One hundred and seventy-nine, a man's dialogue
It was nearly four o'clock when I came back from the Qinglong Cemetery, and then Xiao Li had dinner again in the restaurant near the community, and it was not until more than nine o'clock in the evening that everyone finally dispersed.
At this moment, in Huang Ying's small living room, only she, Lin Yifan and Xiao Li were left, but under the dim light, none of the three of them wanted to speak, or they didn't know what to say.
"Thank you for your hard work, I won't say anything superfluous, you can go back!" Huang Ying sat on the old light blue sofa, looked at the two slightly tired men in front of her, and finally said something weakly.
"You're fine, are you?" Although it was useless for Zhilu Dao to stay, he couldn't rest assured after all, so Xiao Li asked with concern.
"What can it be?" Huang Ying laughed miserably and said, "Let's go, I want to be quiet for a while." ”
Lin Yifan approached Huang Ying's side, pressed her shoulder hard, turned back to Xiao Li and said, "Let's go!" ”
Xiao Li nodded a little heavily.
Downstairs, on the corridor of the community.
"Let's talk!" Xiao Li grabbed Lin Yifan and said.
"No need, I understand everything!" Lin Yifan withdrew his arm and replied lightly, looking indifferent.
"Do you really understand?" Xiao Li took out a cigarette and handed it to Lin Yifan.
Lin Yifan hesitated for a moment, took it, lit it with Xiao Li's lighter, and took a sip hard, but he didn't swallow it, only spit it out after going around his mouth and nose, but it still left a spicy and bitter taste on the tip of his tongue. "Of course, I understand your thoughts about Huang Ying, but it's nothing. What is the saying? That's right. It seems to be called wealth and lust! Hehe! So I totally understand. Totally understood! Lin Yifan took another puff of cigarette, and then laughed disdainfully while studying the flickering cigarette butt in his hand.
With a "snap", Lin Yifan suddenly felt a viscous liquid flowing out of his nostrils, touched it with his hand, and sent it to Venus's eyes to see that it was blood, although the street lights were dim. But it's blood, yes. "What do you do, do you want to fight? I'm just telling the truth, do I need to be so angry? After being punched by Xiao Li, Lin Yifan laughed instead of being angry.
"I see that you really don't understand, then I'll beat you to understand!" Xiao Li looked at his clenched fist that was slightly painful, and said coldly.
"Maybe you're right, I don't understand, I don't understand what's wrong with Ling Ling, I don't understand where Ling Ling is sorry for you, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot. With a goddamn face, are you worthy of Ling Ling? Is it worthy of small beans? Sorry for my friend? I warn you, I can't control playing with other women, but Huang Ying can't, no! Lin Yifan suddenly burst out and roared angrily.
"Don't transfer the contradiction to me, it's my problem, I will naturally solve it, but your problem, please don't avoid it anymore, you should also solve it yourself!" Although Xiao Li was robbed by Lin Yifan, his face was blue and white for a while, but the anger he was full of at the moment was not born from this, he hated, hated the kid in front of him, how could he not know how to cherish it.
"I, what's wrong with me?" Lin Yifan stiffened his mouth, but he was already cowardly in his heart.
"I don't care if you really understand or fake, I just want to tell you, Huang Ying, she loves you, yes, although my heart is very unhappy, but this is the truth, she loves you! None of us can deny this, and we can't escape it! Xiao Li stared at Lin Yifan deadly, word by word.
"Oh, really? So what? Lin Yifan sneered and said, in fact, he didn't know Huang Ying's thoughts, in the final analysis, Xiao Li was just an imaginary enemy he used to escape the facts, and it was precisely because of Xiao Li's existence that he was able to make himself more at ease in Geely, or Sister Su, or even Xiao Ke's side.
"Ask your heart, if you love her, then love her, if you don't love her, then don't give her any hope of love, go and make it clear to her face, although cruel, but it is the best and fairest way!" Xiao said.
"Hmph, you don't seem qualified to let me do anything or not do anything!" Lin Yifan snorted coldly.
