Chapter 313 (Xie Huaisha 15, not hungry when you are full, 66226633 a few rewards and tickets, five thousand chapters are offered. )

The woman is naturally extremely sensitive to some keen details, and although the conclusion reached by the head of the small county is only speculation, it is by no means untargeted.

Song Nan said slowly: "If that's the case, what should I do?" If the princess really died because of this, how can I forgive myself? ”

Ye Fanggu said: "Heart disease still needs heart medicine, Song Nan should go to meet the princess." ”

Song Nan said: "What if you see it?" There's really nothing I can do about it, and I can't give her any promises. ”

Dai Su'er said softly: "Even if it is a lie, it is a hundred times better than a panacea, Childe, I beg you to go and meet the princess and talk to her well." ”

Song Nan looked around at everyone in the room, everyone's face was written with eager expectation, and Song Nan's heart was moved. In this era, women are dependent on the existence of men, but it does not mean that they do not have their own joys, sorrows and thoughts, they have crossed over by themselves, and accepted the setting of three wives and four concubines as a matter of course, but in their hearts they still hope to achieve mutual understanding and mutual affection as in later generations, rather than ignoring the joys and angers of those around them. I was so lucky to be able to meet these kind women, not to blame for my fancy and nonsense, but to be very tranquil on the contrary.

Song Nan secretly warned himself that in the future, he would have to be more restrained in the affairs of men and women, although he could have three wives and four concubines in these years, but it was not to be taken away, the princess had already taught herself a great lesson, if the princess died of lovesickness because of her own indiscretions, it would be an eternal regret in her heart.

In the early morning of the next day, although there was no need to go to the morning court, Song Nan still rushed to the palace early in the morning to see Zhengde; Zhengde hadn't gotten up yet, and went to visit the imperial sister last night, and when he came back, he couldn't fall asleep, and he stayed up until more than three before falling asleep, and Song Nan came to disturb early in the morning, which made Zhengde extremely angry.

"The emperor said, if there is anything to come back later, the emperor slept late last night, Commander Song should step back first." The little eunuch of the Qianqing Palace came out to preach.

Where did Song Nan wait, regardless of the dissuasion of the little eunuch, he went straight outside the dormitory, and asked to see him through the tent, Zhengde lifted the quilt and rushed out, and scolded Song Nan angrily: "Song Nan, you are too presumptuous, am I too tolerant of you?" ”

Song Nan saluted and said: "The emperor is angry, the minister just wants to ask the emperor to go to Shouning Palace to visit the princess, the minister heard that the princess is seriously ill, and he couldn't sleep last night, thinking of the princess's benefits to the minister, if the minister does not visit, it is really difficult to feel at ease." ”

Zhengde said angrily: "What's the use of you visiting? You don't even think about it, what did you do to the princess? Does the princess's illness have anything to do with you? ”

Song Nan was taken aback, and he didn't know why Zhengde said this; Zhengde said angrily: "Don't think that I don't know the way, the imperial sister is very affectionate to you, I see this very clearly, that day you and the imperial sister in the apse pavilion after some words, the imperial sister announced the cancellation of the call of you as a concubine, after going back, you can't afford to be sick, you tell me, what happened?" ”

Song Nan couldn't answer, he couldn't tell Zhengde that this was a trick that Liu Jin had set for himself, that is, he wanted to put himself in a dilemma, let himself fail the little county lord, and make the Guogong Mansion and himself turn against each other.

"This horse matter has just been canceled, and you have hired the little county lord of the British duke, do you think that my imperial sister is not as noble as the county lord of the national mansion? The imperial sister suddenly changed her attitude, I was embarrassed for you at first, and I also felt sorry for you, but Liu Jin was right, you must have said something to the imperial sister with rhetoric, which broke the imperial sister's heart. You're deliberately unwilling to be a colt, aren't you? The way the imperial sister is now, I'm afraid it has something to do with you, I tell you, if the imperial sister has three long and two short, I will never spare you. Zhengde yelled at Song Nan, and his face turned pale with anger.

Song Nan didn't say anything, let Zhengde vent, he knew that any words at the moment were regarded as quibbles, Zhengde's feelings for the princess were very deep, the princess was seriously ill and Zhengde would be angry with anyone, in the morning, the general of the Han Dynasty, Admiral Wan Zhi had already quietly reported himself, in the past two days, Zhengde was short-tempered and even Liu Jin and others were not spared the scolding of the dog's blood, and Song Nan had already been psychologically prepared.

