I raised my head and looked at the city that was still neon even late at night, and I couldn't help but be a little disappointed, no matter what happened before, Ma Xiaodan was my goddess anyway, but now they have become like this, even Yang Yang has become a young lady, I am even more entangled between two women, I don't know if I can live.

I wrapped up my clothes, and went back to school, waited outside the school for two hours, and waited until six o'clock after the school opened, I returned to the dormitory, the three buddies in the dormitory were sleeping, after seeing me, the three buddies were very excited, out of the bed, I was sleepy, and Yang Yang had a night of love, in addition to the cold for two hours, I directly drove Su Dongpo out, got into his bed to sleep.

I didn't get up until noon, and the three beasts in the bedroom were not there, so I went downstairs and walked around, but as soon as I turned a corner, I met Ma Xiaodan. I haven't seen him for a few days, Ma Xiaodan's face is much paler, his eyes are deep, and the dark circles under his eyes are particularly strong, and his face is not as ruddy as before, but a little yellow and thin.

When Ma Xiaodan saw me, he turned his head and left, not daring to face me, I looked at her back, and didn't catch up, I shook my head and prepared to leave. When I arrived at the school gate, I saw Zhang Ling, now it's winter, Zhang Ling's cold drinks can't be bought, so I bought hot drinks, as well as grilled sausages and grilled gluten, she got me a grilled sausage, I didn't give her money as usual, and she didn't ask for it.

I asked Zhang Ling: "Your family is quite rich, why do you have been building this stall all year round, and your family is not short of this money." ”

Zhang Ling looked at me and said, "The money in the family belongs to the family, and the money I have is my own, isn't it?" ”

I smiled and took a bite of the sausage, but Zhang Ling said: "You haven't been in school recently, I haven't seen you much, I often see your goddess, that Ma Xiaodan." ”

I smiled, but Zhang Ling said, "Do you want me to tell her no?" ”

I looked at the cautious Zhang Ling and said, "Say it, what can't be said." ”

Zhang Ling looked around, then at me again, and said, "I now seriously suspect that Ma Xiaodan is taking drugs." ”

I was taken aback, looked at Zhang Ling and asked, "How do you know about the Dao?" ”

Zhang Ling said: "You don't know what to do, a few days ago, Ma Xiaodan changed to a new person who raised her, called Lin Zihao, a famous poisonous ghost in our circle, the whole person has yellow muscles and thin muscles, if Ma Xiaodan is adopted by her, maybe he will have to follow his path." ”

I couldn't help but think of Ma Xiaodan's sunken eyes, and I had palpitations, but I didn't want to believe it, but I was extremely afraid in my heart.

I thought about it, no, I have to go to Ma Xiaodan, otherwise she will be finished in this life. Even if a woman has been by thousands of people, she can still marry after all, but if you embark on the road of drug abuse, it will really be over.

I made a call to Ma Xiaodan, but she changed her number and couldn't get through, so I went downstairs to her bedroom to call her, Ma Xiaodan saw me, and walked out of the dormitory, but said to me: "Why are you looking for me?" ”

I looked at her and said, "What have you been up to lately?" ”

She said: "You care about me, what is the relationship between the two of us, you don't know the way." ”

I dragged her into the corner, looked at her and said, "You're going to be dead if you go on like this, you know no." ”

Ma Xiaodan shook off my arm and said, "Are you my boyfriend?" Why do you care about me? After speaking, Ma Xiaodan turned around and left, I was very angry, looked at her back, and said: "Okay, I don't care about you, I don't bother to care about you, and I don't care if you die." ”

Ma Xiaodan turned his head and looked at me and said, "That's it, what does it have to do with you when I die." ”

After saying that, I went up to the bedroom again, I turned around and left, and when I passed by Zhang Ling's stall, Zhang Ling called me and I didn't pay attention. I returned to the house that Xia Wanyu rented for me and Sun Xiaoqing, Sun Xiaoqing went to work and was not there, I stood on top of the tall building, looking at the busy city downstairs, and felt deep helplessness for the first time.

Maybe it's because of Ma Xiaodan, maybe it's because of me.

As Ma Xiaodan once said, a person's birth determines a person's pattern, no matter how hard you try, you will always fall too far above the starting line, just like the helplessness I have when I face Wang Yingli now.

Sun Xiaoqing came back in the evening, I ignored her, and she ignored me.

I went back to the room and boarded QQ, only to find that Ma Xiaodan, who has always liked QQ, has not logged in to QQ for seven consecutive days, and I went to her space, but there was only one hehe dynamic, which was published half a month ago.

I searched Baidu for the comparison pictures before and after taking drugs, and when I saw the vicissitudes of life of the people in these pictures, I couldn't help but think of the changes in Ma Xiaodan in the past half a month, which is really obvious. But what can I do? Ma Xiaodan is now willing to fall and blame me?

I really don't blame me, she used to be my goddess, I used to think that she would change her mind, I didn't even care about the previous suspicion that she had a baby, and now she is on drugs, what can I do, I suddenly found that I couldn't sleep.

I thought about it a lot, not only Ma Xiaodan, but also myself. About Wang Yingli and Xia Wanyu, Sun Xiaoqing and Yang Yang, when I reacted, I found that the sky outside the window was already bright, I stayed awake all night, very tired, but Xia Wanyu didn't give me a holiday, and I could only go to work with exhaustion.

Wang Yingli's project has been approved, it seems that Xia Wanyu has not found anything, in fact, the loophole in this matter is very big, as long as Xia Wanyu has the heart to investigate, she can find the loophole in this matter, but I don't know what Xia Wanyu did After Xia Wanyu got the report full of loopholes that Wang Yingli gave me, she immediately signed and allocated 10 million yuan to Wang Yingli.

This makes me very puzzling, Xia Wanyu is not the kind of person with big nerves, otherwise she would not have run Gaoke so well. But I'm not a fool, the relationship between Xia Wanyu and Wang Yingli is too unusual, the two of them are called sisters on the surface, but they are stabbed behind the back, which really makes me a little confused.