Chapter 42 Sincerity Releases Bingxin
(Walk by, give a collection, a good person has a safe life.) οΌ
Ye Fanggu half leaned on the head of the bed and closed her eyes to recuperate, under the candlelight, her eyelashes reflected a curved arc on her face, her mood was very calm, since that night after stabbing the enemy Liu Wufu, Ye Fanggu has a feeling of relief from the pressure, three years, the revenge between her parents and Xu Xiucai has finally been avenged, and the heavy lead clouds that shroud her heart seem to have dispersed, and it seems that she is about to see the sun.
But for some reason, Ye Fanggu always felt a little lost, after the knot of her heart was opened in the past three years, she suddenly looked like a child lost in the wilderness, and suddenly didn't know how to go in the future, as if the goal of life was also lost with the revenge, and there was no sense of direction at all.
Cousin Lu Qingli is not in the room, in the past ten days of recuperation, Xiao Nizi has a good relationship with the Song family, Ye Fanggu had to remind her to beware of Song Nan, it stands to reason that Song Nan should be grateful for saving herself and her cousin, but Ye Fanggu is always suspicious of Song Nan as a person in the government and a close relationship with Jinyiwei.
The footsteps were rustling, Ye Fanggu didn't need to open her eyes to know that Lu Qingli was back, she wanted to ask Lu Qingli what she said to Song Nan, but in the end she chose to close her eyes and remain silent.
"Cousin, Brother Song has come to see you." Lu Qingli stood in front of the bed and said softly.
Ye Fanggu's eyelids jumped, and when she opened her eyes, in the shadow at the door of the room, a figure stood there, it was Song Nan.
"What did he do? It's so late, let's talk about it tomorrow. Ye Fanggu said.
Song Nan walked into the door and said with a smile: "Miss Fanggu won't be so bored, I'm here to congratulate the girl on her revenge." β
Ye Fanggu was stunned, looked at Lu Qingli and said, "Qingli, did you tell him everything?" β
Lu Qingli nodded and said, "Yes, my little sister thinks that I shouldn't hide it from Brother Song, Brother Song is a good person." β
Ye Fanggu snorted and said coldly: "Do you know why I want to kill Liu Wufu, a dog thief, now that you know why I want to kill Liu Wufu, our sisters don't want to fight for their lives, but also want to take revenge, this must be difficult for you to understand." β
Song Nan sat down on the stool next to the table and said in a low voice: "You are wrong, I can fully understand and appreciate your courage and courage, the enmity of your parents is not shared with the sky, if this revenge is not avenged, how can you stand between heaven and earth." β
Ye Fanggu said: "Aren't you good friends with Fang Datong?" You can hand over our sisters to ask for merit. β
Song Nan sighed: "You have too much prejudice against me, if I am not good for you, why should I save you, I will bring someone to arrest you that night." β
Ye Fanggu said: "Who knows what other intentions you have, maybe...... Maybe you have other plans......"
Song Nan stood up and said: "Miss Ye, I saved you because I think you are not people who kill people indiscriminately for no reason, after listening to Miss Qingli's narration, I feel that it is right to save people, I don't care what you think of me, but please don't insult my personality, I, Song Nan, am also an upright man, and I can't make any ideas about your sisters." β
Ye Fanggu was not afraid, looked directly into Song Nan's eyes and said: "Song Gongzi is deliberately clinging to power, colluding with Jiang Binfang Datong and others, and conspiring to frame others to obtain official positions, are these things just and bright?" β
Song Nan said: "It turns out that you have long known the Dao. β
Ye Fanggu said: "I don't want to know the Tao, but you are plotting in my shop, and every word you say gets into my ears, and I can't hear it if I don't want to." β
Song Nan said with a smile: "Then since you know my secret matter, should I kill your sister?" β
Ye Fanggu said: "Our sisters have already put life and death out of the way, and the revenge has been avenged, so what is there to fear of death." β
Song Nan said: "This is just your wishful thinking, can you guarantee that Miss Qingli thinks the same as yours?" is a good youth, although he is not afraid of death, but dare to say that he has no regrets? And how do you know what Miss Qingli thinks? I understand Miss Ye's mood very well, three years of blood feud and forbearance to chase the murderer, suffering from the invasion of wind and frost, but there is more than the word hatred in life, there are many beautiful things in life, since the revenge is avenged, why not start over and enjoy life? In this way, Lingtang Lingzun should also be relieved under the Nine Springs. β
Ye Fanggu said: "It's not your turn to teach me a lesson. β
Song Nan said: "I'm not teaching you, I am also following the feeling in my heart to save you, not to expect anything in return, let alone any scheme; You said that Jiang Bin and Fang Da and the others were in the same stream and conspired to take the position, which is right, I just don't want my fate to be controlled by others, just like your parents and that Xu Xiucai, who flew in trouble, had no ability to resist, and ended up being bullied and unjustly killed. I Song Nan will never allow that to happen to me, so I will strive to be motivated and win the opportunity to control my own destiny, isn't it wrong for me to do this? β
Ye Fanggu sneered: "Then you can be friends with pigs and dogs and frame others?" β
Song Nan said: "You are blinded by hatred, in your opinion, there are no good people in the Jinyi Wei official mansion, you are prejudiced, and there are good people in the official mansion; And the people I am targeting are full of bad deeds, and they use all kinds of means to deal with the wicked, just like you wield a knife to get rid of the murderer, I don't think you are murderers, on the contrary, I also think that you are doing good deeds, this is my explanation, do you understand? β
Ye Fanggu was silent for a long time, and said, "Is the power so important to you?" If you are a scholar, you are not violating the teachings of the sages. β
Song Nan said with a smile: "I remember I told you a long time ago, I am not a scholar, the sages do not want to restrain me, I just want to protect myself and my family from unprovoked disasters, it is difficult to do this in today's world." People sit at home, disaster comes from the sky, this is the sorrow of ordinary people, power is like a knife, holding it in the hand to have a sense of security, can deter Xiaoxiao; The terrible thing about the knife is not its sharpness and coldness, but whether the person who holds the knife is cold-blooded and murderous, and the wicked hold the knife and the good man suffers, so why don't I hold the knife? β
Ye Fanggu's heart surged, she had never heard these words, nor had she thought about it, she had despised Song Nan's approach before, and disdained Song Nan's behavior of befriending Jiang Binfang Datong and others, thinking that Song Nan was willing to fall, she never expected that Song Nan had such a truth in her heart, and it sounded so novel but very reasonable.
