Although Zhu Fengtong is a self-loving person, she has decided to only be Song Nan's confidante a long time ago, but unfortunately people are a strange animal, Song Nan respects her choice, does not harass her much, and tries to keep a distance from her, but Zhu Fengtong feels a little lost.

In the past few years, I have lived in the capital and met Song Nan a lot, but the more Song Nan didn't mention the things between the two, the worse Zhu Fengtong's mood became; Fortunately, from Song Nan's eyes, Zhu Fengtong could feel his desire for himself, which was somewhat comforting.

In fact, Zhu Fengtong also knew that the so-called confidante was nothing more than self-deception, Song Nan would forcibly hug her and kiss and caress her, this is not something that confidantes should do, but Song Nan never took the initiative to have more excessive demands.

Spring goes to autumn, cold comes and summer, for more than two years, the relationship between Zhu Fengtong and Song Nan has always stayed at this stage, and as Song Nan's officials are getting bigger and bigger, there are more and more things, and the opportunities for Zhu Fengtong and Song Nan to meet are becoming less and less. Although he is the major shareholder of the Song family consortium, Zhu Fengtong rarely has the opportunity to be alone with Song Nan, and in addition to communicating with several housewives and housekeepers appointed by the Song Mansion, it is difficult to have a reason to let Song Nan out in person.

Zhu Fengtong began to feel that the distance between him and Song Nan was getting farther and farther away. She began to re-examine her relationship with Song Nan, and she believed that if she continued like this, she would gradually be forgotten by Song Nan and become a dispensable shadow around Song Nan. With a person like Song Nan, he must have no time to chase a certain prey to the end. Judging from Song Nan's past experience, most of the women around him love him, worship him, and even put down their bodies to cater to him, and after winning his heart, Song Nan will also treat them wholeheartedly.

If Zhu Fengtong still maintains a solitary state of mind, it would be fine if she maintained her vow not to marry when she was widowed, the problem is that her state of mind has already become delicate; If she doesn't see Song Nan for a few days, she will speculate on Song Nan's words and smiles, and even have the urge to see him; Sometimes when he finds an excuse to go to the Song Mansion, and listens to several Song Mansion masters and mothers proudly talking about their husbands like this and that, Zhu Fengtong will feel an inexplicable jealousy, and he also feels that he has been alone from beginning to end. Looking at the comfortable and satisfied appearance of Dai Su'er, Ye Fanggu and the other children's knees, Zhu Fengtong will substitute himself into it, and will have strange thoughts of 'If I also have a child with Song Nan, how beautiful it would be'.

All in all, Zhu Fengtong knew that he had entered a quagmire, trapped and unable to extricate himself, and the only one who could help him was Song Nan. The problem is that he rejected Song Nan at the beginning, Song Nan is also a good-looking person, he will never mention this matter again, and Song Nan has not been alone with him for a long time, maybe he has long ceased to regard himself as an object that can be hunted.

With these strange ideas, Zhu Fengtong was deeply tormented, and after taking care of her business every day, she sat in the backyard of the house; Walking alone, stroking the piano alone, watching the white clouds in the sky drift by alone, every time in the middle of the night, she still can't sleep; Qingluan and the others around her saw it in their eyes and were anxious in their hearts, but they had no way to help her.

Song Nan went to the northwest to fight, in the past two months, Zhu Fengtong's love for Song Nan reached its peak, she was not worried about Song Nan's safety, when she was in Ningxia, Song Nan gave her the impression that she was omnipotent, and what she promised would definitely be done, Song Nan dared to lead the troops to the battle, that is, she was fully prepared. She just regretted that at such a critical time, she was not even qualified to say goodbye to him as a family member and bless him at the university campus.

In the past two months, Zhu Fengtong has remembered countless times the bits and pieces he got along with Song Nan before, the nights on the west tower of the Qingwang Mansion in Ningxia, and the dishonest man next to him. Put your legs and feet on your body, and hold the feeling of kneading the double pills on your chest with your hands; Thinking of Song Nan's passionate kiss, thinking of the disappointment in Song Nan's eyes after being rejected by himself, and thinking of a qiē qiē, all made Zhu Fengtong's heart ache.

Finally, on the day of Song Nan's triumph, Zhu Fengtong couldn't help but greet him, standing behind the wives and concubines of the Song Mansion, watching Song Nan and the wives and concubines and children reuniting affectionately, Zhu Fengtong suddenly understood that the happiness he wanted was at his fingertips, and he only needed to abandon the confinement he had set for himself; What about the former county lord of Ning Wangfu, and what about the status of widowhood? I'm just an ordinary woman, and what I need is ordinary happiness.

The short meeting with Song Nan on the long street rekindled the hope in Zhu Fengtong's heart, and the small flame burning in Song Nan's eyes was seen by Zhu Fengtong, Zhu Fengtong knew that Song Nan was not dead to himself, and the only thing he needed was to take the initiative.

So today she ordered Qingluan to send a letter to invite Song Nan to dinner, she had never issued such an invitation before, so that in the same capital, Song Nan had never even stepped into her own door; This invitation is a gesture of about to open herself, Zhu Fengtong hinted at Song Nan with this hidden little attitude, she believes that Song Nan understands her thoughts.