After Zhengde vented, the anger in his heart calmed down a little, and he sat on the chair angrily, looking at Song Nan standing in front of him with his hands down and not speaking, and he felt slightly sorry in his heart. Song Nan was undoubtedly loyal to himself, and when he patrolled the border, he repeatedly saved his life, first from the bear's claws, and then from the army, otherwise he would have died a long time ago.

Although it is within the duty of the courtiers to escort and save people, but without him, there would be no present of his own, and afterwards Song Nan has never been arrogant because of these things, nor has he been spoiled, except for insisting on the affairs of the Jinyi Guard Yamen, he never said a word in other aspects; The trust in Song Nan in his heart is no less than that of Liu Jin, who is loyal to him, and he seems to be a little undeserved to treat him like this.

"Song Nan, I'm in an irritable mood, don't be surprised by the heavier words, I just don't understand, what's wrong with the imperial sister? But you don't like her, and you want to marry the county lord of the Guogong Mansion? If you don't answer, I know it very well in my heart; The female official in the palace of the imperial sister replied, and the imperial sister called your name in her dream at night, obviously the imperial sister did not dislike you, but what did you say to her that day, the imperial sister is a heart disease. ”

Cold sweat broke out behind Song Nanzhi, Zhengde actually had a mirror in his heart, but he didn't tell himself that if he didn't come today, I am afraid that Zhengde would never trust himself again.

Song Nan pondered for a moment and said in a deep voice: "Your Majesty, now is not the time to talk about this, the most important thing at the moment is to make the princess recover, and the rest of the things will be explained to the emperor later; Whether it was the fault of the minister or not, the princess's illness could not be delayed. ”

Zhengde sighed and said: "Okay, it's okay for you to take a look, if it's really a heart disease, maybe you are the only one who can be cured; Song Nan, I am such an imperial sister, my father only left me and the imperial sister, no matter what, I will not allow anyone to hurt her, I hope you can understand this. I also understand that marriage cannot be forced, even if you don't like the imperial sister, don't stimulate her. ”

Song Nan said: "The minister knows that the minister knows that it is caused by heart disease, but now the minister hopes that the princess has a heart disease, because if so, it can be enlightened and cured; In addition, the minister has sent people to look for Dr. Li who had detoxified the minister, and when he returns to Beijing, he will be cured of the disease. ”

Zhengde waved his hand and said: "Okay, you go, come here, go to Shouning Palace to make a sound, and no one will avoid it." ”

A eunuch agreed, and hurriedly went out, and the foreign ministers were limited to the Qianqing Palace, and then there was the place where the concubines of the inner palace lived and haunted, and they had to be notified in advance to avoid it.

Song Nan said goodbye, went north under the guidance of the palace people, passed the Jiaotai Palace to the west through several round gates, and came to the outside of Shouning Palace, Shouning Palace is the residence of the princess, which is the most flowery place in the palace, but now in Song Nan's view, the leaves and branches here are withered, and the flowers and trees are like psychic, and it seems that they can also feel the withering of the life of the hostess in the palace.

Song Nan entered the palace and walked along the covered bridge to the apse, the female officials and palace maids on the road were in a hurry, some were carrying medicine boxes, some were holding hot water basins, looking like mourning, the princess had been ill for a long time, and the Shouning Palace had become a pool of stagnant water and lifeless, and even the air seemed to be solidified.

In the courtyard of the warm pavilion of the apse, a female official stood outside the vertical door to greet her, Song Nan had seen this female official, she was the princess's personal attendant surnamed Cui Hongying, responsible for the princess's food, daily life, clothing, travel and other affairs, naturally including Song Nan who received visits.

"Lord Song, please." Cui Hongying still has tears on her face, for some reason.

"Cui Shanggong, please." Song Nan replied in a low voice.

"The princess is in the warm pavilion, and I heard that Lord Song is coming, and the princess is dressing up." Cui Hongying said in a low voice, as the princess's personal female officer, she knows the princess's secrets well, and Cui Hongying also knows everything about the matter between the princess and this Jinyi Wei Song.

Song Nan was stunned and said, "Can the princess get up?" It's a healing image. ”

Cui Hongying's tears poured down her eyes, and she said in a low voice: "When the princess heard that Lord Song was coming, she got up with all her strength, and she fainted once during the period, and the slaves and maids did not listen to her persuasion. ”

Song Nan felt a pain in his heart, and he couldn't speak.

