329. I have decided that the child will stay
One sentence makes everything clear, but a short sentence definitely has the weight of an explosive scene. Lu Xiaoxiao didn't even come back to his senses within thirty seconds of hearing the news.
Pregnant, pregnant? The expression on Lu Xiaoxiao's face completely stiffened.
This kind of thing is really like a bomb, which is more serious than what kind of illness she has.
For a moment, Lu Xiaoxiao was completely messy, and she didn't know how to react.
Who the child is, no one knows better than herself. Mu Shaotian, the child is Mu Shaotian's, and it can and will only be hers.
In an instant, her hands began to tremble, she couldn't say what emotion was in her heart, but she was trembling subconsciously, Situ Lu held her hand, the trembling and the coldness of her palm, he felt it, and knew that Lu Xiaoxiao was completely impacted by this question.
Now she must be flustered, and at this time, she can only guide her to restrain her panic.
Clenched Lu Xiaoxiao's hand, Situ Lu, who had never closed his eyes once all night, held it tightly at this time, and his voice still maintained a warm and gentle tone: "Xiaoxiao, don't panic, it's okay." This child is now less than two months old, and it can be with or without it. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao raised his eyes blankly, and repeated in confusion: "To ...... or not"
Situ Lu nodded, clenched her hand, and tried to pass on his peace to her: "Yes, if you beat it out at this time, it won't have a physical impact on your body, so you can choose not to." And you can also choose to want, if you choose to do so, you can make up for nutrition, and it doesn't have much impact. ”
Situ Lu didn't want to force Lu Xiaoxiao to let her beat the idea of the child, and the decision was in Lu Xiaoxiao's hands. He thought about it all night, what to do was the best protection for her.
It's not to guide and force her to do something that is good for her now, but she will probably regret it later. Instead, he waited for her choice, and according to her choice, he chose how to support her.
If he thinks about Ye Shuo, he will make the same choice as him.
Xiaoxiao, no matter what you choose, I will protect you and always guard you, so you really don't need to be afraid.
Lu Xiaoxiao's breathing was a little unsmooth, and she had no way to digest this sudden event at this time. She didn't think she would get pregnant, so everything about pregnancy was a blank slate.
Do you want it or not? She hadn't even thought about getting pregnant, this question had never come up, how could she make a choice.
She needs time, she needs to calm down, think slowly and weigh up.
Yes, she needs time.
"Ritsu, let me be alone for a while, I want to think about it." Trying to raise a smile, Lu Xiao said.
Her face was very pale, and the smile didn't put Situ Lu at ease, he was still worried about her, but he also knew that she needed time now.
After shaking her hand vigorously and encouraging her with such a pale movement, Situ Lu stood up and said, "I'm in the outhouse, don't worry, think with peace of mind." Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded and glanced at him gratefully. Situ Lu got up and went out.
Lu Xiaoxiao was immediately left alone in the room, she lay flat on the bed, slowly closed her eyes, and began to try to calm herself down.
She...... Not ready to accept the news, but to give it up like this?
The hand slowly stroked his abdomen, trembling a little. She has common sense and knows that children will not be formed at this time, but Lu Xiaoxiao seems to be able to feel the birth of life.
A small life has been conceived in her abdomen, and this child is the child of her and Mu Shaotian.
Mu Shaotian ......
Thinking of Mu Shaotian, Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lower lip gently.
If it is that person's child, he must be like him, with the same good-looking peach blossom eyes and the same smart mind. Although this child came suddenly, this child was the child of her and the person she loved the most.
If she can marry Mu Shaotian and give birth to this child, she will have the most perfect happiness in the world. That...... Do you want to try to tell Mu Shaotian?
Sighing deeply, Lu Xiaoxiao himself knew how unrealistic this idea was.
If they could have a child who could cure their illness, then how could they have come to this point? He is afraid of children, he hates himself deeply, so he is also afraid of the children who inherit his blood.
If she told him that she was pregnant with his child, it would not help him in any way, but would only push him up the cliff again.
How could she do such a thing.
Looking at the ceiling with his eyes open, Lu Xiaoxiao asked himself in his mind, then are you going to kill this child? Defeat this child of you and Mu Shaotian?
Do you want to do that?
Gripping the quilt with his hand, thinking of this cruel practice, Lu Xiaoxiao felt uncomfortable.
She never felt that the bloodline passed down from Mu Shaotian was sinful, on the contrary, she believed that it would be a beautiful and smart child, whether it was a boy or a girl, inheriting her father's fine bloodline, they would grow into angels.
