331. Do you regret meeting me?
How can a person love another person to such an extent, knowing that she doesn't love him, but he still has to protect her in the end. When he first met Ye Shuo, only the dark Situ Lu in the world thought so.
It was difficult for him to understand Ye Shuo's approach, so he didn't expect that one day he would also become Ye Shuo.
Now I finally understand that love is a matter of two people, but love is a matter of one person.
He loves Lu Xiaoxiao, and for this reason, for her happiness, he feels that there are many things that can be given up.
She didn't love him, he knew that. But the important thing is not whether she loves herself, but that she loves her and wishes her well.
These eyes never existed to see her unhappy, from the time these eyes were on Ye Shuo's face, these eyes were just to see her happy. And now these eyes belong to themselves, but the original intention has not changed.
I want to see you happy, that's how I love you.
So now he has to guard her, be a fake husband, and then guard her, and then what?
Maybe she'll still leave, but that's okay. It's just a loss of love, he tried hard to fight for her but couldn't get her and finally lost, and there is nothing to regret. Because who has never loved someone who does not love themselves, who has never fallen out of love.
In Situ Lu's opinion, these are not terrible at all.
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at the ring on his hand and lowered his head: "I still have to bear you in the end, I have to go down this road." ”
Situ Lu's voice was gentle: "This is the most difficult part of the road, I'll accompany you for a ride." ”
"Ritsu, thank you."
"You're welcome."
Lu Xiaoxiao finally agreed to Situ Lu silently, and there were some things that she couldn't solve alone. She is very grateful that Situ Law is by her side at this time, and she is also very grateful to Situ Law Firm for laying a retreat for her.
Although this person said that he didn't owe anyone, Lu Xiaoxiao knew that she still owed him if he went on. What she can do is to do the best thing that Situ Group has done to create a clothing brand, so that at least she can make up for it.
She and him can't be lovers, but she will always be grateful for his presence and his protection.
Wearing a ring on her hand, she still spent the night in the hospital, she didn't want to sleep in the middle of the night, she raised her head and looked out the window, the lights of thousands of homes illuminated the city at night, Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't help but be fascinated when she looked at it.
Among these lights, one is where Mu Shaotian lives......
What is he doing now? Already asleep? Still have trouble sleeping.
Stunned, this night, Lu Xiaoxiao ...... I miss Mu Shaotian very much.
Thoughts cut through the night sky, in another part of the city, Mu Shaotian was lying in bed but had not yet slept, and beside him, Hua Xiangrong wrote down his situation on the case.
Hua Xiangrong looked at Mu Shaotian and really had a headache: "It's still not good today, psychological hints don't have much effect on you, it's not a day or two that you can be hypnotized." ”
Mu Shaotian's forehead was covered with fine sweat, and when he sat up, Mu Shaotian stretched out his hand and pushed a handful of hair, and looked sideways at Hua Xiangrong: "You can increase the hint appropriately every day." ”
Hua Xiangrong frowned: "Do you think you yourself are King Kong indestructible?" I apply psychological suggestion to you, and your psychological instinct is also rebelling against this suggestion, so this amount is the most appropriate, adjust the hypnosis time, and try it once a week. ”
Mu Shaotian was silent, and Hua Xiangrong sighed: "I know you want to be cured as soon as possible, and I will do my best, but this is really not something that can be done overnight." Don't worry, can you still sleep at night? ”
Mu Shaotian hesitated for a moment, and said to Rong Rong, who was rarely perfunctory: "I can barely sleep for two or three hours." ”
"You still have to take the medicine I gave you, according to the original measurement."
"Hmm." Mu Shaotian nodded, looking absent-minded.
Hua Xiangrong also knew what he was thinking, and said seriously: "You need sleep, it's good for your condition." ”
Mu Shao was stunned and nodded slowly. Hua Xiangrong didn't say anything anymore and got up to leave.
Waiting for Hua Xiangrong to leave, Mu Shaotian still maintained that action and sits. Sleep?
As long as she closes her eyes, her sad face of crying will appear in front of her, will she dream of her sad face after sleeping? He...... Always thinking.
Stretched out his hand and silently wiped out the photo from under the pillow, Mu Shaotian took it in his hand and gently stroked the smiling face on the photo.
I want to be cured quickly, and then I will come to you quickly, hug you in my arms, kiss you and tell you that I can already love you and marry you.
When is it possible to wear a ring that is unique to you on the ring finger of your right hand.
Actually, I should go to sleep, after all, for me now, I can only see you in my dreams.
Tiny, my Tiny, I really miss you. Putting the photo beside him, Mu Shaotian slowly closed his eyes. Let this picture lead you into my dreams, in which I still have the courage to meet you.