Cui Hongying blessed and said: "Lord Song, please come in, the slaves and maids are waiting outside, no one will disturb the adults and princesses, please persuade the princess and the slaves and maids...... The slaves begged for ...... begging for ......" Cui Hongying choked up again, wiped her tears and turned around.

Song Nan walked slowly, stepping on the fallen leaves in the courtyard and walking towards the warm pavilion, the two palace maids silently lifted the curtain, and Song Nan lowered his head and walked into the warm pavilion.

The warm pavilion is as quiet as a tomb, the air inside seems to be precipitated like clotted fat, every step seems to stir the viscous air around the side, the bound people are difficult to move, although there is the aroma of incense in the room, but it can't hide the smell of medicine and the strange smell of life under the fragrance.

Song Nan stepped on the thick velvet carpet, and walked behind the curtain, in front of the dresser embedded with a large bronze mirror, Kang Ning sat with her back to her, and a palace maid stood behind her, slowly combing her long hair with a wooden comb. Kangning's face reflected in the bronze mirror was emaciated and sunken, perhaps because of the rouge, and the original complexion could not be seen with red fluttering, but no matter how good the rouge was, it could not hide the emaciated face and sunken eye sockets.

Kang Ning closed his eyes and didn't see Song Nan coming from behind, but the palace maid who combed her hair saw Song Nan's reflection in the bronze mirror, looked back in surprise, and opened her mouth to exhale; Song Nan hurriedly put her lips on her lips to silence her, walked behind Kang Ning, and reached out to grab the wooden comb from the palace maid's hand; The palace maid bowed and retreated, and only Song Nan and Kang Ning were left in the room.

Kangning's breathing was almost inaudible, and the blood flowing slowly in the cyan veins seemed to be visible under the fair skin of her neck, and she was wearing a bright red dress, deliberately wrapping her body in it, so that people could not see her skinny body.

Song Nan gently picked up Kang Ning's long hair, and slowly combed it with a wooden comb, this long hair was as rich as before, on the top of the beacon tower, Song Nan fell asleep with this long hair and smelling this fragrance several times.

"Hmm......" A slight sound came from Kang Ning's throat, and Song Nan realized that Kang Ning was going to speak, so he hurriedly leaned in to listen.

"Hongyu, isn't Lord Song here yet? I look like this...... Can you see people? Corning's voice was faint, and it would have been hard to hear it had it not been for the silence in the room.

"Hey...... Help me to bed, or don't let him see me like this, I don't dare to look at myself, if he does, I'm afraid he'll have nightmares. Corning muttered to himself, his long eyelashes twitching, two tears slipping out.

Song Nan couldn't control his emotions anymore, tears rolled down his cheeks and fell on Kang Ning's face, Kang Ning's body shook, opened his eyes, stared at Song Nan blankly for a while, and suddenly his body shook and shouted, "You...... You ......"

Song Nan hugged Kang Ning's body, put his cheek on her face, and whispered, "Princess, I'm here, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

Kang Ning reluctantly raised his hand to cover his face and said, "You...... Don't look at me, I'm ugly, you can't look at me. ”

Song Nan said in a low voice: "No, you are as good-looking as I was when I first saw you, and it hasn't changed at all." ”

Kangning said, "Really? ”

Song Nan nodded and said, "Naturally, it's true, when did I lie to you." ”

Corning muttered, "yes, when did you lie to me?" Did you lie to me? ”

Song Nan suddenly remembered that he had lied to Kang Ning that he would propose to the emperor after returning to Beijing, and he also said that he had not deceived her, but in fact he was a big liar, and this deception would cost Kang Ning's life.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, princess, it's all Song Nan who is not good, the princess wants to beat and scold and kill Ducheng, but please don't abuse your body." Song Nan said in a low voice.

