But the reason why Xia Wanyu can choose me is also very simple, because she needs me to help her do things, get rid of Wang Yingli, or consolidate her position, so far she hasn't really revealed what she wants me to do for her, so maybe this goal is bigger, and Wang Yingli's reason is very simple, that is, to get rid of Xia Wanyu and use me to successfully become a wife.

So I have to be comfortable between the two of them, it may be extremely dangerous in the middle, because Wang Yingli is a person who mixes the underworld, and there are too many things involved, and Xia Wanyu is Zhang Qingshi's wife, and I am now Xia Wanyu's lover, although maybe she is just trying to use me, but I have a physical relationship with her, and Xia Wanyu is Zhang Qingshi behind her, so Xia Wanyu is more terrible than Wang Yingli.

If I hadn't been discovered by Zhang Qingshi carelessly, it wouldn't have been just me who had died.

Thinking of this, before I knew it, I had finished a bowl of millet porridge.

Xia Wanyu took out a tissue and wiped it for me, and said, "It's so good." ”

I looked up at her, and suddenly I felt worse than she was. But what about each other, it is not easy for people to live in this world, they can't escape the shackles of the world, and those who cultivate the Tao pay attention to one to seek the true self, to keep the false and the true, what is false and what is true, no one can say clearly, the lie is told ten thousand times, and it will come true. Only when it is twisted into mud and the soul returns to the soil can we seek that truth and get rid of the shackles of the world.

I raised my head and looked at Xia Wanyu, who had cried just now, there were still tears on her face, but she was happy, she opened her arms and hugged her, Xia Wanyu couldn't help but be stunned, and then the whole person's face showed the same shyness as a little girl, I didn't speak, because I treated her as Sun Xiaoqing, and after three minutes, I let go of her, she was a little cramped, straightened the green silk on her sideburns, and said, "I'll accompany you in the hospital." ”

I bowed my jaw and didn't talk much.

Xia Wanyu took care of me in the hospital for two days, and I was discharged. She didn't go home or go to work for the past two days, but I don't think she's stupid, so I didn't take the initiative to let her go home. The next night, when it was quiet in the ward, Xia Wanyu sneaked into the hospital bed, lay down beside me, and touched me with her legs, I turned around and hugged her, and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Xia Wanyu said coquettishly: "You are bad, why are you asking me what to do." ”

I smiled, lowered my head and kissed her, lingering with her, I just hurt my stomach, and I need to hang water in the hospital, so I can do this, the two of us lingered in the hospital ward, I have to say that Xia Wanyu is really a woman like water, which makes people linger and linger.

Especially her eyebrows, which seem to be unbearable and comfortable, are always wrinkled and exciting. It occurred to me that since I had decided to use her now, why shouldn't I play with her? What am I worried about? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but let go of my heartstrings and took the initiative to kiss her, and she also hugged me tightly and stroked my back.

After spending the clouds and rain in Wushan together, Xia Wanyu lay in my arms and said to me, "Hao Ren, you are awesome. ”

I smiled, but Xia Wanyu said: "Hao Ren, in fact, Qingqing left, I am really sad, I don't know what Lu Dao Qingqing told you, but I want to say, whether you believe it or not, it is not easy for me, I said I like you, you may not believe it, but ten years ago I didn't believe that I would be Zhang Qingshi's wife, but now I have done it, and I have become the president of the high-tech fund, from the first time I saw you, I was like seeing Zhang Qingshi for the first time, I knew that you are my life after Zhang Qingshi, Another man who is closely related to me. ”

I raised my head, looked at the ceiling, found a cigarette from Xia Wanyu's kun bag, lit it and smoked it, and said, "Really?" ”

Xia Wanyu said: "Believe it or not." ”

I took another puff and choked a little. I don't smoke, but now I want to smoke, not because I can pretend to be deep, but because I always feel like something is missing. As for Xia Wanyu's words, I would rather believe that five points are true and five points are false. As for the impression after listening to it, it is zero.

It's not that I don't believe in Xia Wanyu, or that I'm too cold to Xia Wanyu, but after experiencing some things, it's really too extravagant to be moved. Love? What's it? I love Ma Xiaodan, but I lost to the iphone, Sun Xiaoqing loves me, but I lost to myself, Xia Wanyu loves me? It's hard to wait until Zhang Qingshi kills her to prove it.

I don't want to prove it, because it's not necessary, so I don't want to believe and be moved.

……

I stayed in the hospital for three days, and after three days I left the hospital and went back to the apartment that Xia Wanyu rented for me and Sun Xiaoqing. Xia Wanyu was with me, after I returned home, I looked at the bits and pieces of Sun Xiaoqing's past, and couldn't help but take out the pregnancy test form, and glanced at it, the corners of my eyes were a little moist, but after all, I didn't say anything, I sat on the sofa and said to myself silently, come on.

Xia Wanyu said that there was nothing left at home and she wanted to go to the supermarket to buy it, and asked me if I wanted to go, but I said I didn't want to move.

Then she went alone, and an hour later she bought a bunch of things, all for food. She is very particular about eating, and the things she buys are some foreign brands, and even the water she buys nine yuan and sixty-one bottles of Evian mineral water, anyway, I have never drunk such expensive water in my life.

Xia Wanyu put all these things in the refrigerator, then took out the vegetables she bought to cook, and after a while, she made four dishes, one soup, and a pot of rice. I couldn't help but be a little surprised, I originally thought that Xia Wanyu didn't know how to cook at all, and even if she could, she did very little, but today, it seems that she is a master of cooking, because just from the surface, the food she cooks is very delicious.

I took a bite and it was delicious.

Xia Wanyu asked, "Is it delicious?" ”

I said, "It's delicious." ”

Xia Wanyu said: "Then I will make it for you every day in the future." ”

I looked up at her, wasn't she afraid of Zhang Qingshi's knowledge? Or other people gossip, I don't want to die young, I don't want Sun Xiaoqing to be alone with a drag oil bottle, no one wants to marry, even if someone is willing, I don't want my children to call someone else's father.

As smart as Xia Wanyu, she must have seen my thoughts, but she didn't seem to be willing to mention this matter, she didn't say it, so I didn't bother to ask, and praised her for the deliciousness of her cooking, and after a while, Xia Wanyu's face was full of smiles.

She didn't go back at night, and continued to live with me in this apartment, the two of us tossed and turned over on the big bed in the apartment, and when she was tired, she fell asleep tiredly, while I sat in front of the window, lit a cigarette, and looked out the window at the neon city, stunned.

When a cigarette went out, I extinguished the cigarette, stood up, popped the cigarette butt out the window, and watched the cigarette butt disappear, I turned around and showed a smile that I had not seen in the past two days, very happy, very heartless, as if I didn't know anything.

I think it's time for me to forget about Sun Xiaoqing, and when I'm qualified to think about her, I can only think about her, and now, I'm not qualified and unworthy.