Linjiang is a small city, which is not as good as Shen Congwen's style Xiangxi, and it is also contaminated with a lot of current impetuousness, but the lazy and idle charm born in the bones cannot be concealed after all. Although Lin Yifan's earthly heart was almost stirred up again by Geely's ear and sideburns for many days, Lin Yifan was still happy to come back earlier, because he faintly felt that Linjiang had his sustenance, maybe it was the yearning for the idyllic life, or maybe it was the reluctance to rely on the mountain, the water, and the person from the bottom of his heart......

It was getting late, and the familiar window was already shining with light, and a familiar figure was swaying in the window. Lin Yifan couldn't help but feel an apology, on the way back, he thought about Huang Ying, Chu Qiao, and even Sister Su, but he didn't think about her for a moment.

"You're finally back, I'm going to call the police if you don't come back!" Xue Wen sat on the sofa and watched Lin Yifan enter the door, unload his bag, and change his shoes, which should be said with a smile, but Lin Yifan felt a kind of life, a kind of alienation, and a kind of indifference.

"I'm sorry, I was in a hurry and didn't have time to tell you!" Lin Yifan was a little tired, sat down and explained: "The BP machine can't receive the signal there." ”

"Yes!" Xue Wen responded: "Fortunately, I've been busy all the time, so I haven't called you a few times." ”

Lin Yifan listened, this is not her personality, so he leaned on Xuewen's shoulder and said, "What's the matter, angry?" ”

"Where?" Xue Wen said: "We should have been like this! ”

"What?" Lin Yifan was really a little tired, so he fell down, pillowed his head on Xue Wen's lap, and squinted.

Xue Wen stroked Lin Yifan's hair, her fingernails scratched his scalp, it was really comfortable, what a distant feeling, today's Xue Wen's calmness made Lin Yifan vaguely find Chu Qiao's shadow.

"Are you tired?" Xuewen asked.

"A little, what's wrong?" Lin Yifan said: "Oh, by the way, don't you keep saying that you have something to say to me, what the hell is going on!" ”

Xue Wen suddenly stopped her hand and asked, "Yifan, what do you say is the relationship between the two of us now?" ”

"What's the relationship?" Lin Yifan asked vaguely.

"It's not at all." Xue Wen said and exhaled heavily, as if there were too many things deposited in the bottom of her heart.

"What's wrong with you, what's going on?" Lin Yifan sat up and asked.

"There's something, and there's nothing!" Xuewen said as if in Zen.

"Before I left, I actually called you, but your colleague said that you took a leave of absence, what are you busy with?" Lin Yifan asked, not paying much attention to the difference in Xue Wen's tone.

"Have you ever wondered what our future holds?" Xuewen didn't answer the question, but asked another question.

"This ...... To be honest, I didn't really think about it. Lin Yifan replied honestly.

"Actually, my mother has been urging me to get married soon......" Xue Ji said hesitantly.

"Oh!" Lin Yifan responded, of course he understood what Xue Wen meant.

"You're like this, forever!" Xue Wen was of course dissatisfied with Lin Yifan's immortal reaction, and her tone was rapid and high-pitched.

"What's wrong with me, what's wrong with me?" Lin Yifan also said loudly: "I know what you mean, but I can't give you anything, I can't give you anything, I don't have a house, I don't have a car, and I don't have a ticket, how can I marry you?" Lin Yifan finally revealed the most secret bottom of his heart, and as soon as the long-suppressed words came out, he felt much more relaxed. He just wondered how he had become a little hysterical because he was usually a gentle person.

"I've been waiting here for you to come back every day for the past few days, is it just to wait for you to say a few words?" Xue Wen's eyes turned red.

"So what can I do?" Lin Yifan said, his tone depressed.

