236. Believe it in vain

"What's the topic?" Lin Yifan said faintly.

"Even though we didn't know each other, the most talked about was my Armani shoes and my Gucci purse!" Sister Su sighed.

"But that doesn't mean anything!" Lin Yifan's throat moved and defended.

"Of course, I can't explain anything, and I also told her that I use high imitations, but I can still feel her strong desire for these famous brands from her eyes and tone!" Sister Su paused for a moment and said, "So, it's not difficult for me to understand her choice at all, because you can't give her what she wants, at least for now!" ”

"So, you know everything?" Lin Yifan asked with some surprise and a little guilt.

"Hehe, you don't really think I'm a stupid woman, do you?" Sister Su smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I'm sorry, sister, I ......," Lin Yifan said with a pale face.

"It's okay, my sister loves you, so my sister is willing to do this for you." Sister Su rubbed Lin Yifan's hair with pity, then sighed and said, "It's not that Sister is jealous and says bad things about her, she has her choice of reality, whether it's right or wrong, you should respect her!" ”

"But she can obviously have a better choice, why should she choose...... To choose him? No, no, she won't, she shouldn't be like that! Lin Yifan bowed his head painfully and muttered to himself, although he didn't believe it, he had to believe it, because he trusted Sister Su. Suddenly, he raised his head as if he remembered something and asked, "Sister, didn't she mention last night's incident?" ”

"What happened last night? She was very calm, whatever. What happened last night? Sister Su asked, she also knew that something must have happened last night, but Huang Ying didn't say it after all, and so did Lin Yifan.

"Peaceful? No, no, how can it be peaceful? Lin Yifan sat down on the sofa with some prostration, his hands in his hair, scratching his scalp vigorously.

"Okay, let's put it away! Don't you still have good luck? She's a good girl, don't let her down! Sister Su pulled down Lin Yifan's hand. His hands cupped his face. looked into his eyes and said with pity, "Also, you still have a sister, as long as you need it." Sister will always be by your side! ”

"Sister. I'm a jerk. Eating from the bowl and looking at the pot! Lin Yifan smiled bitterly.

"Seems to be a little!" Sister Su scratched the tip of his nose, shook her head and said helplessly. "But what's the solution, my sister has already boarded your thief ship, and it's too late to get off the ship now!"

"Sister, you should also find a good person to marry, stay with me, sooner or later I will mistake you." Lin Yifan said emotionally.

"Okay, tomorrow my sister will go to the street to catch one!" Sister Su smiled bitterly, then hugged Lin Yifan, let him lie comfortably on her lap, and gently patted his back.

"Sister, I'm a little tired!" Lin Yifan said in a low voice.

"Then go and lie down in my room for a while! I'm just going to buy some food and come back, and I'll make something for you at noon! "Sister Su is an understanding person, she knows that Lin Yifan at this moment needs thoughts, precipitation, and sorting.

"Hmm!" Lin Yifan propped himself up.

Looking at his lonely back leaning against the wall, Sister Su's eyes blurred, and she silently said in her heart: "I'm sorry, Yifan, please forgive me, and please forgive Huang Ying, we lied to you, it's just because we love you!" "Sister Su doesn't know much about Huang Ying, but it doesn't matter, the important thing is that she understands Huang Ying's heart, and her own heart is not like this.

In the room, Lin Yifan stared out the window blankly. The sunlight outside the window was very good, but it made Lin Yifan's eyes hurt.

Lin Yifan slowly closed his eyes, and the happy scenes of getting along with Huang Ying day and night appeared in front of him one by one like a movie replay.

Is this man really that changeable? Lin Yifan asked himself.

He knew about Huang Ying's huge life pressure, but Lin Yifan knew better the strength hidden under her thin body, so he never really believed that Huang Ying and Xuewen or Sun Han were the same kind of people, even if it was a little similar. If that were the case, it would be a great irony and blasphemy of the innocent feelings he had paid for. However, he had to believe his ears and eyes, what he heard, what he saw, and what he did, including what Sister Su responded to from the side, all pointed her to the other side that he didn't want to believe the most, but had to believe.

This moment of certainty was sad and embarrassing for Lin Yifan. He tried a thousand reasons, but he couldn't convince himself.

At this time, he had fully admitted that he was really in love with Huang Ying, otherwise he would not have had such a huge sense of frustration, he suddenly realized that in the face of reality, he was insignificant, even useless, it was completely his wishful thinking and a fart living in someone else's body, and others wanted to let it go, without any nostalgia.

Therefore, he does not hate Huang Ying, but his heart aches.

Even for Xiao Li, this is true, if there is a little bit of hatred, it is more accurate to say that it is jealousy.

"Well, although I still don't want to believe it, I can only believe it. Huang Ying, you succumbed because of reality. And I, too, lost! Lin Yifan let out a long breath, then his fighting spirit returned, and he said silently in his heart, "But this is only temporary, one day I will stand high in front of you, lean down and ask for your answer today." As for the mistake I made last night, it is irreparable, even if I owe you, when the day comes to face you again, I will kill you and listen to it. ”

With a calculation in his heart, Lin Yifan's whole person relaxed, and he fell asleep deeply. Sister Fei Su was busy at noon, and the meal was ready, but she couldn't wake him up. For the whole afternoon, the snoring was like thunder. It wasn't until Mao Ya came back from school in the evening that she pinched his nose and finally woke him up.

"Sister, I'm leaving!" After dinner, Lin Yifan guided the children to do their homework for a while, and before half past seven, he got up and said goodbye.

Sister Su took a serious look at Lin Yifan, who suddenly became silent, untied the apron on her body and said, "I'll send you!" ”

"Good!" Lin Yifan nodded.

"What do you plan to do in the future?" Walking on the flower garden road in the community, Sister Su took Lin Yifan's arm and asked.

"What else? Go to work, get off work, eat,! Lin Yifan smiled.

"Don't do that, okay? Sister will be worried! Sister Su stopped, turned to Lin Yifan, looked at his haggard but handsome face in the dim light, and said bitterly.

The woman in front of her is not too high-educated, she has a dirty past on her back, and she is not young, but she is really the best and most beautiful woman. Lin Yifan secretly screamed ashamed, and said softly: "I have nothing to do, sister, don't worry!" ”

"Well, I want to open some, you're still young, and working hard is the right thing!" Sister Su pretended to smile lightly.

"You're right! I can't be muddy anymore, so, sister...... Later, I ...... I probably won't be able to come and see you often. Although Lin Yifan hesitated, he still made up his mind to say.

Sister Su was slightly stunned, but immediately laughed and said: "That's right, you really grew up, man, you should always do something career, work hard, sister is happy for you." ”

"Sister......" Lin Yifan opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't find the right words to comfort this woman who had given him countless comforts.

"Yifan, sister doesn't ask for anything else, I just want you to remember, if you feel tired, sleepy, and tired outside, then come back here, sister will always be your comfort nest." Sister Su's eyes turned red.

Lin Yifan was emotional, his nose was sore, but he endured it, reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corners of Sister Su's eyes, and said with a smile: "Look at you, it's not that I won't come back, I just said that, you still take it seriously!" Besides, I'm still Mao Ya's brother's uncle, what if they can't do it when they encounter a problem? According to your elementary school level, I'm afraid that the more you teach, the more crooked it gets! ”

With a snort, Sister Su was amused by Lin Yifan and laughed, clenched her pink fist and slammed Lin Yifan's chest and said, "You actually make fun of me, I ......"

With a snort, Sister Su didn't finish her words, and her red lips were blocked by Lin Yifan. (To be continued......)