However, after waiting for Song Nan for a long time, Zhu Fengtong's heart sank into the cold deep pool, the sun set, the first watch day, the second watch day, the second watch passed, time was passing, and Song Nan did not come. The meal was heated several times, served and withdrawn, and finally Zhu Fengtong believed that Song Nan would not come. She resolutely stopped Qingluan from urging Song Nan's construction, she believed that if there was fate, Song Nan would definitely come tonight, if there was no fate, it would be meaningless to urge.

In the quiet night of the back garden, she was in a low mood, feeling sorry for herself, and the phoenix flowing from her fingertips was the expression of the love in her heart at this time.

"There are beauties, and they will never forget it. I don't see it for a day, and I think like crazy. The phoenix soars, seeking the phoenix from all over the world. Helpless beauty, not on the east wall. The piano will be used as a substitute for the language, and the conversation will be heartfelt. When I see Xu Xi one day, comfort me and wander. I am willing to match virtue and join hands. I shall not fly away, and I shall be destroyed. ”

"I will fall, I will think like crazy, Song Nan, you didn't love me deeply, you don't understand how much courage I put into my invitation, you know that I am not a person who is light and devoted to people, until I met you. Now I am in a quagmire, but you will not come to save me. ”

While playing the yaoqin, Zhu Fengtong's tears fell down, she was really sad and desperate, suddenly, the singing sound came from under the pavilion, Zhu Fengtong only took a few breaths to identify Song Nan's voice, she forcibly stopped playing the piano and threw herself into the arms of the man, she wanted to enjoy this moment, she was playing the piano by herself, her beloved was singing, what a wonderful night.

The man stood under the pavilion, with the same chic demeanor and the same cunning smile, the reason he gave was that his subordinates forgot to report it, Zhu Fengtong couldn't wait to kick that confused hand out of the clouds, do you know that you forgot to let me suffer here for a few hours? Makes me heartbroken? You bastard!

He is still the same Song Nan, he is still full of longing for himself, Zhu Fengtong's heart fell suddenly, when Song Nan pounced on himself and pressed himself on the pillar to kiss, Zhu Fengtong was almost suffocated with happiness, she took the initiative to respond, took the initiative to hug Song Nan, tightly, eager to integrate herself into his body. After a kiss, Zhu Fengtong's heart was in turmoil, and she could see that Song Nan's heart was also in turmoil.

After that, the conversations about what bonds, the conversations about meals, are all dispensable combinations, and I just want to say one sentence in my heart, you want me, I will follow you, and I will never be restrained or tormented again. That lovely man obviously knows his own thoughts, and the happiness in his twinkling eyes must have been captured by him, he has insight into his own mind, this bad person, he understands what he has in his heart.

"So what shall we talk about?" Zhu Fengtong asked.

"Fengyue." Song Nan smiled and said, "On such a night, what else can you talk about without talking about Fengyue?" I don't want to waste this night, it's a beautiful night; The moon is in the treetops, the wind is blowing gently, the osmanthus trees in your garden are quietly opening, secretly releasing incense, such a night, not talking about the wind and moon is simply a crime. ”

Song Nan spoke softly in a poetic language, a seductive voice, Zhu Fengtong didn't drink much, a few glasses of sake, plus this poetic language, she was already drunk.

"Slave family...... I think so, too. ”

"What did you say?" Song Nan slowly stood up.

Zhu Fengtong hung his head and was silent, Song Nan didn't want to ask anything, action was the best expression, he hugged Zhu Fengtong, who was as light as a feather, and kissed her plump lips; Zhu Fengtong put his backhand around Song Nan's neck, willfully poked his tongue into Song Nan's mouth and stirred like a snake, Song Nan gasped, his body became hot, and after kissing for a while, his palm had already penetrated into the thin clothes and walked on Zhu Fengtong's plump body.

Zhu Fengtong didn't stop it, but puffed up her chest, allowing Song Nan to grasp her thriving body more firmly, and she could feel a hard thing like iron against her lower abdomen, which made her almost unconscious.

"I'm going to eat you." Song Nan whispered. After that, he blew out the dim wind lantern hanging on the pavilion, and let the four fall into the faint moonlight, and then, Zhu Fengtong felt that his body was slightly cold, and suddenly he found that the thin shirt and long skirt on his body had been removed by Song Nan, and Bai Huahua's body was faintly white under the moonlight.

"Childe ......" Zhu Fengtong whispered weakly: "Go to the small pavilion in the back, where ...... There are soft couches. ”

Song Nan chuckled and said, "It turns out that you have been prepared. ”

Zhu Fengtong weakly beat Song Nan's body, and said angrily: "Who is prepared, the slave family often stays here until late, so Qingluan set up a soft couch in the small pavilion, so that I can rest when I am tired......"

Song Nan smiled and said, "I see." ”

Zhu Fengtong's body was picked up, and he got off the pavilion like a cloud, and a small pavilion behind him was hidden behind the bushes, Song Nan put the almost naked Zhu Fengtong on the soft couch, quickly lifted the clothes on his body, and leaned down in an oppressive posture.

"Miss Fengtong, I have thought about today countless times, but I didn't expect my dream to come true."

"Don't say it, it's what you want." Zhu Fengtong blushed and stretched out his white lotus-like arms to hook Song Nan's head and neck.

Song Nan hesitated, straightened his position, and his fiery body stood up hard, Zhu Fengtong screamed silently, and was overshadowed by the giant. The object pierces through the body with a rod and plunges into the boundless sea of bliss.

(Do I have the potential to write about female frequency?) The book review area was topped with a comment post, and you went to take a look at the opinions you published. ）