"I can't look down on you like this, if you say it well, you have no self-confidence, and if you don't say it well, you have no sense of responsibility and responsibility! At the very least, you have to work hard, right? As a man, at least you have to fight for it, right? Xue Wen obviously broke out: "You have to get by, maybe you never thought about what the future will be, never imagined it, right?" It must have been the same for Chu Qiao back then, right? ”

"Shut up! Yes, I admit it, I'm inferior, I'm irresponsible, and I've never thought about what tomorrow will bring! That's right, that's how Chu Qiao was given up by me back then! Lin Yifan felt like he had been skinned by Xuewen and had nowhere to hide, so he counterattacked and turned into the best self-defense weapon: "What about you?" What about you, it's not the same realistic snobbery! ”

"What's wrong with me?" Xue Wen said: "Tell me, what's wrong with me?" ”

"Tell me, is the relationship between you and me and Zhu Ran normal?" Lin Yifan finally said the name that had been between the two for a long time.

"You ......" Xue Wen was speechless, and burst out after a while: "You are so despicable and boring!" ”

Lin Yifan obviously took out the sharpest weapon, and then attacked: "We were originally all the way, you and I are just taking what we need together, what else do you think there is between us?" ”

Xue Wen sat down paralyzed, Lin Yifan's words were like a sharp arrow, shooting through her most disguised disguise, and she muttered: "Yes, maybe you are right, we are indeed taking what we need, and we are just temporarily warm!" ”

Looking at Xue Wen's dejected appearance, Lin Yifan didn't feel the slightest pleasure, he sighed and said: "Actually, you also know in your heart that my heart has never really given up on Chu Qiao, and my infatuation with you may be more of an infatuation with your body!" ”

"Do you have to say it, you're cruel!" Xue Wen said weakly: "But maybe you are right, but I am sincere to you!" ”

"No, I need your body, but what you need is the spiritual comfort I bring you, what Zhu Ran can't give you, you just find it in me." Lin Yifan suddenly felt that the relationship between him and Xuewen was very simple and clear.

"You're not entirely right, I have a little fantasy about how much you have in your heart, so I've been hesitating, whether to ask you to understand, to ask if you really love me, I want an answer, just an answer, and you ......" Xuewen may really be emotional, tears flowing, and her tone is full of a resentful emotion.

"So you ask me what I want to do for the future, what answer do you want me to give you, and if I propose to you like this, will you say yes?"

"I don't know, maybe!" Xue Wen said honestly: "But today I can find such an answer, I still have to thank you, although this answer has always been in my expectation, thank you, let me shatter the last dream before marriage." ”

"What? You're getting married, with Zhu Ran? Lin Yifan was taken aback. Lin Yifan never seemed to have thought about this originally expected result, but now that he heard Xue Wen say it herself, the sense of disappointment still filled his entire heart for a moment.

"That's right, who else but him, after all, he has been waiting for me for so many years!" Xue Wen smiled miserably and said, "I should go." ”

Lin Yifan held her hand at the moment and wanted to let go, but he was unwilling to let go for a long time. After all, this woman has accompanied him for such a long distance, and suddenly saying it like this, it is of course uncomfortable to feel empty in his heart.

"I really should go!" Xue Wen imprinted it on Lin Yifan's lips and whispered in his ear: "Let me tell you, you couldn't find me when you called last time, but I actually took wedding photos with him!" ”

"You!" Lin Yifan grabbed Xue Wen's arm, tightly, leaving five impressive fingerprints, the five-flavor bottle in his heart overturned, and the indescribable feeling was sour, angry, disappointed, and unwilling.

Xue Wen endured the pain and said with a smile: "It seems that you still love me a little bit, otherwise you wouldn't have scratched me, thank you!" ”

Lin Yifan finally let go of her and said gloomily: "You go!" ”

Xuewen is gone after all.

Lin Yifan collapsed and fell weakly, as if he had just been upside down with Xuewen on this broken sofa, but he muttered in his mouth: "Go, go, live in your villa, drive your BMW, go to that fat man, I'm not rare, I'm not rare!" What's the matter, the business can't be done, it's a shot or two! But the corners of his eyes were still astringent, as if tears were seeping down.