Yuyan's house, Lily of the Valley was dressed neatly, her eyes were red and swollen and asked Ling Hui, "What do you say?" The princess is a little unsure of you, but that is also what you did, which made the princess feel guilty, just for this, you eat inside and out, and unite with Concubine Ling to deal with the princess, isn't it? ”
Ling Hui's eyes flashed, and he said innocently: "I don't understand what you said." I only found out about the matter between the princess and the king of Yu this morning, so why did I say from your mouth what I discovered in advance? What else do you say I colluded with Concubine Ling, thinking about the love between our sisters, I don't care about your slander of me. But don't think I'm a bully! Speaking of the back, Ling Hui's tone became sharp, "Wolf-hearted thing, you forgot all the princess's kindness to you, I tell you, the slave who betrays the master will not end well, you just wait!" ”
"What's going on? You're still worried about yourself! Ling Hui curled her lips and smiled.
She was confident that Ling Yushan would not ignore her, and she was confident that Ling Yushan would say good things for her in front of Xuanyuan Qing.
There was a "creak", and the door was blown open by the wind. A dark shadow appeared in front of the two of them and said, "The prince will bury the princess with you!" ”