5. Sleepless nights
As soon as she entered the door, Xue Wen wrapped her arms around Lin Yifan's neck like a water snake and gave him a long kiss. Lin Yifan picked her up and threw her on the broken sofa, fiercely.
The sofa was also found for him by Zhang Julan, the leather is very old, but the elasticity is very good. Xuewen likes to have sex with Lin Yifan on the sofa. Lin Yifan also likes it, especially when she throws her on the sofa roughly, Xuewen will be like a little wild cat, she will roar lowly, bite him, scratch him, and then meekly arch him, grind him, and lick him. Lin Yifan is very fascinated by Xuewen's tongue, her tongue is very sweet, Lin Yifan wants to catch her very strongly every time, but Xueji will retreat every time, dodge, retreat, and suddenly take the initiative to attack like a hot fire, entangle him, suck him, and arouse Lin Yifan's boundless lust every time. But today Xuewen felt different, she felt that Lin Yifan was very perfunctory today.
"What's wrong with you? absent-mindedly. Xue Wen stopped exploring his mouth.
Lin Yifan didn't speak, just stared at Xue Wen's confused face. It's still that face, the naughty face with a few freckles, the face that is not beautiful, but a chic face, the more you look at it, the more you look at it, the more tempting it is. Lin Yifan sighed secretly, it's okay, he has no confidence, not at all, he is convinced that he can't catch her, yes, he can't catch her.
Xue Wen gradually faded into the red tide, leaned against Lin Yifan's forehead with the back of her hand, and asked with concern, "Are you uncomfortable?" ”
Lin Yifan took her hand, gently held it in his hand, and tightened it in his arms, his eyes were a little moist, and an indescribable sadness welled up in his heart, and muttered, "Don't go, stay with me for a while, stay with me for a while!" Lin Yifan usually can't forgive himself for being vulnerable, but today's voice is so low that he can hardly hear it.
"Don't go, can I accompany you tonight?" Xue Wen hugged him pitifully and gently combed Lin Yifan's hair.
Lin Yifan enjoyed it very much. This warm feeling is very nostalgic, it belongs to the old days between him and Chu Qiao. But Lin Yifan had no illusions. He understands this very well: Xue Wen can only be Xue Wen, and no one can replace Chu Qiao. So Lin Yifan quickly woke up from his dream, turned over and said, "It's not early, you better go back to the dormitory!" ”
"I'll stay with you for a while, you seem to be in a bad mood, nothing is wrong, right?"
"It's okay...... I read a novel today, and I'm probably a little bit into the role, and I can't get out for a while. ”
"I've never met a weirdo like you, and I can see that I'm sick when I read novels." Xue Wen said angrily and pushed Lin Yifan's head.
"Okay, your dormitory is about to close, so you don't have to ask the master to get up from the bed, let's go!"
"Hmmm! I don't want to leave today, we haven't been together for a week. Xue Wen shook Lin Yifan's arm in a snort and wrapped it around again.
Lin Yifan said in his heart, it turns out that you also know that Lu Dao has been a week.
He was hesitant to show his displeasure. But Lin Yifan quickly laughed self-deprecating again in his heart, and he said to himself, what are you, your relationship with her was originally a freak, each taking what he needs. But Lin Yifan didn't understand why, he didn't understand what was happening in his heart from time to time, and occasionally it hurt a little, although Lin Yifan had never had any thoughts about Zhu Ran. He just hated the mistake, but he loved it. He sometimes sympathizes deeply with Zhu Ran, so it makes sense for him to hate Xuewen, isn't it? What a goblin, a goblin who played with two men between his palms, Lin Yifan couldn't help but curse again.
"What?" Xue Wen asked.
"What?"
"I see your lips moving, did you say something?" Xuewen didn't believe it.
"Okay, you really should go, go straight to the back of the factory, be careful at the back door, the street lights don't seem to be on." Lin Yifan pulled Xue Wen up.
"Alright then, I'll come to you tomorrow afternoon. It's the weekend anyway! Xuewen seemed a little displeased, and when she brought the door to the door, she made a little effort, only to hear a "touch".
Finally sent Xuewen away.
Lin Yifan must send Xue Wen away, because he is destined to be unable to devote himself to Xue Wen's love today. It's not because of Zhu Ran. Because of her gentle action of inadvertently brushing his hair, he reminded Chu Qiao, he had promised Chu Qiao that he would never allow a second woman to touch his head, and his head was never handed over to Chu Qiao to take care of. The buddies in the same dormitory call Chu Qiao a little barbarian, or directly called a shampoo girl, of course, they are all non-derogatory names, because she often drags Lin Yifan back directly from the playground or the Agni Club to forcibly wash his hair, and most of the playmates together will be dumbfounded, this kind of thing basically happens once every two days, so it is a smile in the eyes of the roommates, but in Lin Yifan's opinion, it is purely their pink eye, and Lin Yifan is very happy, very comfortable, and proud during that time. So as long as he thinks of Chu Qiao, Lin Yifan will take it for granted that he is really a bastard, and in just one and a half years, the person in his arms has changed from Chu Qiao to Xuewen. Although deep down, Lin Yifan occasionally defended himself that it was not his fault, it was Chu Qiao who chose to leave first, not him who chose to end first. So it's not her who is wrong, it's not him, it's it, probably God!
Lin Yifan knew very well that tonight must be another sleepless night, so he opened a can of beer, turned off the lights, gently opened the door, let in a touch of cold moonlight, paced in the house to warm up his feet, and said in his heart:
Don't, don't
My love, farewell
What is the power of impulse?
Where the hell did I go?
Depressed and hesitant in the bottom of my heart
Pain flows out in the wound