"Huang Ying, I'm sorry, it's all my fault!" Facing such a situation was not what Xiao Li wanted to see, so he sincerely apologized to Huang Ying.

"Sooner or later, it will come." Huang Ying replied expressionlessly, but Xiao Li saw sadness and despair in her eyes.

"Don't worry, I'll explain it to him." Xiao Li said with relief.

"Explain? Who are you, how can you explain the matter between me and Lin Yifan? Huang Ying sneered, and suddenly erected a self-protective mane like a frightened thorn.

"I ......" Xiao Li was a little short of breath, but he understood Huang Ying's pain, so he pulled Huang Ying's shoulder with pity and said softly, "He misunderstood us, and when he calms down, he will naturally understand." ”

"Xiao Li, thank you for your help these days, but, please don't get involved between me and Lin Yifan anymore, okay?" Huang Ying turned around, turned her back to Xiao Li, and after a while, Huang Ying sighed and said, "Let's go!" ”

Xiao Li was silent for a long time, took his coat from the back of the chair, and said a little gloomily: "Then I'll go first, you can rest after eating, I know what I should do, I promise, when you wake up, there will be nothing." ”

"Xiao Li!" Huang Ying turned around.

"Hmm!" Xiao Li had already arrived at the door and changed his shoes.

"I'm sorry!" Huang Ying said, she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't.

"I'm fine." Xiao Li opened the door, turned around and pointed to the bedroom, "Help me talk to my aunt, I'll leave first, and I'll come to see her another day." ”

Xiao Li left, and Huang Ying didn't stand up to send him off, because she really didn't have the strength. She felt like the sky was spinning. The ground is also spinning. But the coughing sound in the room reminded her that she couldn't fall, so she held on and finally leaned against the wall and entered her mother's bedroom.

Her mother's cough subsided a little, but she closed her eyes at the moment, as if the world outside had nothing to do with her.

Huang Ying's nose was a little sour, how much she needed her mother's arms at this time, but her mother was terminally ill. She couldn't take care of her anymore, she sat down on the chair next to the bed weakly, grabbed her mother's hand and stroked it on her wet face, her mother's hand was a little cold, but Huang Ying felt warm, because it was her mother's hand.

Huang Ying seemed to be a little tired, she pillowed her head on the edge of her mother's bed, her eyes blurred at her mother's increasingly shriveled face, and she couldn't help but feel sad and whimpered softly. By the time she whimpered, she was already asleep.

What a long alley! The yellow warbler ran all the way. But he couldn't run to the end. Daddy, Daddy, wait for me, wait for me! Huang Ying cried and shouted, but Dad didn't seem to hear a word, and refused to stop, the distance between the two people became farther and farther away, and when Huang Ying ran to a slightly wider intersection, he could no longer see his father's figure, Huang Ying squatted down helplessly and cried bitterly.

"This girl, she still cries her nose when she is so old, is she ashamed?"

Who is this, such a familiar voice, Huang Ying raised her head and looked, but it wasn't Lin Yifan standing around the corner with a smile and waving to her.

"Yifan!" Huang Ying flew into his arms and cried, "Daddy is gone, Daddy is gone!" ”

"It doesn't matter, I'll take you to find it!" Lin Yifan took her hand and ran.

The yellow warbler can only hear the whirring wind in her ears, and she is running so fast! Turning left and right, then left and right, the two of them didn't know how many dark alleys they had passed through, and finally stopped in front of an old house.

"Where's Daddy?" Huang Ying asked.

"You go in, it's right in there." Lin Yifan said with a smile.

"It's so quiet here, I'm a little scared!" The yellow warbler ducked back.

"Come in, don't you want to see your father?" Lin Yifan grabbed Huang Ying and pushed her forward.

"Come in with me!" Huang Ying pleaded.

"Silly girl, you go in alone, I'll watch you at the door."

"Alright then!" Huang Ying is weak and authentic.

