347. Mommy, if you can be happy, Chengcheng and I will be happy
"Law, how, what to do, Sheng Sheng and Cheng Cheng left a letter, saying that they went to find their daddy." Lu Xiaoxiao rushed out, grabbed the arm of Situ Lu, who got out of the car, and his face turned pale.
She didn't dare to imagine that these two three-and-a-half-year-old children left her alone to find Mu Shaotian.
No matter how smart Mo Sheng is, he is just a child. How could he do it. What if something happens, what if you meet a bad guy.
Lu Xiaoxiao cried anxiously, trembling all over, the more she didn't dare to imagine those terrible things, the more those things would pop out of her mind.
"Xiaoxiao, calm down, we'll call the police now." After Situ Lu finished speaking, he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and called the police station.
Lu Xiaoxiao was almost paralyzed on the ground at this moment.
It's all her fault, it's all her fault, it's because she didn't let them experience father's love, that's why they went to Mu Shaotian.
"The police will be there in three minutes." After Situ Lu finished speaking, he squatted down, looked at Lu Xiaoxiao, who was trembling, and felt very distressed: "Shengsheng and Chengcheng are both very powerful children, don't worry too much, I think they shouldn't be able to get on the plane, and they may be wandering at the airport now." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao cried fiercely: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if something happens to Shengsheng and Chengcheng, there is no point in my life." ”
Situ Lu twisted his lips and stroked his hair, a hint of thought rising in his heart.
Although he felt that the possibility of these two children finding Mu Shaotian was very small, Mo Sheng's IQ was definitely beyond imagination. Compared with Lu Xiaoxiao's beloved son, Situ Lu can make more subjective judgments.
Perhaps, maybe they have found Mu Shaotian.
At this time, even the slightest possibility is worth a try.
Looking down at Lu Xiaoxiao, Situ Lu said: "Call Mu Shaotian, although the possibility is very small, it is possible that these two children have really found him." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao already felt extremely aggrieved, but now when he heard Mu Shaotian, the grievances in his heart suddenly reached the peak.
"What's the use of calling him! He didn't even know the child existed! If it weren't for the fear that he would not like them, I would not have been able to see him until now! He, a father, has never given them even a day of fatherly love! I'm wrong, it's my fault, but he's also wrong! If something happens to the child, I'll die with him! Woo, woo, damn Mu Shaotian, it's all you, it's all your fault, woo woo......"
Why, why aren't you by my side. I've always tried to be strong and persevering.
But such days are really lonely, so helpless, in the summer rainstorm, without you to hold an umbrella for me. In the cold winter night, without you holding my hand, such a painful loneliness, you know, I have endured too much. And yet I persevered, because I always thought that one day I would come back to you.
But now, when the two children disappeared from me, I was helpless, afraid, self-blame, fearful, and countless negative emotions surrounded me, where are you?
My dearest person, dearest person, how can you not be by my side when I need you most.
Should I not have the luxury of hoping for the most perfect ending, should I not have the luxury of expecting us to go back to the past, should I have held the hand of another person who was with me on a cold winter night, or should I have taken refuge under his umbrella on a rainy night?
Could it be ...... Is it my obsession that has killed my two children?
Lu Xiaoxiao cried heartbreakingly, and Situ Lu, who watched it, felt suffocated and uncomfortable in his heart, and his heart was tightly clenched.
He couldn't control his sadness, which slowly flowed through his blood.
She cried and scolded him, she was very angry, but Situ Lu felt envious.
He envied Mu Shaotian, even at this time she did not come to rely on herself, she still bit his name in grief and pain.
Whether it is love, hate, longing, or complaining, all the emotions she refuses to share with her are given to a man named Mu Shaotian.
He...... It's still not good, even if you want to protect her, you have to have a chance.
Mr. Ye Shuo, when you know that she only has Mu Shaotian in her heart, how sad should you be? I really admire you, in that situation, you can still smile is really great and powerful, although I have never seen your smiling face, but I know that smile must be enough for me to admire, because now I-
There's no way to put on an unharmed face.
The phone rang suddenly at this time, Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, the familiar ringtone was Mo Cheng's singing voice she recorded, Lu Xiaoxiao hurriedly took it out, and hurriedly answered the phone without looking at it.
"Hey, hey!"
"Mommy, I'm Shengsheng, Mommy, are you, are you crying?" Mo Sheng heard Lu Xiaoxiao's voice and asked nervously.
Lu Xiaoxiao's heart was about to break when she heard her voice, she covered her mouth and said tremblingly, "Shengsheng, where are you?" Where the hell are you and Chengcheng, Mommy is going to be scared to death, don't you scare Mommy, okay? ”
Since the birth of these two little guys, they have always been by their side, and this sudden incident really scared her half to death.
