170. Chapter 170: You're Terrible, Little One
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know how he finished taking a bath, walked out of the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror outside the bathroom, Lu Xiaoxiao held his underwear tightly in his hand, struggled for a long time, and then put down his underwear with a pale face, put on the bathrobe like this, looked at himself in the mirror, Lu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and said, "Lu Xiaoxiao, it's okay." For the sake of Ah Shuo, you can do anything. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao knew that now she had no way out, if she retreated at this time, Ye Shuo would be hurt more deeply by her.
She thought of the pain and sorrow that Ye Shuo had endured for her for so many years, and overpowered Mu Shao's whisper in her ear.
Lu Xiaoxiao, you are mine, and no man is allowed to touch you.
I'm sorry Mu Shaotian, I ...... I'm really sorry. Maybe you think I'm so shameless, saying that I love you, and at the same time planning to give myself to other men, but I'm ......
I'm really sorry, I love you, but I can't love too selfishly.
Walking out, Ye Shuo was already sitting on the bed in the dim bedroom, he was looking at the rain outside the window and heard her come out and beckoned to her.
"Tiny, come to me."
Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip, walked to him and sat down with an irregular heartbeat, Ye Shuoshen didn't speak again, just looked at the rain like that, Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know what he was thinking, and she didn't dare to speak first, she was too nervous now, and her nervous body began to tremble slightly.
After a while, Ye Shuo seemed to sigh, looked back at Lu Xiaoxiao with his head down, and suddenly turned over and pushed her down on the bed.
Leaning over in front of Lu Xiaoxiao, Ye Shuo's handsome face was very close to her: "Xiaoxiao, do you really want to be with me?" Is it okay to have sex with me? ”
Lu Xiaoxiao's lips trembled slightly, trying to restrain the sad mood that came up to her, Lu Xiaoxiao said a little stubbornly: "Ah, Ah Shuo, I understand the meaning of being together, I'm not just talking." Let the facts tell. ”
Ye Shuo twisted his sexy thin lips and paused before saying, "Okay, let the facts prove it." ”
Saying that, Ye Shuo leaned over and kissed her, which was incompatible with the kiss of Ye Shuo in the imagination before, Ye Shuo's kiss was also domineering, not gentle, but domineering and fanatical, this kind of fanaticism made her think of Mu Shaotian, Lu Xiaoxiao instinctively wanted to push him away, but no!
She couldn't be so cruel to Ye Shuo, closed her eyes tightly, Lu Xiaoxiao grabbed the sheets hard, and told herself over and over again in her heart: Lu Xiaoxiao, you can't be like this, he is the person you once loved the most, the one who loves you deeply but doesn't dare to let you know the Tao, the person who loves you the most in the whole world, and the only Ye Shuo in the whole world.
Ye Shuo kissed her, and suddenly, it was clear that the idea that he had just drawn a plan just now was to scare her, and he was suddenly broken by the trembling desire.
Xiaoxiao, the woman he had been in love with since the beginning of his love, was now under him, exuding a soft and fragrant fragrance, wearing only a bathrobe, ready to bloom for him at any time.
He...... It's love for her. There is no one in this world who loves her more than him, what he can't have her, what he can't have.
The slender fingers trembled a little, and frantically untied Lu Xiaoxiao's bathrobe, Lu Xiaoxiao's hands were already deep in the flesh through the sheets, and her eyes were tightly closed, she was forcing herself to accept what was coming.
Mu Shaotian, I think, I can't go to you anymore, I'm no longer qualified to go to you......
Ye Shuo's fingers touched her warm skin, and her desire was about to overcome the most sane, but Lu Xiaoxiao's mobile phone rang at this time.
The familiar ringtone made Lu Xiaoxiao tremble slightly, almost crying.
That's her, the ringtone she set especially for him, Baek Ji-young's "That Woman"
The lyrics sing over and over again: That woman loves you and loves you all the time. The singing made her heart cut like a knife.
Ye Shuo stopped his movements, his reason gradually returned, he stretched out his hand to cover Lu Xiaoxiao's yukata, raised the corners of his lips bitterly, and stretched out his hand Ye Shuo covered his face: "It's really, terrible...... Xiaoxiao, you like this, it's really scary. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes, which had been closed, opened, and she looked at Ye Shuo who was covering her face blankly, she could feel Ye Shuo's obvious sadness.
"Ah Shuo ......"
A tear suddenly fell, hitting Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes, as if hot sulfuric acid was dripping into her eyes all at once, Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she felt unprecedented sadness and pain.
Ah Shuo cried, and Ah Shuo, who was always smiling, shed tears in front of her for the first time.
Lu Xiaoxiao raised his hand to wipe his tears for him, but his hand stretched out but he trembled and didn't dare to touch him.
Ah Shuo, what are you crying for? Is it because of me, a terrible woman?
Ye Shuo covered his eyes, but tears couldn't stop flowing, and he whispered to Lu Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, this can't be done." Because I love you very deeply, because I may be dying soon, that's why you want to love me, even if you don't want to, you have to sleep with me, such you, I'm really afraid. These feelings, if not pity, I don't want them. Lu Xiaoxiao, you broke my heart, I love you so much, but you did this kind of thing, you like this...... It's what sadds me the most. ”
Ye Shuo said, tears kept falling.
The first time, the first time he cried in front of her, and then he lied countless times.
Those words are all false, he will cry just because, he hates himself, hates himself for almost asking for him, hates himself for having a strong possessive desire for her in his heart, and knows that she doesn't love herself at this time.
Lu Xiaoxiao covered her mouth, tears also fell down the corners of her eyes, looking up at Ye Shuo, Lu Xiaoxiao kept apologizing: "Ah Shuo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really bad, I'm sorry." ”
I'm sorry, I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't know what to do to make you less sad. I've always gone the wrong way for something. Since before, I have never gone right, and this time I was wrong again.
Leaning over and getting out of bed, Ye Shuo raised his hand to wipe away his tears and took off his bathrobe, which was wearing intact clothes, Lu Xiaoxiao grabbed the collar and sat up to see this scene, eager to slap himself.
She actually thought that Ye Shuo would really want her......
She actually forgot that Ye Shuo was the person who cherished her the most in this world.
Ye Shuo raised his hand to wipe away his tears, took a hard breath, and turned his back to her in a cold voice: "Lu Xiaoxiao, I just found out that I don't love you anymore." I always thought I loved you, but just now I found out that I just love the feeling of protecting you. Now, Lu Xiaoxiao, who is lying on the bed for a man casually, is not the person I love. So don't be in front of me again and love yourself well. ”