Yes, there is an angel in my womb. If you laugh, you will look as good as Mu Shaotian, if it is a boy, it must be as tall and handsome as Mu Shaotian, if it is a girl, it may be a little more like yourself, but it will definitely be as smart and resolute as Mu Shaotian.
She has a lot of savings now, and during this time, Mu Shi gave her the salary of the chief designer, and she can take care of her children, and with children, she is no longer alone.
She can't help but imagine the future, when this angel comes in the future, she will have him (her) life will become full, waiting will no longer be lonely, at that time Mu Shaotian's illness will be cured, she will take the child back and return to his side.
They will lose nothing, but have more.
At this moment, Lu Xiaoxiao's character was strong and reached the limit, she didn't have too much time to be confused and hesitant, she quickly calmed down.
Getting pregnant before marriage is terrible for any woman, but for Mu Shaotian who is unswervingly waiting for her, this is her willful decisiveness.
Maybe there will be a lot of variables in the future, but that's all in the future, and now she just wants this child, this family of her own. He or she is an angel given to her by God, and she will let him or her come into this world.
Situ Lu bought exquisite food at noon and knocked on the door and came in, Lu Xiaoxiao in the room sat up, there was no hesitant expression on his face, and there was a bright faint smile on his pale face.
Situ Lu raised his hand: "Eat first?" ”
"Hmm." Lu Xiaoxiao nodded.
Situ Lu brought her things and ate with her, Lu Xiaoxiao was actually not hungry, but she ate very delicately and slowly, although it was less, but she was eating as much as possible, Situ Lu observed, and already understood her answer in his heart.
After eating, Situ Lu sat in front of the hospital bed, smiling elegantly as always: "You have already made a decision, right?" ”
Lu Xiaoxiao lowered her head slightly: "Well, I decided, the child wants to stay." ”
She has no reason to abandon this child, and she is confident that she can raise him, even if there is no Mu Shaotian, she has no problem with this child alone. But...... Lu Xiaoxiao thought that Situ Lu would probably persuade her not to keep the child.
After all, she is still unmarried.
"Okay." Situ Lu nodded and said calmly: "I'll go to Mu Shaotian and say that this is his responsibility, since he has a child, he can't find a reason to shirk it." He must marry you. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was sluggish, Situ Lu not only did not persuade her to kill the child, but also said such a thing to startle Lu Xiaoxiao, and then Lu Xiaoxiao reacted, for fear that he would rush out to find Mu Shaotian now, and hurriedly pressed his hand and said resolutely: "No!" Don't look for him! ”
Situ Lu frowned slightly: "Why?" ”
He doesn't want to do things that give Lu Xiaoxiao away, everyone has selfishness, who doesn't want the person he loves to love himself. But now he didn't put his selfish thoughts in the first place, and his so-called protection was never hypocritical.
At this time, what choice is best for her, he will choose even if it is heartache.
The best and happiest choice for her now is to let Mu Shaotian marry her and give her and her children.
But Lu Xiaoxiao obviously didn't think so, it was Situ Lu who stopped him, and Lu Xiaoxiao said seriously: "I want to keep the child, but I want to raise the child by myself." I don't want to use my child to force him, even if I force him now, I can't make him let go of the obstacles in my heart right away, I still have to wait, just wait with my child. ”
Situ Lu looked at her seriously: "This road is not easy to walk. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao smiled. This road is not easy to walk, but now it is the motivation for her to go on. She is not alone when she has a child, she is not only left to wait, she also has responsibilities, for which she has to take care of it.
"It's my decision."
Yes, it was my decision.
Lu Xiaoxiao also felt sorry for Situ Lu in her heart, after all, Situ Lu was also thinking about her, and she understood this kindness.
Situ Lu's brown eyes looked at her deeply, nodded and said, "Okay, I'm not going to look for Mu Shaotian." You wait here for me, and I'll be back soon. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao thought he was going to be busy, so he hurriedly waved his hand and said, "You still have a job, you need to sort it out when the sketch comes out, you don't have to take care of me, I'm fine, there are nurses here." ”
Situ Lu just smiled, raised his hand to pull the falling bangs behind her ear, and said very gently: "It's okay, you rest, I'll come back later." ”
After Situ Lu finished speaking, he turned around and went out all the way out of the hospital, picked up his mobile phone, and Situ Lu called Angelina.
The phone was quickly connected, and Angelina over there was surprised how he had time to call herself, and Situ Lu's voice had already come: "Angelina, prepare a wedding ring for me, I want it now." ”