She didn't even care to blame the children for their willfulness, she just wanted to find them first.
Mo Sheng made this call when Mu Shao went back to his room to sleep, and in order to prevent Mu Shao from listening, he deliberately ran to the bathroom.
Although it is separated by two rooms, it is still on the safe side.
Hearing his mother's crying voice, Mo Sheng was also sad, but said strongly: "Mommy, don't worry about us, we are here at Daddy, we have met with Daddy, stay at Daddy's house now." I saw a picture of Mommy here, it must be Daddy's right. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, and even forgot to cry.
"Y-What do you say? You said you saw Daddy? How can it be? France is far from City A, how did you get there? ”
Mo Sheng said: "Mommy, we booked our own tickets and came." I'm sorry Mommy, we call the shots, please forgive us for our willfulness and don't be angry with us. Chengcheng and I just hope that Mommy can meet Daddy. Mommy, we know Mommy that you miss Daddy very much, but because we Mommy can't meet Daddy. Chengcheng and I were worried. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao listened to her son's words, and tears fell even more.
Being so worried about the child, she is really a failed mother, she always wants to give these two children the happiest life possible, but when did it start, these two sensible little guys began to worry about her.
It's that she's not good, and it's too obvious.
"Shengsheng, Mommy misses your daddy, but it's not because you mommy can't meet Daddy, you and Chengcheng are Mommy's favorite baby, Mommy doesn't need you to do anything for Mommy, Mommy just wants you to be happy and happy."
"Mommy, if you can be happy, Chengcheng and I will be very happy. Mommy, don't worry, we have lied to Daddy for the time being, and Daddy doesn't know that we are Mommy's children. Mommy, we will work very hard, try to make Daddy like us, and then we will be together as a family, Mommy will be very happy. Mommy, trust us. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lower lip, she didn't want the two children to do this for her, but the two children were obviously working hard to do these things for her.
They wanted her to be happy, just as she wanted them to be happy.
Long before the arrival of these two children, Lu Xiaoxiao knew that these two children were angels and her treasures. Now they have traveled thousands of miles to find Mu Shaotian for her, just hoping to make Mu Shaotian like them, so that they can meet Mu Shaotian.
A small child, but with such good intentions, how could she say no, she also believed that Mo Sheng was smart, and he must have his thoughts.
And......
Doesn't she want Mu Shaotian to like these two children?
How is it possible, she has been expecting Mu Shaotian to like them since these two children were born. This is their child, he must like them, otherwise, even if Mu Shaotian really comes after her, she will not be with him.
Biting her lip, Lu Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment and said: "Shengsheng, promise Mommy, don't let yourself and Chengcheng accept grievances, for Mommy, you are the most important thing, if you are wronged, call me, Mommy will take you away." Mommy can do without Daddy, but without you, Mommy must not be able to. ”
Over there, Mo Sheng got her permission and showed a rare smile, and he smiled at Lu Xiaoxin: "Mommy, Mommy, I will definitely let you meet Daddy, Mommy, I will call you again." I love you Mommy. ”
"I love you too, baby, is Chengcheng asleep?"
"Well, she slept, today Daddy took us to eat a delicious snack, she slept on Daddy for a long time, and she is still sleeping."
Lu Xiaoxiao's heart trembled, "Daddy, he'...... Hugged Chengcheng? ”
Mo Sheng said: "Well, Daddy obviously likes Chengcheng, Chengcheng wants to hug, he keeps hugging, Mommy, I think it must be because Chengcheng is like Mommy, so Daddy likes Chengcheng." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao's heartbeat was a few times faster, and he stretched out his hand to gently wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes: "Daddy must also like Shengsheng, because Mommy loves such a sensible Shengsheng very much, and Shengsheng must be as smart as Daddy when he was a child." ”
No matter how smart he is, children need love, Lu Xiaoxiao knew that Mo Sheng's words did not mean to be jealous of Chengcheng being liked by his father, but he was so young, no matter how mature he was, he would feel a little lonely in his heart.
In fact, Lu Xiaoxiao knows better than anyone that although these two children have very different personalities, they are both equally endearing.
Mo Sheng was silent suddenly, and whispered, "Thank you Mommy, Mommy, you have to go to bed early and have good night." ”
"Good night, dear."
The phone hung up, Lu Xiaoxiao's mood has calmed down a lot, in the quiet night, Situ Lu has already called to inform the police that she is not going to use, and when she finishes calling, Situ Lu comes over, Lu Xiaoxiao huddled his knees on the spacious road in France, Situ Lu didn't say anything, silently took off his suit and covered her body.
This night, the gears of fate finally turned again.