Chapter 6002: It's really better to die than to live
In August, the osmanthus is fragrant, the mountain village is hidden in a piece of osmanthus forest, there are more flowers than leaves on the osmanthus tree, and the snow-white osmanthus shows their splendor without hesitation, as if they want to bloom all their beauty in this day.
Yang Ainan sat cross-legged on the grinding plate under a laurel tree, after such a long time of recuperation, his body has recovered, and the whole person has risen a lot, no longer as thin as those Luozhi people.
His shoulders were covered with osmanthus flowers, the breeze was wrapped in cinnamon incense, gently caressing his silk, and his whole person seemed to be integrated with the surrounding environment and entered the realm of selflessness.
And at that moment, he suddenly opened his eyes, and the look between his eyebrows was a little bit of Yang Jing's demeanor, but it was just a little more gloomy.
The indifference in his eyes gradually turned into joy, and then he pushed open the chai door and walked to the country road, and sure enough, he saw an ox cart babbling towards him.
He seemed to have changed back to the kind of jumping that a young man should have, and ran recklessly on the country road, until he saw clearly the faces and smiles of the people on the ox cart, and then he restrained his happy expression, and became a little restrained.
He stood respectfully on the side of the road, and when the ox cart stopped, he bowed his head and saluted the man in the cart.
"Father..."
Yang Jing jumped down from the ox cart, pinched Yang Ainan's shoulder hard, and smiled at him: "Yes, it's strong." ”
Yang Ainan smiled at Yang Jing a little shyly, and bowed to Ge Changgeng again: "Master..."
Ge Changgeng nodded with satisfaction, and Yang Ainan saluted Dong Shangzhi again, and then led the way in front and brought the ox cart to the original farm yard.
When he arrived at this courtyard, Yang Ainan's footsteps also became heavy, and Yang Jing also frowned, and said to Yang Ainan, "Is she in the house?"
Yang Ainan nodded a little embarrassed: "I burned the incense in the room earlier, and I slept for two hours..."
Seeing Yang Jing nodding, he was about to go to the house, but Yang Ainan hurriedly broke off a section of flower branches and followed.
Yang Jing pushed open the door and saw that the room was empty, except for a bed, there was nothing else, and the small incense burner was placed at the foot of the bed.
There was a man lying on the bed, with a messy white head, a thin face, deep-set eye sockets, resembling a skeleton, and dirty clothes.
Yang Jing's eyes suddenly turned red, is this still the plump Sun Erniang in his impression, the Sun Erniang who is mediocre in appearance, but has a bewitching charm from his bones?
He knew how distressing it was for Kuru to be in the advanced stages of his illness, with his patients shaking and often having cramps, eventually dying.
He originally thought that Sun Erniang would be able to use Gu worms and spiritual confusion to control the disease, but it didn't appear until this time, Sun Erniang did drag on for a long time, but after all, it still exploded, and the situation was even worse, the backlash of Gu worms and spiritual confusion was like gnawing at her remaining longevity every moment, making her age with an astonishing degree.
Sun Erniang on the bed sniffed instinctively, and suddenly opened her eyes, her eyes were bloodshot, and there was no humanity in them, as if there was a beast living in the human body!
"Whew!"
She suddenly lifted the quilt and jumped up from the bed, like a sick tiger that had encountered a natural enemy, grabbed the bed with both hands, landed on all fours, grinned her teeth, and looked at everyone with hostility.
Yang Ainan hurriedly handed over the osmanthus branch and said to Sun Erniang: "Auntie, father-in-law... It's the Father-in-law who is coming..."
Sun Erniang jumped out of bed like a gust of wind, leaned over with her nose, sniffed the fragrance of osmanthus greedily, and closed Yang Jing slightly, as if immersed in a dream of flowers.
But after a short moment, she opened her eyes again, broke up the osmanthus branches, and walked in front of Yang Jing.
"Shhh
She screamed at Yang Jing like a snake, and from time to time she came over to smell the breath on Yang Jing's body, and she seemed even more uneasy, as if this fragrance evoked the suppressed memory in her soul, and she was desperately resisting!
Yang Ainan's eyes were full of sadness, and he said to Yang Jing: "She doesn't recognize people anymore, she got crazy earlier and hurt people everywhere, so... So the child had to take her with her, avoiding the crowd... The people of the village have also fled, because... Because she almost ate a child..."
Ge Changgeng and Dong Shangzhi also sighed softly, and the former said to Yang Jing: "I showed her, but this disease... Lao Dao has never seen it before, and she has no way to start, so she can only use condensing incense to let her sleep for as many hours as possible, otherwise she will be in a state of excitement all the time, and sooner or later she will be exhausted to death..."
Even Ge Changgeng had no choice, it can be seen how bad Sun Erniang's condition is, if it weren't for the impossibility, they wouldn't let Yang Ainan take Sun Erniang away from the crowd.
When Sun Erniang saw Ge Changgeng's voice, she seemed to be greatly threatened, she only recognized Yang Ainan, because in her heart, Yang Ainan was like her son.
In addition, it is Ge Changgeng and others, who are all threats to her!
"Shhh
She roared at Ge Changgeng again, saliva flowing down her chin like a beast.
Yang Jing stood in front of Ge Changgeng and said to the second elder and Yang Ainan: "You all go out, I want to stay alone with her for a while..."
"But... Father-in-law..."Yang Ainan suddenly became worried, but Ge Changgeng and Dong Shangzhi gently patted him on the shoulder, took him out, and closed the door.
As soon as the door was closed, the room suddenly became dark, Sun Erniang seemed to have a sense of security, and the fierceness in her eyes finally subsided, but she was like a newborn beast, her eyes were full of confusion, her head was tilted, and the tip of her nose was almost close to the tip of Yang Jing's nose, staring at Yang Jing's eyes, as if judging whether Yang Jing was her kind.
