268. All I need in this life is you
Hua Xiangrong hadn't seen Mu Shaotian with such a silent face for a long time, leaning against the corner, his hands in his pockets and not saying a word.
Putting away the needle in her hand, Hua Xiangrong opened her mouth to comfort her: "She didn't have anything to do, she just fainted with fright, and she was a little shocked for a while, but the problem is not big." But what did you do? It can make a good person faint. ”
Mu Shaotian twisted his lips, and his heart stabbed violently.
He did something stupid, stupid.
"I ...... Forgot that her parents died in a car accident on the highway, drove fast, and intimidated her. Mu Shaotian raised his head slightly, his voice was very soft, seemingly calm, but the tone of his voice was low.
He didn't want to argue that he really didn't mean it this time, and he didn't want to explain that in fact, the reason why he forced Lu Xiaoxiao was not because she was with Jun Shengxian.
It's her forbearance.
The two people who shared the same bed last night, and when they saw it in the art museum today, Mu Shaotian was angry for the first time, because she was his own woman, but there were other men standing next to him, and he was so angry that he wanted to lose his temper at her.
But when she saw that she was with Shen Xiaoxiao, she didn't say a word, but lowered her head with a pale face.
Don't ask him anything, don't ask him how he is with this woman who doesn't know where to go, why he doesn't get angry, why he doesn't get angry at him.
Is it because she trusts him, or does she always feel that the days with him will come to an end one day, and he will have another woman one day.
Hua Xiangrong stared at him, those eyes were reproaches from the doctor.
This man is insane, he does all kinds of things.
Mu Shaotian turned slightly sideways and said, "If you want to scold me, scold a few words, I won't mind." ”
Hua Xiangrong smiled bitterly: "It's you who want to scold yourself, it's not that I said you, haven't you always been kind to her and want to hold her up to the sky?" What's the matter now, the old man has just appeared, and you are out of proportion, how will it continue in the future. ”
Mu Shaotian looked at Lu Xiaoxiao's face, he stopped the car and felt that she was not breathing for a few seconds, he almost felt that the world was destroyed.
He never knew that he would be so afraid and panic to lose, she surpassed his imaginary status again and again in his life, and gradually became the only woman he wanted in his life, and now the only woman he was afraid of losing.
He admitted that Lu Xiaoxiao was his weakness at the moment, and he did so much just to keep her by his side. And once she becomes her weakness, Mu Heng can always suppress him.
He used Angelina to escape in order to avoid Mu Heng's control, and now if Mu Heng finds out that he attaches so much importance to Lu Xiaoxiao, his situation may become even more difficult.
So now he can only work with Shen Xiaoxiao to find a way to force Mu Heng away, or a way to stop talking about that matter at all.
But because of this kind of thing, Lu Xiaoxiao has to be wronged, which makes Lu Xiaoxiao sad, how can Mu Shaotian be willing.
Taking a deep breath, Mu Shaotian asked Hua Xiangrong: "Ah Hua, Mu Heng intends to match me and that Shen family's daughter, I'm dragging my time to find a way." Fortunately, the daughter of the Shen family still cooperated, but Lu Xiaoxiao saw that she had misunderstood, but she didn't say anything. ”
"You're annoying her for not saying anything, right?" Mu Shaotian stopped when he said this, but Hua Xiangrong already knew what he was angry about.
Mu Shaotian nodded.
Hua Xiangrong smiled bitterly: "You didn't give her the identity to ask, did you, you only said that you wanted her to be by her side, did you make any promises?" You won't marry her, and what identity does she have to ask you. ”
Mu Shaotian looked at Hua Xiangrong and narrated very calmly: "You know that I can't get married." ”
Hua Xiangrong looked at his calm eyes, sighed silently, and did not speak.
Yes, what Mu Shaotian said was not an excuse and a lie, but that he really couldn't get married.
He can't afford the responsibility of this kind of family, if he doesn't get rid of his heart disease, Mu Shaotian will definitely die within three months of marriage, and the mental burden will force him to death, and he can't even wear a wedding ring.
He never wore any ring on his hand, Hua Xiangrong once did mental rehabilitation treatment on him, and put a ring on his hand, but because he was too panicked and wanted treatment, he forced not to take off the ring, and his hand was almost wasted.
Some people may think that the shadow of childhood will disappear with age, but in fact, when they are young, they are ignorant, and they have done some ignorant things, which have little impact in childhood, but when they explode after they are sensible, they will cause strong trauma.
Mu Shaotian's wounds are like this, and there is no way to heal them for a long time.