Xiao Li's words are of course right, Lin Yifan understands this, but what he doesn't understand is the grasp of his own heart, although Xiao Li has become his own tool, but Lin Yifan is not happy at all, whenever he sees Xiao Li close to Huang Ying's side every step, his heart is as uncomfortable as there are thousands of ants crawling, so hitting Xiao Li and stimulating Xiao Li has become the only means for Lin Yifan to calm down the turmoil in his heart.
"Of course I don't have the right to ask you to do anything, I'm just standing in the position of a friend to persuade you, what to do, how to do it is your business!" Xiao said.
"Isn't that your business, too?" Lin Yifan smiled slightly, "Ask yourself, do you really want me and Huang Ying to be okay?" ”
"To be honest I don't want to, but reason tells me I need to talk to you because I think I'm really in love with her!" Xiao Li stared at Lin Yifan and replied seriously, his eyes were full of a sincere force.
Lin Yifan and Xiao Li's eyes touched, and they seemed to be a little irresistible, so they lowered their eyelids and said: "Don't say it so noblely, I know that you have the means, then I will tell you, I will definitely not lose to you!" ”
Xiao Li was stunned, took a puff of cigarette, threw the cigarette tail to the ground, stepped on it hard, paused for a long time, and said with a long breath: "It seems that I have been talking to you for a long time today, and you don't believe me in anything!" ”
"No, I'll still be your best friend!" Lin Yifan smiled.
"That's good, it means that I haven't completely failed!" Xiao Li took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Lin Yifan and said, "It's not early, let's go, do you want me to send you?" ”
"Forget it, I want to walk alone!" Lin Yifan took the tissue and said.
"Whatever you want!" After Xiao Li finished speaking, he glanced up at the window of Huang Ying on the second floor and walked towards the parking lot.
Watching Xiao Li start the car out of the gate of the community from a distance, Lin Yifan muttered: "Brother, it's not that I understand, I don't want to understand, because I'm not you after all, and I can't even afford a small cemetery!" ”
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Huang Ying gently opened the door, "Why are you back again?" ”
"I didn't get a taxi!" Lin Yifan smiled.
"Come in!" Huang Ying's heart warmed, but she sighed and said, "The same lie, don't you want to say something nice?" ”
Lin Yifan didn't answer Huang Ying's words, only hugged her, and asked in her ear, "Where do I sleep?" ”
"yes, where do you sleep? My mother's bed must not be able to sleep for the time being, or sleep on the sofa! Huang Ying glanced back at the old sofa behind her, which was only big enough for two people to sit side by side, but she was really a little embarrassed.
"Good...... All right! Lin Yifan replied reluctantly, when he decided to go upstairs to accompany Huang Ying, he didn't think of the question of how to sleep at all.
"I'll boil some water again!" Huang Ying broke free from Lin Yifan's embrace and said.
"Forget it, I'll make it myself, you go to bed in the room!" Lin Yifan said.
"Okay, then I'll go to the room first!" Huang Ying yawned and said, it was really not polite to Lin Yifan.
When Lin Yifan returned to the small living room after washing, he saw Huang Ying standing at the door of the room looking at him, but asked, "Why don't you sleep yet?" ”
"Or ...... Or...... Sleep with me! Huang Ying blushed and whispered.
Lin Yifan looked at the sofa, he was not confident that he could last until dawn on such a sofa, so he pretended not to care and said, "Okay, this sofa seems to be a little shorter!" ”
Huang Ying got into bed first, squeezed into the bed, and gave up almost half of the bed to Lin Yifan.
Lin Yifan took off his coat, leaving only a cotton sweater, got into the quilt, comfortably put his hands behind his head, and said without words: "Ouch, it's still comfortable on your bed!" ”
The speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention. The fault in Lin Yifan's words was obvious, Huang Ying bit her lip in embarrassment, but she didn't say anything, just looked at the man lying beside her stupidly.
Lin Yifan also realized that he had said the wrong thing, so he put down his hand and said with a smile: "Remember the last time I helped you go home to get your clothes, I also took a nap in your bed!" ”
Huang Ying smiled and nodded, suddenly stretched out her hand to pull away Lin Yifan's right hand, pillowed her head into the crook of his arm, and whispered, "I'm sleepy, sleep!" ”
Lin Yifan looked at Huang Ying's pink face close at hand, so he leaned over his lips and printed a kiss on her forehead and said, "Sleep in peace!" (To be continued......)