I am...... I really love you, like all ordinary men like their beloved women, I always fantasize that if we just met in this vast sea of people, would we end differently. But I think I should be grateful, I have been with you for so many years, and I am so close to you, which makes me very happy.

There must be few special beings like me in this world, and there are few special relationships like us, but this does not affect anything.

Without love, our feelings are still tied to each other. Without blood, we are still the closest people. I know it's a hard decision to give you up, but if my concession will make you smile again, and it will make us that close again, I ...... Be willing to back down.

Lu Xiaoxiao trembled, she finally understood the meaning of this day. This was the end, and he was ready to leave after he had done everything for the day. It's not a whim, it's something he's already decided.

So he always left a smile today, so he held her hand affectionately, so he watched her put on her wedding dress, but he didn't want that answer, because he knew that there was no answer.

Tears rolled down from his eyes, and Lu Xiaoxiao looked at him sadly: "We, is there no other way?" Do you have to go? ”

One time and again, parting has become the sharpest knife in her life, and every time she cuts it, it hurts her. She has lost enough, her father is gone, her mother is gone, Ah Shuo is gone, and now Lu Yu is also leaving.

She knew that the parting banquet was set up from time to time in the long river of life, and she shouldn't have cared about it, but the world is so big, why is she the only one who is the most important person every time she loses.

Don't go, Lu Yu, don't leave me again. No one knows better than Lu Xiaoxiao that when Lu Yu leaves, it may be far away for the two of them to meet again. He won't leave the message for her to seek, he'll disappear into the sea of people and let her ...... Can't find it.

Lu Xiaoxiao's tears fell, and Lu Yu felt distressed when he saw it, and it hurt his heart. He even couldn't control his emotions and wanted to hug her and say to her: I'm not leaving, I'm not going anywhere, I'm by your side.

How much he knows Lu Xiaoxiao, parting is definitely more painful for her than others.

But......

"I have to leave, before my feelings for you sour, before I can let go, before I get crazy." Stretching out his hand to hold Lu Xiaoxiao in his arms, Lu Yu's voice finally had a trace of bitter pain: "We all know it, don't we?" Parting is the best way to get us back to the way we were. I was stubborn and didn't want to go back. But I finally understood that love is not something that can be earned by force, nor by hard work. So at least, at least let me go back. Back when I was Lu Yu, I had the warmest home and the best sister. ”

If holding on tightly will only hurt her, then separating is the best way to go.

It is not easy to decide to let go, but Lu Yu knows that what makes him more painful than letting go is that he is broken and can never go back. For Lu Xiaoxiao, he always holds the feeling that no matter what happens, this person is still his family.

With such a mood, he will definitely not be able to do the emotional plundering of the cauldron, and if he can't do it, it means that he can't get her. At the very least, go back, back to the days when nothing had changed. He could still be coquettish to her, pulling her hand and asking her to tolerate her willfulness, because he was her brother, her most beloved brother.

Lu Yu's words made Lu Xiaoxiao unable to say a word of rebuttal after all. It was also her who proposed the separation at the beginning, of course she knew that only when she and Lu Yu were separated, could the two of them gradually go back.

The best summer, the most beautiful memory, he said behind her back that we will always be together, and we will always be so good in the summer, she is the elder sister, he is the younger brother. How could she not want to go back after that past. And now that Lu Yu wants to work hard for this, how can she stop it.

Even if the parting was so painful, even if she knew that once he turned around, he would disappear like a kite with a broken string, when would it be again? She...... I don't know.

Stretching out his hand, Lu Xiaoxiao hugged him, enduring the pain like crying blood at the tip of his heart, Lu Xiaoxiao trembled and said with difficulty: "You must come back, I will wait for you." The Lu family will always be your home. ”

Lu Yu nodded: "I'll come back." Letting go of her slightly, Lu Yu lowered his head and looked at her face seriously, he smiled, and his eyebrows were moving and sad: "Laugh at it, I don't want to see you cry when I do so much." ”

Lu Yu raised his hand to wipe her tears, but she couldn't wipe them off, and the tears just became more and more. Lu Yu's eyes were actually scarlet for a long time, but he had already made plans to laugh until the end, so he couldn't help crying.

Standing in front of her for the last time, the next time he came back, I don't know how long it would be, and before the reunion came, he hoped she would remember his smiling face.

Lu Xiaoxiao's hands clenched, and he whispered to himself in his heart: Laugh Lu Xiaoxiao, laugh, he wants you to laugh, don't send him away with your tears.