Kang Ning's slender cold fingers slid onto Song Nan's face and shook his head, "How could I beat you, scold you, kill you, I ...... I don't know how much I like you, how can I ...... Treat you like that; It's a pity that I'm a step late, and we are inseparable; You didn't treat me badly, you treated me well, I understand. ”

Song Nan said in a low voice: "Please don't torture yourself, live well, I know that you are not sick, you don't want to live, so you became like this, if you die, teach me how to live with peace of mind in the future?" ”

Kang Ning pinched the corners of Song Nan's mouth and said softly: "You're right, I just want to die by myself, without you, I'm bored." At first, I secretly poured the food into the slag hopper and lied to them that it was finished, but then I wanted to vomit when I saw the food, and I vomited it when I ate it...... You see, I can only drink some soup these days, and sometimes I even spit out the soup, I only think about when I can see you, and after seeing you, I can close my eyes and die, but I didn't expect to see you really; I don't regret meeting you at all, it's just ...... It's just a little late. ”

Song Nan shouted: "You can't die, I won't allow you to die." ”

Kang Ning smiled lightly: "We can't be together, you can't bear the little county lord, she is very good, she came yesterday, I know that she also loves you as much as I do, so you can't bear her." ”

Song Nan said: "Who said that we can't be together, as long as you live, I promise you that you will find a way." ”

Kangning's eyes lit up and said, "Do you have a way?" ”

Song Nan said: "I will definitely be able to come up with a good way." ”

Kang Ning shook his head and said: "No, I am a princess, she is the lord of the county, you can only marry one, you can't bear her, you and her have a marriage contract for a long time." ”

Song Nan said in a low voice: "Believe me, you know that I will come up with a way, in those days when we were trapped on the peak, everyone said that we would definitely die, but have you ever seen me say a word of giving up?" It's man-made, and although I can't think of a good solution for a while, you believe me, as long as you persist, there will be a day when you come up with a solution. You are determined to die today, if he has a way to do it in the future, where can I go to you? Isn't that a lifelong regret? ”

Corning blinked, "Do you really think there's a way to do both?" ”

Song Nan nodded and said: "I firmly believe that you don't give up, if you live well, I can find a way, otherwise what will I do today?" If you ask for death, it will kill me, and I will not be able to live with peace of mind in my life, and living is equivalent to being a dead man. ”

Corning thought for a moment and said, "You didn't lie to me this time, did you?" ”

Song Nan raised his hand to the sky and swore an oath: "If you violate today's words, there will be five thunderstorms in the sky." ”

The flush on Kangning's face, almost fainting with happiness, Song Nan saw that her appearance was wrong, and hurriedly hugged her to bed, leaned on the head of the bed and asked, "How do you feel?" ”

Kangning said: "Dizziness, shortness of breath, no strength in my body, I'm worried that even if I want to get better, I won't get better." ”

Song Nan hurriedly said: "You are anorexic after a hunger strike, and the top priority is to eat quickly to replenish your strength." ”

Kangning said: "But I want to vomit when I see the food." ”

Song Nan said: "If you think about our future, even if you vomit, you have to hold back, in this way, I will ask someone to boil gruel, and I will feed you personally, okay?" ”

Kangning said, "Okay. ”

Song Nan was overjoyed, and hurriedly came out to ask someone to boil porridge and send it in, as soon as he heard that the princess was going to eat porridge, the whole hall suddenly thundered, Cui Hongying folded his hands to the sky, thanked the Bodhisattva for his blessing, and at the same time was grateful to Song Nan, as soon as Lord Song came, the situation immediately improved.

The gruel was boiled quickly, Song Nan asked someone to stir it in the white porridge with brown sugar, and he couldn't eat more at the moment, he wanted to use soup and sugar as the main thing to adjust the balance of the body, Song Nan personally took the spoon and fed Kang Ning, Kang Ning leaned on the head of the bed, and ate it in one mouthful, although the body rejected the food and retched every time, but she held back tenaciously.

After eating a small bowl of rice porridge, Song Nan asked Kang Ning to lie down and rest, Kang Ning opened his eyes and refused to fall asleep, Song Nan leaned into her ear and said: "I will come again, you sleep with your eyes closed, I will come to see you tomorrow, but you have to drink at least three bowls of porridge today." ”

Kangning said: "I can't sleep, you sing music to coax me." ”

Song Nan scratched his head and said, "Where can I sing." But suddenly he remembered a song, so he smiled and said, "Sing and sing, you are not allowed to laugh at me." ”

Kang Ning agreed in a wink, Song Nan reached out and stroked Kang Ning's face, and sang in a low voice: "I am so ugly in everything." Ugly is ugly, village is village, like-minded. is because he is ugly and true, and he has won the affection of my village. Such ugly dependents, village spouses, except for the heavens. ”

Kang Ning looked at Song Nan stupidly, how could she not remember that this song was the song she sang when Song Nan carried herself on Mashuikou Mountain that day, telling the story of a stupid eldest sister and an ugly man.

After singing the song, Kang Ning burst into tears, and the corners of Song Nan's eyes were moist.