Yang Jing gently lifted her messy scatter, Sun Erniang hid back slightly, but greedily sniffed Yang Jing's hand, intoxication appeared in her eyes, her face turned red, as if she remembered something, pounced on Yang Jing's body, and was about to tear Yang Jing's clothes, her mouth full of saliva, full of longing, and licked Yang Jing's mouth and neck.
Yang Jing didn't stop him, because he knew what kind of memories Sun Erniang had in his mind at this time, he just hugged Sun Erniang gently, until Sun Erniang shrank in his arms, her body trembled, and she gradually sobbed.
"You... You're finally back..."Sun Erniang raised her head, she was already in tears, and the eyes full of tenderness and longing showed that she had finally regained her consciousness.
"Well, I'm back. ”
Yang Jing stroked her face, and was speechless for a while.
For Sun Erniang, his feelings are extremely complicated, the grievances and hatreds between the two have long since disappeared with the wind, and all that remains is an inexplicable bond.
Sun Erniang knew that she would not be awake for too long, so she hurriedly said to Yang Jing: "You kill me! I beg you, kill me!"
Yang Jing saw the urgency in her eyes, and she had no attachment to life, but she hated this world, and she couldn't help but feel a lot of pain in her heart.
"I know you can't do it, but I am the sin you created, if it wasn't for your kindness, I would have died a long time ago, so why should I live until now, to suffer such a sin!"
Sun Erniang's anger surged up again, and it was obvious that the pity in Yang Jing's eyes was rolling down big tears.
Yang Jing gently hugged her and stroked her back, but Sun Erniang took the opportunity to grab the handle of Yang Jing's waist, and pulled out the blade with a click, and unsheathed it five inches!
Yang Jing held her hand and said in her ear, "It's not time yet, I won't watch you die." ”
Sun Erniang cried again, and finally let go of her hand, and after a long time, she said to Yang Jing: "I... I peed..."
Yang Jing actually felt the warmth on his legs a long time ago, and he also smelled the smell, it seems that on such a day, life is indeed a little worse than death, but if there is a slightest possibility, he does not want to watch Sun Erniang die like this.
"This is God's punishment for me..."Sun Erniang no longer cried, but stared at Yang Jing's eyes with burning eyes, and pleaded with him: "It's better to let me die, such days are meaningless..."
Yang Jing's lips moved for a long time before he said to her: "In the past, when I encountered troubles, I would always take a hot bath, and there was no trouble that a hot bath could not eliminate, if there was, then soak again." ”
Sun Erniang was slightly stunned, as if she didn't understand what Yang Jing meant, but Yang Jing didn't explain.
He carried Sun Erniang to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then walked out of the door, asked Yang Ainan to boil hot water, and he lay down beside Sun Erniang, telling Sun Erniang about his experience along the way.
After the hot water was boiled, Yang Ainan picked a lot of osmanthus flowers, and the whole bath bucket was full of osmanthus flowers, and the faint fragrance was accompanied by steaming heat and warmth, filling the entire room.
Yang Jing gave Sun Erniang clothes and gently put her into the bathtub, at this time she was skinny and not as heavy as a young man.
Yang Jing rubbed her back and bathed her, gave her a gentle massage, Sun Erniang felt her soul floating in the sea of flowers, and gradually fell asleep.
Her expression became relaxed and comfortable and peaceful, and her face also returned to ruddy, as if none of this had been born, and in the dream, it seemed that she had met Yang Jing again, and a sweet smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
Yang Jing stood by until she woke up beautifully, then put on clean and comfortable clothes for her, wiped her head with a towel, and then combed her head little by little.
"Are you still willing to follow me?" Yang Jing crossed Sun Erniang's head, pinched her shoulders with both hands, and leaned into her ear.
Sun Erniang turned her head and said to Yang Jing: "Of course I am willing, but... But I'm going crazy, I'm going to hurt... It will even eat people..."
Yang Jing squinted his eyes and smiled, kissed her on the forehead, and said to her: "You won't, if you want to hurt someone, then hurt me, if you want to eat someone, eat me." ”
Sun Erniang also smiled, as if she remembered the embarrassing memory with Yang Jing, at that time, she had really eaten Yang Jing...
However, she quickly frowned, shook her head, and said, "You're always like this... This is your death hole, if you don't change your temperament, or if you are so soft-hearted, sooner or later you will be swallowed by this world..."
Yang Jing also knew that this was true for Sun Erniang, for Han Luoyin, for Tianxiang Holy Maiden, and even more so for Ji Jin.
Yang Jing's entanglement has never stopped, he also wants to be ruthless, decisive and decisive, he doesn't want to be a ** and set up an archway, but whenever he wants to make a decision, he will remember his oath and remember that he should respect life, whether it is a friend or an enemy, after all, he is a medical student, and the longer he deals with corpses, the more he knows how to respect life.
"I know, when did you become so verbose. Yang Jing's joke made Sun Erniang feel more cordial and sweet, and after staying away from the crowd for so long, she finally decided to hand over the rest of her days to Yang Jing to arrange.
When Yang Jing took her out of the room, when the sun shone on her body, Sun Erniang seemed to have a new life, and this was the second time that Yang Jing gave her this feeling of rebirth.
Yang Jing looked at the trembling Sun Erniang, Sun Erniang bathed in the sun, he suddenly wondered, where would she be at this time? Will she, who is also murderous, also end up like this? If he had been more decisive at the beginning, would the situation have become better?
A gust of wind whirled mischievously, blowing down a tree of osmanthus and rolling up the white snow piled up by osmanthus on the ground, Yang Jing took a deep breath, took Sun Erniang's hand, and walked to the outside world.