Lu Xiaoxiao's wrist that was grabbed by Mu Shaotian hurt and was almost broken, but Lu Xiaoxiao didn't struggle at all. She thought that Mu Shaotian at this time must be very uncomfortable.

Enduring the pain, Lu Xiaoxiao grabbed Mu Shaotian's arm and looked at him firmly: "Mu Shaotian, calm down, I never felt sorry for you, not at all." ”

Mu Shaotian smiled, his smile was a little hideous: "What is that?" Don't tell me that because you love it, you can not mind what I used to do. The expression on his face became disdainful, and Mu Shaotian did not hide his disgust for this blind feeling: "This will make me sick." ”

He knows that many women will be stupid to not mind what he has done because they love someone, but he also knows that one day, this kind of unmind will still become mind. Why?

Because no one can add a permanent shelf life to love, when you love you, you don't mind everything, but when you don't, you still mind.

Who can guarantee that one person will love another person for the rest of his life.

Mu Shaotian and his eyes made Lu Xiaoxiao feel hurt somewhat, didn't he even trust himself a little? This thought passed in her mind, because she felt that if she was in Mu Shaotian's situation now, no one would believe it.

She had already made all kinds of preparations, and all she had to do at this moment was to prove everything to him.

Look at me, Mu Shaotian, look at me, let me tell you, you are never alone in this world.

The arm had already been let go, and the wrist had been scratched red and swollen, because of the pain, the hand was trembling unobeyed, trembling and stretching out his hand Lu Xiaoxiao grabbed Mu Shaotian's hand.

Mu Shaotian's hands were cold, he was angry and yelled at him with disdain, but his hands were always cold.

Lu Xiaoxiao knew that he was afraid.

The hand was held, and a pair of warm and trembling hands made Mu Shaotian run through his body like an electric current, he looked sideways at Lu Xiaoxiao, she was also looking at him, and her eyes were as clear as when he first saw her.

Lu Xiaoxiao looked at him and said seriously: "The Mu Shaotian I know is not as cold-blooded and ruthless as he describes in his own mouth, he looks good when he laughs, but he always laughs often. There is always a cold light in his eyes that refuses to be happy, and I know that he is not unable to have happiness, but he is denying the right to make himself happy. Even if you want others to hate you, I want to tell you that I want to be the one to forgive you. I know your hardships, your sin and your punishment, your pain, your fears. Mu Shaoting, I am not blind to love so that I can accept you to do everything. I just believe in you, and I believe in the Mu Shaotian I know. Although he also has a dark side, he is definitely not a cold-blooded person. ”

Mu Shaotian's hand trembled, and she placed it on his cheek, and the warm temperature continued to pass from her hand to his palm, and to his heart. Mu Shaotian stroked her face and muttered sadly: "Why do you choose to forgive me, just run away like everyone else." People like me don't deserve to be forgiven. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly, tears flowed out of her eyes: "Because ...... I had the best plan to do so, even if the whole world turned their backs on you, I would be there for you. If you walk in hell, then I will walk with you in hell. I have never been afraid of anything you do, because I believe that Mu Shaotian I know has his helplessness and his principles in everything he does, and what I am afraid of is that you will not believe me. ”

What she was afraid of was indeed Mu Shaotian's distrust, she wanted to redeem him, but once he didn't believe her, then this salvation was meaningless.

Mu Shaotian's heart was hurting very much at the moment, she should have thought of it a long time ago, she should have thought that his little woman was special. She is different from the others, she is the light of the sun instead of the sun that he walks in the white night, she is his real sun.

She knew that his heart longed to be redeemed, and she did not hesitate to be the one who redeemed him.

At this moment, Mu Shaotian suddenly felt relieved, after so many years of wrapping on his back, he finally had a sense of liberation at this moment. It turns out that he has never only longed to be hated, but he is also secretly longing for such a person who can truly forgive him from the heart.

It's good that this guy finally showed up.

"Fool, how could I not believe me, I believed from the beginning that you had to be special, that's why you won't let go. Xiaoxiao, my Xiaoxiao, it is because of you that the scenery in this world has become beautiful. Because of you, I can be redeemed, thank you for being in my life. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao bit his lip, his nose was red, and he carefully pressed his hand to his face closer: "Mu Shaotian, I don't want to lose you anymore, let's not be separated again, can we keep going?" ”

She really didn't want to lose Mu Shaotian again, she had already lost enough, and this sentence was almost begging. She hoped that he could hold her in his arms and said to her: From now on we will never be separated again.