With a creak, the heavy wooden door was pushed open a crack, the sunlight shone into the room, and Huang Ying's eyes were white, and when she was hesitating, Lin Yifan behind her pushed her violently, and she fell into the room at once, and then the door was slammed shut, and the room was suddenly dark.

Huang Ying slapped the wooden door vigorously and shouted in fear, "Yifan, Yifan, it's so dark here, I'm so scared, let me go, let me go!" ”

But where can Lin Yifan's voice be heard outside the house, only all kinds of terrifying trembling sounds coming from all corners of the house, some like rats squeaking and gnawing on wooden pillars, some like the sound of a toad blowing their belly, and even more like the sound of a snake spitting out the core, only to startle Huang Ying screamed: Dad, save me......

"Little warbler, little warbler!" A hand was gently stroking Huang Ying's head, "Wake up, wake up!" ”

"Wake up? Didn't I dream? Huang Ying opened her eyes suddenly, and saw that her mother was looking at her kindly.

"What, are you having a nightmare?" Mother asked, her voice low and thin.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I seem to be asleep!" Huang Ying raised her head a little embarrassed and looked out the window, the sun was already in the west, and it seemed that she had slept for a long time.

"yes, I've been watching you sleep! In fact, as soon as you entered the room, I knew that you were in a bad mood, so I simply asked you to calm down, but I didn't expect to fall asleep. There was still a soft light in the mother's godless eyes.

"I'll go give you a hot bowl of soup to drink!" When Huang Ying heard this, she blushed a little, so she stood up and said.

"I'm not hungry!" Mother waved her hand and said, "Xiaoying, sit down, I have something to tell you." ”

Huang Ying nodded softly and sat down again.

"Let's go find a fan!" Mother said.

"What?" The yellow warbler was a little confused.

"I heard your arguments at noon." The mother sighed and said, "Yifan, why is he so angry about Lu, have you thought about it?" ”

Huang Ying shook her head wordlessly.

"That's because he still has you in his heart, that's why he cares so much. In the final analysis, you did something wrong, we were transferred and discharged from the hospital, why didn't you notify him! ”

"When he was transferred to the hospital, he was on a business trip in Shanghai, and I didn't want him to be distracted, so I didn't tell him, and I called him several times this time, but none of them were connected." Huang Ying said flattened.

"You're just too stubborn. Sometimes it's not a good thing for a girl to be too stubborn! Mother took Huang Ying's hand, stroked it, and asked, "Tell Mom, do you love him?" ”

Huang Ying shook his head, and after a long while, he hesitated and bit his lip and nodded: "I think I love him, but it is impossible for us after all, he already has a very good girlfriend, and you have also seen it, it is that auspicious." ”

"I've seen it, and it's a nice girl. But Xiaoying, love is to be fought for by yourself, understand? Don't give up so easily. Also, no matter whether you and Yifan have this fate or not, you still have to make it clear what you should say, so that even if you can't be a husband and wife, you can be friends, and even if you can't be friends, you can't become enemies of each other. So, you better go to him. Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about those two men, after all, the two of them are good friends, and you can't cause the two of them to turn against each other because of you. After the mother finished speaking, she couldn't take any more breaths.

"Mom, just say a few words, I understand, I know what to do!" Huang Ying stroked her mother's chest and said.

"It's good that you understand, Mom's days are numbered, I want to see you well!" The mother turned her face a little, and a cloudy tear quietly rolled down the pillow.

Huang Ying saw it in her eyes, took a deep nose, and forced a smile: "Mom, what are you talking nonsense, our good days are still ahead, didn't you say that love has to be fought for by yourself, I'll get something for you to eat first, and I'll go find him when you're done." ”

"Okay, you go serve the soup, I want to drink it well, I want to watch you get him back." Mother Qiang perked up a little spirits.

After waiting for her mother, Huang Ying gently opened the door for her.

She was the only one left in the living room, but she faltered. (To be continued......)

PS: People's feelings are really extremely complicated, and sometimes it's worth it to stubbornly miss it? In fact, I don't know how to define what is right and what is wrong, I just want to present the contradictions and struggles truthfully, and let the reader choose to judge for himself.