Chapter 6: The Dignity of Dick Silk
Back at school, I should eat and drink like a person who has nothing to do, and I will never mention Ma Xiaodan's affairs to a few people in the dormitory.
Dick Si also has her own dignity, not to mention this kind of silent tears and happy to be a father?
To be a dick, although the counterattack is very far away, but at least you have to retain the only dignity, only in this way, can you live, right?
After such a fuss about this matter, I can be regarded as making a fuss, Ma Xiaodan is just a woman, what kind of goddess, she is the master who only recognizes money and does not recognize people.
A few guys in the dormitory also knew what was going on, and they didn't touch their heads, and pulled me to play a few games of DOTA, and Zhang Xiaojun also invited me to a meal, which was a tribute to my loss of the goddess again.
However, when Zhang Xiaojun and I came out of the school cafeteria, I saw Ma Xiaodan standing there alone, looking a little cramped and uneasy, and when he saw me coming out, he walked straight up.
Zhang Xiaojun patted me on the shoulder and left, I stood there, looking at Ma Xiaodan.
Ma Xiaodan seemed a little aggrieved, just like the kind of little woman after I accompanied her to have a baby a month ago, she said to me: "Hao Ren, you were angry last night, so I can't explain anything, and now you really have to listen to me." ”
"Say what? Need to say? "I finally toughened myself in front of the goddess, but for the sake of my poor self-esteem.
Ma Xiaodan pursed her lips and looked at me with big eyes and tears.
I just felt a twitch in my heart, yes, she was the girl I liked from high school to now, and for her sake, I even gave up on the prospect of going to a good university. Thinking about this, I can't help but be a little indecisive.
Ma Xiaodan whispered: "I'm sorry, Hao Ren, I went to see Zhang Chao last night, but don't worry, I don't like him at all, it's too late for me to hate him, I'm just trying to ask him for an explanation, his house is a chain of bars, I want him to give me a breakup fee, let him find me a job, and I'm also for our future." ”
Looking at the goddess of resignation, I clenched my fists, and I only felt a wave of anger in my chest.
Malegobi, looking for a job need to go out at night? Need to turn off your phone? Are you a fool when Lao Tzu is old? Lao Tzu is a dick, but it doesn't mean that Lao Tzu's IQ is also a problem, I sneered, ignored Ma Xiaodan, and resolutely turned around and left.
Leaving a silently choked goddess in place.
Suddenly, the goddess hugged me from behind, tears flowed from her eyes, soaking my back, and the goddess said while crying: "Hao Ren, I really need you, really, if you don't want me to go to Zhang Chao to get a job, forget it, I think we are all from the same place, it is not easy to stay in the city, it is too difficult to find a job opportunity, Zhang Chao just has a job over there, this is an opportunity, I just asked him to help me find a job, absolutely nothing else." ”
The goddess cried pear blossoms with rain, and the students who came to eat next to me pointed at me and the goddess.
I couldn't help but hesitate in my heart.
In fact, she is right, I am studying Chinese, she is studying economics, seeing that she is about to enter her third year, and then she will graduate, what job do you need to find after graduation? Do you want to go back to teaching? I teach Chinese, she teaches math? Apparently impossible.
The goddess choked up and said, "Hao Ren, I like you." ”
This sentence woke me up all of a sudden, I turned around and looked at the goddess whose eyes were crying red, and the king was angry, and he counterattacked hard, and took the initiative to hug the goddess, as if he was hugging my most untrampled dignity.
The dignity of Dick Silk.
When the goddess saw me hugging her, she cried and said, "Hao Ren, thank you for forgiving me, thank you." ”
I don't know what to say.
The goddess's nose was red from crying, and she wanted to go to the bathroom to wash her face. I helped her stand outside the bathroom with her bag and waited for her, thinking in my heart that I must work hard, strive to save a certain amount of contacts after graduation, and buy the best house for the goddess and the most beautiful clothes for her in the future.
Thinking of these, all of a sudden, the mobile phone in the goddess's bag vibrated a little, I couldn't help but be in a trance, through the gap in the bag, I saw that it was a message, and the sender turned out to be only one word: super!
I was stunned, and suddenly remembered the flush on the goddess's face last night.
I took out the goddess's new iphone with trembling hands, I knew that it was not good to read people's text messages, but at this time I couldn't care about it at all, I swallowed a mouthful of spit, and felt the heat in my throat.
I opened a conversation about Zhang Chao.
The text message briefly wrote: Baby, is the iPhone easy to use?
I flipped through it, and found all the chat records of the two of them since the goddess had a baby, and I only felt that the qi and blood were suddenly filled into my brain. Looking at their chat records word by word, from Zhang Chao's abandonment of the goddess at the beginning, to the goddess's dependence on my little bird later.
After Zhang Chao got lost and returned, the goddess's suspicion and contempt, and Zhang Chao's temptation of money and all kinds of promises and rhetoric, the goddess dated him again. Until last night, the two of them went to the hotel again to open a room, and there was even a photo on the text message.
The goddess was holding the new iphone and lying in Zhang Chao's arms, Zhang Chao was wearing a red body, the goddess's chest was half exposed, and the whole person was lying on Zhang Chao's body like a bird, and it could be seen that the two of them didn't seem to be wearing anything.
When I saw this photo, I was stunned for a moment.
All the good thoughts are gone, all the beauty of the goddess is gone, only horror remains, only horror remains, and the anger in the heart, and the pain of the clenched nails sinking into the flesh.
The goddess came out of the bathroom, saw me holding her mobile phone in my hand, and immediately pounced, snatched the mobile phone in my hand, and said angrily: "How can you turn over my mobile phone." ”
I closed my eyes and was silent.
But the goddess saw the photo displayed on her phone, and her face turned blue all of a sudden, and she stayed there and didn't say anything.
Promise, like a child who does something wrong.
Or the goddess pulled the corner of my clothes first, and said, "Hao Ren, have you seen everything?" ”
I opened my eyes, smiled at the goddess, and said two words that have come up a lot in the past four years of chatting: "Hehe." ”
The goddess lowered her head and said: "Hao Ren, anyway, I have already beaten a child because of Zhang Chao, I might as well use him more and ask him to help me find a job, and also help you find one by the way, as long as we have a job, we will be able to take root here in the future, and at that time, if we don't contact him, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds?" It's not that you don't know how hard it is to find a job, and even those who have graduated from graduate school may not be able to find a good job, let alone us. ”
I clenched my fists and burst into foul language at the goddess for the first time: "WQNMLGB, if you can't find a job, you will go **?" Zhang Chao got you pregnant, you came to find Lao Tzu? Lao Tzu accompanied you to have a fetus, and he Zhang Chao is back again? You're going to send me again, and you're looking for help me find a job? Fuck off, Lao Tzu doesn't need it, Lao Tzu is learning Chinese, has a pen, and doesn't need to send it. ”
The goddess obviously didn't expect that I, who had always been wooden, would also burst into foul language, and what I said was so ugly.
She was stunned for a moment, but soon she was also angry by my words, stared at me and said, "Hao Ren, do you say that you are more than Zhang Chao?" On family background, we came out of a place, I'm clear, on money, it's just a heaven and an underground, I thought you would be good to me, I used Zhang Chao to find a job, for me, but also for you, I didn't expect you to measure so small, yes, I'm not good, but can you buy an iPhone? Zhang Chao is not good, but at least he can change my phone, can you? ”
I was aroused by the Goddess's words, and the most pitiful trace of dignity I had had been trampled under her feet by the Goddess without reservation.