Song Nan softened his voice and continued: "I have never said these words to others, today is the first time to say what is in my heart, I gave up the imperial examination and embarked on the road of joining the army, many people ridiculed me behind my back for not taking the right path, even my mother could not understand my behavior, in the eyes of others, joining the army is the choice of a desperate person, and it is also a kind of self-contempt; However, they don't know what to do, the road to the imperial examination is a dead end for me, I don't think I have the ability to go to high school, but I can't be willing to become an ant with the ups and downs of fate, for me, whether it's the imperial examination or joining the army, as long as I can make myself and my family feel more secure, I will not hesitate to do it; It is also a way to gain power, but what is the difference between superior and inferior? β
Ye Fanggu's heart suddenly changed, yes, what's the difference? Three years ago, her fiancΓ© Xu Xiucai clung to the imperial examination, what was the result? Even if he is promoted and becomes an official, how much more noble is he than being an officer in the army? That Wang Dan has a lot of bad deeds, what is wrong with Song Nan designing him for Jiang Bin and Fang Datong, eliminating evil is promoting good, isn't it thousands of times better for a good person to be on the throne than a bad person to be on the top?
"I don't expect Miss Ye to understand my words, I just don't want you to misunderstand me, I also saved you from the bottom of my heart, if you are unhappy because of this, I have nothing to do; Today I will speak to you clearly, lest you think that it is a shame to be saved by me, or even that I have other intentions, the girl's injuries are getting better, and I will find a way to send you out of the city after the injuries are healed, and I will find a way to send you out of the city, and I will let time tell, and the girl can put a hundred and twenty-four hearts, and do not worry that I will be unfavorable to you. β
Song Nan stood up and walked out after speaking, he didn't understand why he had to explain so much, this is not his character, what should he do and what he shouldn't do, he has a scale in his heart, and he doesn't need to care about the eyes of others at all, what's wrong today? This is a sign of immaturity, it can't be like this, it can't be like this, Song Nan secretly warned himself.
"Song Gongzi stays." Ye Fanggu said softly.
Song Nan stopped but didn't look back, only said: "It's late at night, let's rest early, Song said goodbye." β
There was a sound behind him, and Lu Qingli said, "Cousin, don't move, don't tear the wound." β
Song Nan turned around, saw Ye Fanggu getting off the bed with Lu Qingli's support, slowly walked in front of Song Nan, and suddenly bowed down and said: "Aunt Fang thanks Song Gongzi for saving her life, Song Gongzi's words just now made Fang Gu ashamed, please forgive the little woman for being extreme." β
Song Nan hurriedly said: "Hurry up, don't be like this, it's a big deal to affect the wound, I'm talking nonsense, the girl doesn't have to take it to heart." β
Ye Fanggu smiled and said: "Song Gongzi is sincere, he is a fool of the slave family, and he blames the son." Compared with Gongzi, the slave family is too shallow. β
Song Nan smiled: "Don't say that, I don't insist on imposing my ideas on you, I just don't know why I want to explain, maybe I can't stand the grievances." β
Fang Gu smiled and said: "I know the truth, when I am healed, it should be as if the son is with me and compensate for the grievances of the son." β
Lu Qingli smiled mischievously: "When my sister recovers from her injury, I will cook a meal and thank Brother Song for it, otherwise it will be insincere." β
Song Nan said: "Then I can't ask for it, I haven't eaten fried foie gras for a long time, and the few times I went, I was turned away, and my saliva flowed all over the ground." β
Fang Gu and Lu Qingli both covered their mouths and smiled, Song Nan gave up her hand and said goodbye, Fang Gu asked Lu Qingli to send Song Nan out, Fang Gu stood with the door frame, and watched Song Nan disappear at the end of the corridor.