At that time, the moonlight was hazy, and Lu Xiaoxiao took advantage of the moonlight to fall asleep, and he longed to meet him in his dream.
After parting, memories meet, and a few soul dreams...... With you......
Is it only in dreams that your face can be touched so unbridledly, I still remember the times when we snuggled together, so beautiful that I dare not forget each other. My dearest you, let me drink all the bitterness of lovesickness, let me swallow this parting tears, let me return to you again, and love you again.
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The next day, Lu Xiaoxiao was discharged from the hospital, went home and changed her clothes, and went to the Mu Group to pack her things, and the winter products will be launched tomorrow, but she no longer plans to participate.
"Situ Group's drawings have been submitted without any problems, and I'll leave." Lu Xiaoxiao said to the others in the office.
The five people were silent for a while before someone spoke: "Why do you want to leave suddenly, isn't it good to be here?" ”
They were surprised to know that she had submitted her resignation, and they had a good time with Lu Xiaoxiao, but they didn't expect her to leave suddenly.
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at the five people, and her heart was sour, this is her best colleague and partner, although the time in Mushi is short, but they are really good to her.
Taking a deep breath, Lu Xiaoxiao leaned over and bowed: "Thank you all the time, but I still want to go to Paris to challenge my limits, goodbye." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao turned around and walked out after speaking, her heart hurt, but she was calm. Since this road has been chosen, there is no room for turning back, so let's go in style, so it's good.
walked out and walked all the way to the elevator, at the end of the corridor, I saw Mu Shaotian and the people in the secretary's room walking by while talking something, and this kind of meeting made Lu Xiaoxiao panic all of a sudden.
She didn't expect to see him suddenly like this, Mu Shaotian obviously saw him too, and said something to Zheng Nan beside her, and those people followed Zheng Nan and left first.
The corridor was very quiet, the sun spilled in from outside, shining on her, the shadow cast by the delicate figure was stretched by the sunlight for a long time, Mu Shaotian walked over step by step, and stood still at some distance from her.
The two of them stood like this, and time seemed to stand still for a moment. Lu Xiaoxiao wanted to see his face and impress him deeply in her mind, but she didn't have the courage.
"Are you leaving?" In the end, Mu Shaotian opened his mouth first, and said in a cold magnetic voice.
Lu Xiaoxiao clenched the box in his hand tightly and nodded: "Hmm." ”
"Take care." He said again.
Lu Xiaoxiao's heart was pinched together and it was very uncomfortable, but she didn't know what else to say, a sour feeling came up, but she swallowed hard, she didn't want to cry.
"Goodbye." Lu Xiaoxiao said to Mu Shao, what else can he say besides this sentence?
Lu Xiaoxiao never raised her head to look at him, because she didn't know what expression she would get from his face.
After Lu Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she took two steps, each step was as painful as stepping on the tip of a knife, but she couldn't stop and walked to him, just as she passed by, Mu Shaotian clenched her fists, and finally couldn't be stopped, and stretched out her hand to hold her arm.
"Do you regret meeting me......" Lowering his head, Mu Shao asked.
Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't see his expression clearly, but at this moment, she felt that he must have shown a sad expression.
Regret it?
She should regret it, after all, this man really messed up her good life. But do you regret it?
Lu Xiaoxiao wanted to cry a little, took a breath to calm down, Lu Xiaoxiao's soft voice sounded softly in the sunny corridor: "I have never regretted it, no matter how many times I come again, I still have to choose to meet you." ”
I think this may be my wish to kneel in front of the Buddha for a thousand years, otherwise how could I be so stubborn.
Mu Shaotian turned around and hugged her tightly from behind, his voice trembling slightly: "Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I will definitely work hard, wait for me." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao closed his eyes, this warm embrace was very warm, there was his taste in this embrace, and the cold fragrance was overflowing. I don't know how many times this hug hugged her when she was most in danger.
Lu Xiaoxiao really wanted to tell him that I would wait for you, and I would wait for you with the child. But she opened her mouth and finally said nothing.
Raising the corners of his mouth lightly, Lu Xiaoxiao muttered: "It's enough to have your words." ”
Enough for me to hold on and go with the kids.
Stepping out of Mu Shaotian's arms, Lu Xiaoxiao didn't look back, and left on the elevator along the way.
In the corridor where Sheng Guang admired, only Mu Shaotian was left alone for a while. He looked at the vanished back and clenched his fists tightly.
This time to let go is the last, and next time I will never let go of your hand.
After Lu Xiaoxiao walked out, she glanced back at the towering Mu Group, which was once the place where her dreams and love began, and now she was going to leave it behind.
"Reluctant?" Angelina's figure suddenly appeared here, looking at her gently.
Lu Xiaoxiao smiled faintly: "It's reluctant, but it's okay, I will definitely come back." ”