When I was young, my mother told me that you have to be kind to others, and you have to have a good relationship to get along. I listened to my mom and tried my best to get along with my classmates, and I rushed to help them with anything. Over time, I seemed to have become an errand runner, and they didn't go by themselves what they wanted to do, so they called me over at any time, "Wu Tao, help me write my homework." "Wu Tao, go to the classroom and take out the basketball." "Wu Tao, go buy me a bun of crispy noodles." "Wu Tao, I have something urgent, lend me ten yuan."

One time I had a stomachache and was resting on my desk, and a classmate asked me to buy a soda for him. I didn't go, and he slapped me. But for the sake of good popularity, I endured it, and I helped him buy soda with a stomachache. At that time, I liked a girl, I thought the relationship between the two of us was okay, and I often bought her food. Later, with the encouragement of my buddy, I finally mustered up the courage to confess, but she only smiled and didn't say anything, as if I was a joke.

At the time, I wondered what it was like to be kind to others, and it would eventually develop like this.

But there are times when things change. I remember that it was New Year's Day, and after the party, everyone came out of school together. When I walked to my house, that is, in the East Side, a classmate suddenly grabbed me and slapped me without saying anything. At that time, all the boys in the class were there, but no one stopped them, and they gathered in a circle to watch the jokes. I asked the classmate why he was going to beat me up, and he said I sat at his table during the party.

That's when I learned that one person doesn't need a reason to bully another.

That classmate's name is Hao Yue, and his body is very strong, at least two of me. He beat me for five or six minutes, and a few young people happened to pass by, and they meddled in their affairs and scolded Hao Yue, and my classmates dispersed, and I went home crying.

That night, I decided to change myself, it is not okay to be a good person, this world must be evil enough to survive. I first summarized what I thought would be bullied, and at the same time referred to other classmates in the class who were often bullied, and finally came to the following conclusions: first, my family has no power and power, and my parents have no ability; Second, I am not clever enough to speak; Thirdly, I was too thin; Fourth, I don't look good. The next day, I took the twenty yuan pocket money I had saved, bought a pack of cigarettes with ten yuan, and went to the school to find Ah Fu, the boss of the grade at that time. At that time, ten yuan was considered a good cigarette, and most of them smoked five yuan, including my dad, who smoked five yuan. Ah Fu and I were classmates in elementary school, and I thought he would help me, but he scolded me and told me to get out. What's worse than this is that when I was giving the cigarette, Hao Yue happened to see it, dragged me into the classroom again, and kicked me twice in front of my classmates.

I felt ashamed, so I ran out of the classroom, and before I knew it, I came to the place where I had been beaten yesterday, and I met the same young men who were nosy last night. It turned out that they were smoking and drinking in the sewers, and they were disturbed by my crying. I remember very well what happened, I was crying when I heard a man say, "What are you crying there?" ”

I turned my head and saw a head. That's right, it was the head, which scared me out at the time. When I looked closer, I saw that it was a wellhead, and the man's head was above the wellhead, and his body was under the wellhead, so I only saw the head. The young man told me to go down, and I didn't dare not listen, so I followed. After going down, I found that there was a hole inside, and the space was quite large, and I couldn't see the end at a glance. There were a couple of particularly thick tubes, wrapped in that kind of very thick flannel. Four or five young people sat on top of the tube, each holding a cigarette in his hand, and a candle was lit next to it, and peanuts, broad beans, and liquor were placed on the tube.

"What are you howling up there?" A young man asked me. He is very handsome, picking round inches, but at first glance he is not a good person, there is a fierce aura between his eyebrows and eyes, and he is obviously the boss of this group of people.

When I look at these people, I know that they are certainly not good. I had an idea in my heart that I wanted these people to help me beat Hao Yue. So I told you all about yesterday and today. After I finished speaking, I asked them if they could help me avenge me and took out the box of cigarettes to them, but they didn't ask for it, and scolded me, saying that I was spineless, and told me to get out now. I slipped out of the sewer and found a place to cry a little farther away.

After a while, someone texted me. At that time, I was still using PHS, and most of the people in the class were also PHS, and only a few rich second generations were mobile phones. I took out the PHS and saw that it was sent by Li Dan, and she said that Yu Xiaowei was beaten by Hao Yue. I called and asked Li Dan what was going on. Li Dan told me that after I left, Yu Xiaowei was upset by me, so he rushed up to fight with Hao Yue, but was slapped twice by Hao Yue, and Yu Xiaowei also ran out of the classroom after the fight. After the worst, Li Dan said: "Are you still a man? ”

I was stimulated, so I ran to Yu Xiaowei's house and saw that there were indeed two red fingerprints on her face. At that time, I was trembling with anger, and thinking back to Li Dan's words, I felt that I couldn't go on like this, I had to take revenge. Yu Xiaowei and I grew up together, although we are girls, but the two of us are the best buddies.

I thought at the time, I want to take revenge at all costs. So I went back to the sewer, and the young men were still drinking, and they were already drunk, and they didn't know what Lu Dao was talking about, and they were laughing.