"I'm sorry, Ritsu, I can't let you protect me." Holding Situ Lu's hand, Lu Xiaoxiao gently moved it away: "It's like I didn't want Ah Shuo to protect me at the beginning." I will go down this road alone, and I will not look back, let alone rely on anyone. Lil, you have completed the agreement with Ah Shuo, you have seen me with these eyes, and now these eyes are yours, use him to take a good look at the world, this world is beautiful. ”

This world that he can't see anymore, you can see it for him. Even though the world has given me the pain of parting again and again, and pushed me to the brink of collapse again and again, despite this, I still feel that this world is so beautiful.

It was this world that made me meet those important people, and parting was helpless, but we all know that our meeting was not for parting.

Lu Xiaoxiao will never forget the feeling of giving up on Ye Shuo at the beginning.

"I like you, but I don't love you now, Ye Shuo, I don't love you now, I ...... Can't go to the U.S. with you. She said this to Ye Shuo personally, and when she said that sentence, she knew that there was no way back.

She can only go on forever, not regretting that she loved him deeply, and she doesn't regret not loving him anymore.

She can't catch up with time, she can't turn around and run towards her memories, she can't run to the age when she keeps missing love, and she can't say to him at the age of grasping love: "I like you." "Then just keep going, don't stop, don't ...... Look back.

She wants to be happy in order to be worthy of Ye Shuo, and she doesn't need Situ Lu to protect this happiness, he has always been an outsider, and after completing Ye Shuo's agreement, he no longer has anything to do with her.

"Isn't it okay if I'm it?" The hand was pushed away, Situ Lu's heart was stinged, and he looked at Lu Xiaoxiao deeply: "I never thought about replacing anyone, but it's not fair, isn't it?" Is it just because of these eyes? Because of these eyes, I walked to you, and I didn't have a chance to protect you? ”

He was grateful for these eyes, it was these eyes that brought him to her, but why were they also these eyes that made him have no chance at all. She had obviously planned to leave Mu Shaotian's side, but she refused to let him approach.

Was it just because he had the eyes of the person she once liked, and it made her uncomfortable? She doesn't think she deserves those eyes?

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip and muttered softly: "Law, even if these eyes are given to you by Ah Shuo, you don't need to bear anything for Ah Shuo, Ah Shuo has never owed me anything." He is not obligated to guard me, and neither are you. ”

She owes enough, and she can't pay off these debts for the rest of her life, so she can only keep this gratitude in her heart.

Why reject Szeto Lu? Because she's scared, too. One after the other, does she owe less to the people? Ye Shuo and Lu Yu, two people who are so important in her life, she owes it, and these two people have left her life in different ways one after another, and now that Situ Lu treats her like this, she seems to see a future that repeats the mistakes of the past.

Encounter, indebtedness and final parting, she no longer wants such an ending.

"If these eyes make you jealous of me and can't get close to me, then these eyes have no point in existing. These eyes let me meet you, and if these eyes are the same eyes that make me stop at you, then I should return these eyes to his true master, to Mr. Ye Shuo. ”

These eyes brought him light, but it didn't matter, he could also accept other people's eyes, and he could see the light, and these eyes brought him other than light, and there were other more important things.

Lu Xiaoxiao, it was these eyes that brought her to his field of vision, this is the fate of thousands of mountains and rivers, he doesn't believe in fate very much, but the encounter with her is a real fate. From meeting to falling in love, his feelings are so clear, since he is in love, he can't do nothing.

If it was because of these eyes that he lost the opportunity to get close to him for no reason, he had only one choice, not these eyes.

Mr. Ye Shuo, now, even if I don't have these eyes, I will take your share to guard her, and I will make more efforts for this.

As soon as Situ Lu's words fell, Lu Xiaoxiao was frightened, turned around and looked at him with a pale face: "What are you doing." ”

Situ Lu's brown eyes did not have any intimidation, he was very calm and serious: "I am doing the most correct thing, this is my decision." ”

Yes, in his opinion this is the right thing to do, he is not crazy, on the contrary he is very sensible.

Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know what to say for a while, Situ Lu in front of him was very calm, he was such a person, mature and calm, and very gentlemanly, so what he said now was definitely what he was going to do, not a threat, not a means. But this made Lu Xiaoxiao even more uncomfortable.

She looked at these eyes, these brown eyes that she used to like very much on Ah Shuo's face.

He was always smiling, his eyes slightly curved, and there was a hint of melancholy in his eyes. He is a moonlight-like man, and he is in no way similar to Situ Lu, so even if he has the same eyes at this moment, he also shines with different light.