Raising his hand and wiping his tears vigorously, the tip of Lu Xiaoxiao's nose was red but he tried to raise a smile: "Is this okay?" ”

Lu Yu laughed suddenly, but his eyebrows and eyes were full of tears: "It's so ugly, when I come back, you have to smile better." After Lu Yu finished speaking, he trembled and dropped a light kiss on her forehead. , He began to plan to kiss her lips directly, but after all, he still didn't, he just kissed her forehead with such a gentle dragonfly, and said to her: "Let's go, you go down the mountain first, someone will pick you up below, I'll go later." ”

Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, although she was very bitter in her heart, she accepted that she would go first, she couldn't look at Lu Yu's back, afraid that she would not be able to help but rush up and hug him and not let him leave. So let's go first, after walking a few steps, Lu Xiaoxiao looked back a little cramped, Lu Yu raised his hand and beckoned to her, and said to her: "Let's go, don't look back, otherwise I can't help but rush up, don't make me embarrassed." ”

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip and smiled hard, nodded and waved at him, and finally turned around and walked down the mountain, the night wind blew her hair, and she ...... There was no turning back this time.

Lu Yu kept watching her back leave, and his heart hurt as if he had been stripped away, but he told himself that he couldn't catch up, he couldn't catch up, so he watched her gradually go away, and then went away, and the figure was blurred after all.

This time I left you, it was the wind, the rain, the night, you smiled, I waved my hand, and a lonely road stretched to both ends.

Lu Yu knew that from today onwards, he was really going to leave her, leave the city, and start over somewhere else, and it was a very distant thing to reunite, because letting go itself was a difficult thing. He only hoped that during his absence, she would be all right and she would be happy.

Happiness?

With a wry smile, Lu Yu lowered his head, with Mu Shao leaning around, she would be happy, that man was really nervous about her, this is a good thing.

After a while, Momoko and Gojong walked up behind him, and Momoko stepped forward to him and said, "She's in the car." ”

Lu Yu nodded silently: "Well, I know." ”

As he spoke, his gaze was still looking at the direction in which Lu Xiaoxiao left, and Peaches felt a little distressed for a while. He liked her for so many years and had done so many things for her, but he didn't expect to choose to let go in the end, and she was unwilling for him.

Clenching her hands, Momoko said, "It's too late for you to catch up now." ”

Lu Yu hooked the corners of his lips and smiled faintly: "Well, but don't use it." ”

Momoko gritted her teeth: "Are you willing to let go like this?" You entered the underworld for her, went through the tempering you didn't like for her, became strong for her, and finally whitewashed her, shot her, but now, do you want to silently back down? ”

Lu Yu looked into the distance, tilted his head slightly, the night wind blew his dark hair, his eyes were full of sadness, that sadness was not shown in front of Lu Xiaoxiao, and he didn't want to show her.

"If love can be exchanged for these, then it doesn't matter how much I do. But love is not something that can be exchanged for this. I was unwilling, but I didn't want to lose her. I wanted more than just my personal satisfaction, I had only one wish from before, and that was to make her happy. Now my departure is the greatest happiness for her. ”

Lu Yu turned around, no longer said anything to Peach, and instead went to explain the matter of Wuzong's departure.

Momoko looked at his back, still feeling a heart-rending pain. She has liked him for so long, how could she not know his stubbornness and persistence, he is not a person who is willing to let go easily, but now he is letting go probably because he has nothing to do, it is he who really realizes that leaving is the most correct choice.

Peaches also understands that Lu Xiaoxiao likes Mu Shaotian, Lu Yu likes Lu Xiaoxiao, and Lu Xiaoxiao is jealous of Lu Yu for sister and brother friendship, which is also a kind of pressure.

He chose to back down for her sake, and finally ...... It's still for her. Lu Xiaoxiao, you can understand his intentions.

At this time, on the mountain road, the driver drove silently, Lu Xiaoxiao sat in the back seat and was silent, probably the atmosphere was too silent, the driver turned on the music, and a melodious English song sounded on the silent road back to the city.

The clean female singer was singing, Lu Xiaoxiao listened to it, tears gradually welled up in her eyes, she stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, and cried in pain, the driver was startled, and hurriedly asked: "Miss, Miss, are you okay, are you okay?" ”

Lu Xiaoxiao covered her mouth and muttered tremblingly for a while: "It's okay, Song...... Very touching. ”

The music kept reverberating, gently lingering along the road.

Lyrics:

Kissmeandsmileforme

So, kiss me and give me a smile

Tellmethatyou'llwaitforme

Tell me you'll wait for me

holdmelikeyou'llneverletmego

Hold me like you'll never let me go far

CauseI'mleavingonajetplane

Because I'm going to leave on a jet

――《LeavingOnAJetPlane》