116. Chapter 116: It's Too Late
"Hey, Ah Shuo, do you feel like we're sitting together like two adults for the first time."
The starry sky at night is very beautiful, Lu Xiaoxiao and Ye Shuo sat on the balcony of Ye Shuo's house together, watching the excitement on the beautiful small balcony surrounded by a large field of flowers.
Ye Shuo smiled, "Why did you suddenly say that." ”
Lu Xiao took a sip of wine, afraid that he would be too drunk, and he didn't even have the strength to talk to him. Looking up at the sky, Lu Xiaoxiao breathed deeply into the moving fragrance of flowers this summer.
"I always feel like I'm a little girl around you, and you're always worried about me. It wasn't until you said you were going to the United States that I suddenly realized that we were all adults. Ah Shuo, you can't worry about me for the rest of your life, and I can live on my own. ”
Ye Shuo stretched out his hand to rub her hair, and couldn't help laughing: "Actually, even now, I still think you are a little girl who doesn't grow up." It's always been the same as an eighteen year old, and it has never changed. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao pouted: "Eighteen years old, it's a very distant time, I was still wearing a ponytail at that time, and my favorite book at that time was Duras's "Lover". ”
Ye Shuo smiled: "I still remember that the beginning of that book was very well written, and I still remember that sentence, for me, I think you are more beautiful now than when you were young, when you were a young woman, compared to your appearance at that time, I love your devastated face now." ””
"Wow, you remember that very well."
Ye Shuo raised his eyebrows, a little proud: "Of course, if it weren't for my good memory, how much would you spend on a make-up teacher every summer vacation." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao stuck out his tongue and took a sip of wine, feeling a little dizzy, and his face began to redden. Lu Xiaoxiao, who was in a daze, asked Ye Shuo: "Ah Shuo, am I drunk, why am I dizzy." ”
Ye Shuo's eyes widened, looking at the can of wine she hadn't drunk, and smiled: "It's not such an exaggeration, you only drank less than one can." Don't worry, it's okay to get drunk. ”
"No, tomorrow, I have to catch a plane."
"I'll call you."
Lu Xiaoxiao said no, no, but she drank all the jar of wine in her hand, and then she was really a little drunk, leaning on Ye Shuo and talking nonsense.
Ye Shuo quietly listened to her keep talking drunk, looked at the sky and whispered to her: "Have you seen that star?" Polaris, I told you that wherever he is in the world, he is there. I'm probably going to be a star in the sky too, but I don't think you'll be able to find me. Then you go for the North Star, and I'll try to get as close to him as possible. When you think of me, just look up and look around the North Star, do you know? There's a star there that is me. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was dizzy, drunkenly muttering the name, although it was very vague, Ye Shuo could hear it clearly.
The name she was reading was Mu Shaotian.
Looking down at her blushing face, Ye Shuo asked in a very soft voice, "Xiaoxiao, do you love him?" Now you have completely let go of Ye Shuo, right? ”
Lu Xiaoxiao frowned slightly, his hand grabbed his sleeve tightly, I don't know if Lu Dao is sober or still intoxicated, and said softly like a small animal: "Ah Shuo, if you go, I will ...... Lonely. ”
Ye Shuo froze for a moment, two lines of tears fell in his brown eyes in an instant, and he covered his mouth, not daring to let the cry leak out.
I want to stay here again, I want to stay by your side and look at every bit of your growth with my eyes. I also want to wait for the day when your face is covered with annual rings, and I can say to you: I love your devastated face more than your youthful face.
You are so precious, not precious, not because I am destined to lose you, but precious because you are you.
I've loved you for as long as I can remember, and that liking has slowly turned into love. I'm going to fall in love with everyone around you, none of them is you, and every one of them is connected to you.
I love listening to your stories from them, it's like ...... I'm in love with you.
However, I don't dare to fall in love with any girl like you, because I'm afraid that once I fall in love with them, I can't help but want to be with you.
Breathing hard, trying not to let his voice tremble, Ye Shuo leaned down and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead: "My little one, I hope that the last memory of my life is the memory that makes you happy." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao had completely fallen asleep, she had a dream, the dream was one summer, in the park not far from the gate of the community, the cherry blossom trees were full of cherry blossoms, and it was very beautiful, and she pulled Ye Shuo to put the time capsule under the tree.
"Ah Shuo, when do you think we should dig it up?"
"Isn't the time capsule waiting for a very old age to be dug up?"
"Huh? It's too late, let's agree, and when the wish is fulfilled, we'll dig out the time capsule. ”
Ye Shuo laughed, I don't know what's going on, a little sad. He smiled, his white shirt blown up by the wind, his hair was blown up, and his handsome and elegant face looked extraordinarily pale. "Then I probably won't get a chance to dig out the time capsule in my life," he said. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao stood in his dream, looking at Ye Shuo like that, and his heart was flustered. This inexplicable panic made her feel strange.
For what, for what, why should she feel flustered? As soon as the picture turned, she found that it was her young self standing in front of her.
The young self had a youthful face, and she asked her: "Hey, Lu Xiaoxiao, has your wish come true?" When are you going to dig the time capsule, it's too late if you don't dig it. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao woke up from her dream abruptly and found that the sun had shone in outside the window, and she was lying on Ye Shuo's bed. Sitting up, Lu Xiaoxiao scratched his head that hurt a little.
"What...... It's too late......"
The door was opened, and Ye Shuo stood in front of the door and said to her, "It's still too late for the plane, get up and have breakfast." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded ignorantly, still thinking about the dream in her heart.
When he walked to the window, Lu Xiaoxiao found that he could see from a distance that the roller coaster in the park had been removed, and Lu Xiaoxiao remembered that the park was going to be demolished. It's really too late to dig out the time capsule.
While sitting down to have breakfast, Lu Xiaoxiao decided to dig out the time capsule when he came back from the beach.
After breakfast, Ye Shuo and Lu Xiaoxiao rushed to the airport. Sitting in the taxi, Lu Xiaoxiao was inexplicably apprehensive about this day and night trip.
And at this time, it was when Mu Shi went to work, when Zheng Nan handed the document to Mu Shaotian, he hesitated for a moment before he spoke: "President, Zhang Cheng told me yesterday that Lu Xiaoxiao asked him for three days off to travel with friends, I checked the air ticket, she was going with Ye Shuo, I wanted to tell you yesterday, but your phone couldn't get through." ”