It's okay, it's okay if you don't talk about marriage now, it's okay if you don't say you love me, at least let me know that there is nothing to separate after we admit to each other. We can go on and on.

Mu Shaotian smiled, but tears welled up in his eyes, he stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms, his voice was extremely soft, and the words he said made Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes widen in shock.

He said, "I'm sorry......"

Lu Xiaoxiao opened his lips, tears kept rolling down, and he choked sadly: "Why? ”

She wouldn't not know the meaning of being sorry at this time, but why, why, Mu Shaotian, haven't we already made it clear? Why do you even want to say sorry.

Mu Shaotian hugged her tightly, at this moment, Lu Xiaoxiao was not the only one who was in heartbreak, he also felt the same way in his heart, but he had to tell her this sentence of sorry.

Because Lu Xiaoxiao has done a lot for him, she is so good, which makes him even more aware that he is really unworthy.

"Xiaoxiao, I was scared, I was afraid of getting married, I was afraid of the responsibilities of the family, and I was especially afraid of having children in the future, and I always thought about how terrible it would be if that child had my blood on it. I don't know if I should love him or not. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip, she opened her mouth to say something, but the tears were flowing backwards, making her speechless, but at this time, Mu Shaotian said what she wanted to say for her.

"I know that this is not enough to keep you from approaching me, in my heart you will always be brave and persistent towards me, and you have reached out to me again and again. However, now I can't face you, because I can't give you love or marriage. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao closed his eyes, tears were still flowing, grabbing his clothes, Lu Xiaoxiao shook his head vigorously as if he had grasped the last life-saving straw: "I don't want such a result, I don't want it, Mu Shaotian, I can do it, I can wait for you to give me all this." ”

Mu Shaotian, as long as you make a promise, I will wait for as long as I want.

Taking a breath, Mu Shaotian whispered sadly in her ear: "Let me tell you one more secret, this is my last secret." This is something that even Mu Heng doesn't know, in fact, when my mother died, I also forgave myself for a while, and then the reason why I hated myself and hoped that others would hate me was because when my mother died, the doctor told Mu Heng that she could recover completely, if I hadn't removed the oxygen mask, if my mother had survived, everything would have been different. Xiaoxiao, it was I who killed her, I thought that even if I killed my mother, it was for my mother's good, but later I found out that it was really me who killed her. Such a self that even I hate myself, if I face you. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, why is this happening......

Why, the whole picture of the matter turned out to be such a cruel one. Lu Xiaoxiao felt a wet feeling on his shoulder. Lu Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand and hugged him, and she didn't know what else she could say at this time.

The second time his teary eyes, hitting her, only hurt her more than before. The tears were heavier now than the last.

The proud Mu Shaotian told her all this, which also showed that he really couldn't face her.

He put the cruelst side in front of her, and his pride alone did not allow him to face her, not to mention that he still had his negative feelings. Holding on to being together now will only make two people miserable.

But apart, Lu Xiaoxiao was reluctant.

She just wants to love him well, why do she have to leave him, she is really reluctant.

Lu Xiaoxiao was so sad that she couldn't do it, but she found that her tears could not fall again, she found that all her tears were used up today, from last night to now, her tears were all used up in front of separation.

Holding Mu Shaotian tightly, Lu Xiaoxiao murmured: "We, is there really no way?" ”

There is no way to deal with Lu Yu, and Mu Shaotian can only watch him leave?

Mu Shaotian hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones, he said: "This will not be our last, I will receive treatment, and when I learn how to love someone, how to face marriage calmly." The first person I will love is you, and the person I will marry is also you. I don't know when it will take, but as long as you are willing to wait for me, I will definitely come. Lu Xiaoxiao, you have to remember that there is only one chance to escape from me, and I will only give you this one chance. The next time I take the initiative to find you, I will never let go of my hand again. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao trembled and nodded vigorously, "I will wait, I will wait for you, I will definitely wait for you." ”

No matter how long it takes, she will wait, because this is Mu Shaotian, no matter when, he will always keep his word, so she knows that this wait will not be fruitless.

Mu Shaotian nodded, let go of her and leaned over to imprint a kiss on her lips, and whispered: "Then now, give me a goodbyekiss, mylady." ”