Standing up, Hua Xiangrong said: "I know your situation, I won't say anything, you can accompany her." Walking to Mu Shaotian's side, Hua Xiangrong asked, "How is your recent condition, should you increase the potion?" ”
Mu Shaotian looked at Lu Xiaoxiao deeply, and lightly opened his thin lips: "Increase the potion, when you are not by her side, you can hardly sleep all night." ”
Hua Xiangrong nodded and left, and when he walked out, Hua Xiangrong's gaze swept to Mu Shaotian and walked towards Lu Xiaoxiao. It wasn't a taste in my heart for a while.
Where is the future of these two people, Lu Xiaoxiao is to Mu Shaotian, and it is a ray of light in the lonely world. And Mu Shao leaned towards Lu Xiaoxiao, which was the fire that the moth wanted to pounce on.
together, it seems that Lu Xiaoxiao is doomed to destruction, and if she leaves, will Mu Shaotian's world also be destroyed.
Hua Xiangrong, I don't know the answer.
The door closed, and Hua Xiangrong was cut off from the world realm of the two people, and turned to walk away.
Mu Shaotian walked to Lu Xiaoxiao's side, stared at her quiet sleeping face, held her hand, and Mu Shaotian whispered: "I have probably understood recently that identity is very important to women. Seeing you facing Shen Xiaoxiao, you didn't even say a word to question me, at that moment I understood a little, how forbearant you were. Leaning down, leaning close to her lips, and kissing her lips gently, Mu Shaotian whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm ...... I can't marry you, but can you stay with me like this? ”
Give you all my world, and please stay with me.
I don't have the power to love anyone, but I want to be with you.
Mu Shaotian has long known that he can't get married, he plays the world, changing women is faster than changing clothes, the women who date and eat together during the day are different from the women who go to the party at night, and the women who are together at night are not the same as the women who go to parties together.
He was always changing women because he couldn't possibly let any woman take his place next to him.
He didn't care when Mu Heng forced him to be with Angelina, he just took the opportunity to play tricks, and it was impossible to really get married.
But Mu Shaotian didn't expect that one day she would meet Lu Xiaoxiao.
If it weren't for his mother and father falling in love and getting married, there would not have been such a cruel child as him, and what happened later would not have happened. Even if his mother said that he was absolutely not to blame, he knew what he had done.
He can't get married, he can't have children, he can't imagine how terrible and terrible it is for a child with his cruel blood to be born in this world.
Lu Xiaoxiao woke up faintly at this time, looked at Mu Shaotian's sad peach blossom eyes, blinked his eyes, and then remembered the previous time, his eyes instantly turned red.
Mu Shao leaned his forehead against her forehead and said gently: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't scare you." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao's body was very weak, and his voice was also very aggrieved: "Mu Shaotian, you bastard." ”
Mu Shaotian's heart tightened: "Yes, it's me bastard." I know that you and Jun Shengxian are nothing, you saw him because of Xiao Muyu, isn't it? ”
"Hmm." Lu Xiaoxiao's voice was full of tears.
Mu Shaotian whispered: "I...... I don't blame you for being with Jun Shengxian, although I am angry, I don't blame you. I'm just angry that you don't question me why you are with that Shen Xiaoxiao. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao's tears simply slipped out of her eyes now, and only she knew her grievances, what did this man know.
How painful it is to love someone who can't respond to him, this man doesn't understand at all, and seems to blame her.
Mu Shaotian saw that he had made her cry, sighed deeply, and his slender fingers crossed the corners of her eyes: "My father wants me to take care of her, my father's intention is obvious, and he intends to match me with her." But I made an agreement with her, and I just coped with it. I was going to go around the art show and come to you. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip tightly: "Can I trust you?" ”
Mu Shao leaned down and hugged her in his arms: "I only need you in my life, whether you believe it or not, I only want you." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao trembled and stretched out her hand to hug him slowly: "Then can I also question your relationship with other women?" ”
"Well, if you don't question, I'll be angry."
"Can you call me then? Don't disappear suddenly, leave, even if you have something, you have to call me when you are done, and I will wait for you. Hug him tightly, Lu Xiaoxiao asked cautiously.
Now that only Mu Shaotian is left by her side, her worries and fears, loneliness and panic don't know who to say to Lu Dao, she just hopes that the only one will not leave.
Mu Shaotian's heart was very sad, at this time he even hated himself for being Mu Shaotian, if he could also love others, and he could also get married and have children, how good would it be, then he could make his little woman happy. He was the luckiest person in the world, and even though he was so despicable, she was willing to stay by her side.
Twisting his lips, Mu Shaotian's voice was almost choked: "Okay, I promise you, I swear, I will not disappear suddenly, leave, I will always be by your side." ”
There is no sun in my sky, it is always night, but it is not dark because there is something in place of the sun. It's not as bright as the sun, but it's enough for me. With this light, I was able to turn night into day. I've never had the sun, so I'm not afraid of losing it. - "White Night Walking"
I...... The only thing I am afraid of losing you is that.