288. All I can see is boundless darkness
"True love, or false affection, it doesn't matter to me. If she likes my mask, then what if I wear a mask all the time. It's my thing. Turning to Mu Heng, Mu Shaotian leaned down deeply.
In this life, he leaned down to him very rarely, and from a very young age, he knew that he should not bow to this man, he had to become stronger, and he became stronger, and he was very strong, in order not to bow to him.
But today, he made a rare low price to him, and took the last thing to bet with him, because he knew that Lu Xiaoxiao was worth his bet.
"...... If you don't interfere with me and Lu Xiaoxiao's affairs, I will still be your son, if not, then this time sever the father-son relationship. ”
After so many years of his bondage, he did not use all his strength to break free, perhaps there is still a kind of family affection in his heart. He disdained this kind of feeling, but he deeply longed for this feeling, so he was always controlled by Mu Heng and never said this.
But now it's different, he has someone important, he has someone he doesn't want to let go, and from then on he wants to be with that person, and for that he has to make this decision.
Mu Heng looked at him deeply, it was very dark, but he didn't turn on the lights, and the voice in the dark night couldn't tell whether it was desolate or cold: "Do you have the courage to break off the father-son relationship with me, but you don't have the courage to tell the truth?" Shao Lean, you are still so cowardly, you have always been so cowardly. ”
Mu Shaotian also looked at him deeply through the night: "You won't understand, even if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance of being disgusted by her, I don't want to try." ”
He knew that he would never say it, and there was a reason why he could never say it, once that incident was triggered, how could he face her again.
He is gambling, betting that Mu Heng still treats him as a son, betting that even if he is so cold-blooded, he will definitely take care of his family affection, certainly, he should not blame him, he should never ......
"Then sever the father-son relationship, so that we will all be much easier, I don't have to force myself to forgive you, and you don't have to worry about the father-son relationship not dealing with me. Now start guarding your woman well, I'll ruin her if I'm not careful. ”
Something exploded in Mu Shaotian's ears, and for a while, the surrounding pictures seemed to become all bizarre.
"It's okay, it's not your fault, it's not your fault."
"Don't lean, Dad doesn't blame you, doesn't blame you."
"Tell them the truth, tell them that you are a child who killed your own mother, Shaoqi, you need to see how cruel this world is, you need to become strong. You see, they all ran away, and all of them will be scared away, and in this world, you can only rely on yourself to be strong, and others are unreliable. ”
"Don't lean, you can't die, you have to bear your sin and punishment, and live."
Mu Shaotian, no one in this world will forgive you. Didn't you already know the truth?
Countless times, countless times wandering in the dark, there is no light at all. wanted to die, but this person did not allow it, he did so many things to himself, as if he was punishing him. Let him look at those who heard the truth, and they all turned away in horror.
He slowly became cold-blooded and slowly told himself that he was going to live. For a long time, although he had been tortured by Mu Heng for a long time, he was still struggling, feeling that Mu Heng must have hated him to death, but on the other hand, he had a little hope.
Maybe he, maybe he didn't blame himself. He's his own father.
Is...... Ridiculous speculation.
The pain of his heart was torn, and his blood became cold, Mu Shaotian took out his gun and slowly pointed it into the darkness, his eyes had long been accustomed to the darkness, and he accurately judged Mu Heng's position, he said coldly, very coldly: "You should know how cold-blooded I am, and it is not impossible to kill you now." ”
His heart was dripping blood, but he had no tears, not a single tear. Mu Heng's words pushed him back to hell, and he could feel the feeling of his feet sinking deep into the dirty mud, but it didn't matter, because he- he had already stayed in this place until he was numb.
Hell? My life has always been hell, and if it weren't for the appearance of that light, I would still be walking alone in this filthy hell.
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, even if he falls into hell now because of Mu Heng, that woman will definitely be able to pull him back to the shore.
Mu Heng was very calm, he didn't move, and his voice was also very calm: "Maybe you can be freed if you kill me." It doesn't matter, you've already killed your mother anyway, and it should be easy for you to kill your father again. ”
Mu Shaotian looked at him expressionlessly and coldly, and said coldly: "No matter what you say, I won't waver." I won't kill you for the time being, we won't be father and son after this door, the next time you attack her again, I will pull the trigger, and I hope you carry a gun with you, and the bullets are better loaded and prepared. ”
After Mu Shaotian finished speaking, he walked out, as if nothing had happened, he went to drive and left.