Those eyes are no longer melancholy, and those eyes are so firm at this time.

Perhaps these eyes are the most suitable except for Ye Shuo's face in Situ Lu, because this person will not repeat Ye Shuo's mistakes, all the sadness can be browned, and he has seen these eyes in his life with this smile without sadness.

If Ye Shuo was still alive, if he still had a long, long way to go, and there was no sad smile in his eyes, what would it look like?

She had already found the answer in Situ Lu.

Put it down, in fact, these eyes can really be on Situ Lu's face, Ye Shuo's regret that he can't continue to look at this world has been filled by this person, isn't it?

It was really unfair for her to have to push Situ Lu away, she should thank him, thank him for fulfilling Ah Shuo's wish, and thank him for appearing in front of her.

She...... Why bother bothering about it anymore, Situ Lu is Situ Law, Ye Shuo is Ye Shuo, now she can really tell the difference.

Lowering his head and smiling bitterly, Lu Xiaoxiao muttered in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I don't think Ye Shuo's eyes are anything bad with you, on the contrary, I think it's very good." I just thought of Ah Shuo for a moment, he guarded me for so many years, but I finally turned around and fell in love with Mu Shaotian. I...... I don't want that to happen again, so I don't want you to protect me. Li, I'm very ordinary, I can only fit one person in my heart, and now my heart is filled with Mu Shaotian. He has filled my heart with one of them, and I can't let anyone go. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao finally became frank and told Situ Lu the most important relationship.

She hoped that Situ Lu would understand her.

For Mu Shao's path without hesitation, she took the first step, from Ye Shuo to Lu Yu, this emotional road is not easy, can she give up? Unwilling, really unwilling.

She has been gone for so long because she wants to be loved by Mu Shao, she only wants to be loved by him, and no one else can.

Situ Lu sighed and smiled helplessly: "I don't have that much ambition for the time being, although I like you, but I also know that your heart is not here, I don't want to force you to do anything, compared to being strong, a gentleman is my character." I only hope that now, when Mu Shaotian and you are not hand in hand, give me a chance to stand by your side, don't deliberately avoid me for various reasons, and start with a very ordinary friend. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao shrank and hesitated: "But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will end up disappointing you......"

Once she lives up, there will be no chance, she thought subconsciously.

It's better to cut it when it can still be cut, like the heart-rending pain of every parting, including guilt, sadness and self-blame.

Situ Lu smiled calmly, stepped forward and stretched out his hand to slowly follow her hair: "I can live for a long time, many years, this kind of thing is just what everyone has experienced, it was really rejected by you, fix it and then set off, I still have a long way to live, and I am not afraid of what you are afraid of." Rest assured, I will be responsible for everything I do. Don't worry, maybe I'll be sad in the future, but at least I've tried, and I'll only be sad. If you push me away now, I will not only be sad, but also regretful and unwilling. ”

Will you definitely get Lu Xiaoxiao?

He had never thought of this kind of thing, he and Mu Shaotian were two completely different people.

Mu Shaotian is strong and domineering, and he has to take possession, so what about him? He focuses more on guarding, caring and taking care of each other, and gives his feelings, depending on whether the other party responds.

If he doesn't get a response, he doesn't force it, this is the gentlemanly demeanor in his bones, and he will not abandon his demeanor.

The hand that fell between her hair was so warm, warm all the way to her heart, what else could she say.

Do you want to say no again? refused, until now, Situ Lu still refuted her so maturely and steadily, what is the use of continuing to talk about it.

Taking a breath, Lu Xiaoxiao lowered her head and sighed softly: "The words have been robbed by you, I have nothing to say." ”

"Are you hungry? Do you want to eat? Situ Lu listened to her tone and knew that she had compromised, and he was relieved.

Lu Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment, and whispered as if he had made up his mind: "In the future, can you tell me about his last days, wait for me...... Have the courage to listen when you can. ”

Situ Lu nodded, stretched out his hand and gently hugged her fragile body in his arms: "Of course, I also want to hear about you and him, it must be a good memory, it is really enviable." ”

Lu Xiaoxiao's nose was a little sour, she smelled the aroma on him, this time she clearly distinguished, this smell is not the taste of pure mint grass, but the taste of apple mint, which is abundant in Europe, Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly burst into tears and smiled.

Sure enough, everyone's taste is different, and it belongs to Situ Lu's taste, which is apple mint.