107. Chapter 107: My Girl, I'm Leaving You
"I'm really sorry that day, I went to see Mu Shaotian, I stayed there when it rained, don't mind if he said strange things." Sitting in the car, Lu Xiaoxiao explained to Ye Shuo with some embarrassment.
Ye Shuo raised a faint smile and shook his head: "It's okay, he's ...... Since he can block the gun for you, it also shows that he cares about you. As long as he treats you well, I'm relieved. β
"Hmm. I, I can take care of myself, don't worry about me all the time, you and Xiao Shan are happy. Lu Xiaoxiao was so worried by him, and scratched her hair a little embarrassed.
Since she was a child, this is the first time, and she sincerely wishes Ye Shuo and other women happiness. She thought that this kind of letting go might also be a precious feeling. It turns out that people really change, and it is because of these changes. It is precisely because there is nothing eternal and unchangeable that everyone's life is irreproducible.
Ye Shuo drove the car through the huge creeper wall outside the gate of the community, and his voice seemed to float from the distant seaside, soft and cold: "I broke up with Xiao Shan. β
Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help blurting out: "What are you doing?" β
Although Xiao Shan hates it, she really loves Ye Shuo, and her love is already despicable. The two of them will break up, and it is beyond Lu Xiaoxiao's expectation that it will be so soon. Forehead...... Although they have broken up before.
Ye Shuo took a deep breath, and a faint smile rose at the corner of his mouth and said, "It's nothing, it's just that we broke up." Ah, is the park outside going to be rebuilt? I really miss that when I was a kid, we used to play here after school. β
Lu Xiaoxiao followed his gaze and looked out the window, and the park gradually receded in his eyes. Lu Xiaoxiao's memories seem to be stretched.
"I remember when I was on the swing and you were always pushing me in the back. There is a huge cherry blossom tree there. β
"There's a time capsule buried under the tree."
"Let's dig it up someday."
Ye Shuo shook his head and said with a faint smile: "I don't want it, it must be some embarrassing words, I forgot what I wrote." β
Lu Xiaoxiao smiled, "Yes, it must be something stupid." β
At that time, the words she wrote in the time capsule, although they were already blurred, she could still remember that the topic in them was about Ye Shuo.
Her biggest hope at that time was to be able to marry Ye Shuo many years later. At that time, I was very stupid and naΓ―ve, thinking that childhood sweethearts were two people who would never be separated for the rest of their lives.
"Tiny."
"Huh?"
"Don't always pretend to be strong, and learn to rely on others once in a while. Be kind to yourself, eat more, don't wear down jackets in winter because they will get wool, and don't drink cold water in summer because you are afraid of heat. Even if you can't help but want to eat chili, do it in moderation, your stomach is much more fragile than your mouth. Also, rainy days...... If you don't have time to find a safe haven, just close your eyes and lie in bed and listen to music, the TV will make you more irritable, or listen to soft music. β
Lu Xiaoxiao stared blankly at her big eyes, and couldn't help laughing: "Ye Shuo, what's wrong with you?" For what suddenly mentioned this. β
Ye Shuo raised the corners of his mouth and smiled at her, such a moving smile was as gentle and moving as a spring breeze.
"And the last point, I've always wanted to tell you. I like you to call me Ah Shuo. β
The smile on Lu Xiaoxiao's face stiffened slightly, and her heart began to ache inexplicably, and that very bad premonition swirled in her heart.
It seemed like something was going to happen, something was going to happen that she couldn't accept.
"Ah, Shuo, what's wrong? For what you are different today and in the past. β
Ye Shuo's car stopped at Lu Xiaoxiao's place of work, and Ye Shuo looked at her and smiled, his smile full of love. Stretching out his hand to gently hug her in his arms, Ye Shuo whispered: "My little sister, even if I'm not by your side, you look like you're going to be doing well, so I'll be relieved." β
"Ah Shuo ......"
"Xiaoxiao, I'm going to the United States, and in another week, the house across from your house will be empty."
Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, and her big eyes widened in disbelief. Now she leaned on his shoulder, and the scent of mint lingered on the tip of her nose, so intimate. is telling about a sudden parting.
The person who had been with her, from childhood to adulthood, as if he had been destined to accompany her in her life from the moment she was born, was suddenly leaving her.
Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a huge hollowness and fear in her heart, and the sudden fear frightened her.
"No, it's not true, Ah Shuo, are you going to leave me?" Getting out of his arms, Lu Xiao looked at him anxiously and uncomfortably: "Ah Shuo, why do you suddenly want to go to the United States, I never knew that you were going to the United States." β
Seeing her panicked, Ye Shuo stretched out his hand to stroke her hair, raised a soft smile, and comforted her gently: "Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, I went to the United States for my career." There are better development opportunities in the United States, you know, my heart has always been higher than the sky, how can I do it if I don't go through it. β
Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip and resisted the urge to cry. She had no reason to stop Ye Shuo, this was a good thing, she should wish him success. But she felt lonely, and this feeling of loneliness made her only want to mourn his departure, and she couldn't say words of blessing.
"Ah Shuo, when are you coming back?"
"Not necessarily, maybe I'll be back in a few years, maybe ten years later, or maybe the scenery in California is too beautiful for me to come back."
Lu Xiaoxiao's tears fell uncontrollably, and she felt uncomfortable.
His parting was like confirming to her that there would be no one in this world who would never leave anyone.
Ye Shuo raised his finger and gently wiped away her tears lovingly: "Don't cry." We have been together for more than 20 years, and we have lived for 20 years, and it is already a kind of happiness that we have lived next to each other for such a long time. So in the days to come, without me, you will have to take care of it alone. β
"Ah Shuo, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm sorry, I'm really uncomfortable, if I had known that Lu Dao was going to separate, I should have cherished our time together more, I shouldn't have been awkward, I shouldn't always say something willful to you, I'm sorry."
"Fool, it's me who should say I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaoxiao, I'm leaving."
I'm sorry, my girl, you once bloomed like a flower for me, and you spent your whole youth beautiful for me. But I can't hug you, I can't kiss you, I can't be with you forever.
From having all your love to losing it all, I can only let you carry your loneliness and sorrow alone. For today's parting, although you are crying and sad, I know that you will get better soon.
My girl, you have to believe me, I always want to ...... You are happy.