Mu Heng was in the dark room, and it took a long time to turn on the light, Shen Xiaoxiao didn't know when Lu Dao walked out of the corner of the room, and looked at Mu Heng silently: "You are pushing him into a desperate situation, and there is no way to predict what he will do next." ”
Mu Heng was in the dark, slowly stroking the photo on the table, a very old photo.
"The phoenix is reborn from the ashes." Mu Heng only said this.
In his hand, there is a group photo of four people. He hugged Mu Shaotian, and his wife hugged Mu Yu.
Smoke and rain, everything will be fine, everything will be fine......
Mu Shaotian didn't know how long he had been driving, he kept driving, but he suddenly stopped, he got out of the car and looked at the road ahead blankly.
Because the road in front of him was so dark, he couldn't see anything clearly, obviously the cars around him drove forward without hesitation, but when he got into the car, he couldn't find the road at all. He got out of the car again and walked alone in the dark.
He has to go, and he has to have a place of light.
Silent and without saying a word, Mu Shaotian walked quickly alone, but no matter where he went, he felt that it was dark all around. Finally...... Where is the place where there is light?
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It was like spending a time journey with Situ Lu, coming out of the night market, Lu Xiaoxiao had completely recovered to his original appearance, and repeatedly apologized to Situ Lu today, but Situ Lu didn't mind at all, but thanked him with a smile: "I want to thank you, you really took me to eat good food." It's something you could never eat before. ”
For this, Lu Xiaoxiao smiled modestly, raised his hand to look at his watch, Lu Xiaoxiao bit his lower lip and frowned slightly.
Didn't notice the time, it was almost ten o'clock. Lu Xiaoxiao secretly screamed.
"It's so late, I'm going back."
"I'll send you." Situ Lu hurriedly said.
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at him and smiled: "You forgot, you didn't drive when we came, you came by taxi, you have to take a taxi back, no need." ”
Situ Lu still wanted to be a gentleman, but this time Lu Xiaoxiao was rarely stronger, pushed him into the taxi that beckoned, and said: "By the way, you can come to the company tomorrow, the pattern has almost been drawn, you need to confirm the pattern, and there is something to discuss." ”
Seeing her was not a bad thing in itself, and Situ Lu readily agreed.
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, waved to him, the car started Situ Lu couldn't help but look back, and saw Lu Xiaoxiao beckoning the car in a hurry, Situ Lu's brows unconsciously tufted, was she in a hurry?
Is he in a hurry to see Mu Shaotian, or is it because it's time to go home.
Puzzled for a while, Situ Lu didn't think about it anymore, and Lu Xiaoxiao got into a taxi and headed home, but he kept holding his mobile phone in his hand.
He should be done by now, why didn't he call her. They all said that they wanted him to call no matter how late it was, could it be that he was still busy, or had he forgotten?
After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't figure it out, and there was no phone call, so Lu Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment and sent him a text message when he was about to get home.
"Shao Lean, are you busy? That, if you're busy, you don't have to reply, I can wait for your call. If I'm not busy, can you call me back? ”
Over there, Mu Shaotian didn't know how long he walked in the dark night, he found that he had walked for a long, long time, but he still didn't know where to go, suddenly the mobile phone rang, Mu Shaotian numbly took it out, the screen was very bright in the dark, very bright, flashing with a warm light, as if this autumn was no longer cold.
He opened it is Lu Xiaoxiao's concern, and for a moment, as if it was a miracle, the light suddenly could be seen all around, Mu Shaotian raised his head and looked at the road ahead, where the street lights were on. He picked up the phone and dialed her, and the phone was answered almost without a second's pause.
"Hey, hey, less, less, you're back so fast." The woman's slightly nervous voice came.
Mu Shaotian looked at the road ahead, and suddenly his eyes that were as black as gems became blurred, and he didn't make a sound for a while.
Seeing that no one spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao was very nervous and worried for a while, and hurriedly asked: "Shaotian, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare me. ”
"I ...... I want to see you. His thin lips trembled slightly, and he said with great difficulty.
Lu Xiaoxiao's heart skipped a half-beat, she intuitively felt that something had happened to Mu Shao, but she didn't know how to say it on the phone when she didn't see anyone, so she said, "Where are you, I'll go look for you, or will you come over?" ”
Mu Shaotian's road ahead gradually brightened, and he saw the road, which was the road to Lu Xiaoxiao's house, and it wouldn't take long to get there. He seemed to be able to see the street lamp downstairs of her house, like the green dock light that Gatsby saw in front of Daisy's house, guiding him.
It was the guiding light he walked in the dark.
He clenched his hands and whispered, "I'll go now, go to you." ”