Sometimes I think about it, it's kind of nonsense that we're doing this. These widows can live without us, why should we do this. But when I saw the tears that I thought the ninety-four-year-old man shed when he received the soybean milk powder, I knew that maybe we did this as a kind of great love, and it was just two bags of soybean milk powder......

The price will definitely not exceed two hundred yuan.

That night, our convoy was stationed in a village called Zhifang Village, and the students were excited to give impassioned speeches and sketch performances. The men, women and children of the whole village came to watch with small benches, but more of them just joined in the fun, maybe they didn't understand what Nietzsche's philosophy of life was in this life.

I'm afraid they're more familiar with Nicai phones.

At night, the group of students stayed in the car, or some were invited to stay in the homes of villagers. The next day, we visited the eight administrative villages in one go, and all the condolences were distributed, and all the rest were secretaries, pencils, storybooks, and other things for the left-behind children. However, this will be held on the third day of the lecture for left-behind children.

Although Sun Changxing's attitude towards us was very bad at first, if it weren't for his help, we would really be a headless fly. Liu Weiwei didn't spend the past two days with us, she borrowed an electric car from a fellow villager and walked around the nearby village.

The next night, Zhang Ling and I lay on the fragrant grass.

I asked Zhang Ling, "I've been busy for two days, what do you want to say?" ”

Zhang Ling was silent for a long time and didn't say anything.

I smiled, and Zhang Ling sighed, "I can't imagine how poor a place is that is poorer than you here. ”

I stretched out my hands and constructed a box in the moonlight: "No matter how poor you are, people can always live, and the vitality of rural people is more tenacious than you think." We are pretty good here, there are coal mines, there are bauxite minerals, and there are some tourist areas, Taiao Expressway passes through, not too down, it is already a medium-sized township. ”

Zhang Ling turned her head to look at me: "Then have you ever thought about how people who are poorer than you here can live?" ”

I said, "Eat, sleep, work." ”

Zhang Ling stopped talking again, and after a while, she said, "I'm so tired." ”

I didn't answer her question because I was so tired.

In fact, sometimes the so-called charity is not really charity. To say a word against morality, that is, everyone lives in this world, and has the trajectory of his life, as if everyone cannot transcend life and death, there is no need to worry about the life and death of a person, or some people, because one day, you yourself will face these terrible things.

Or you can help some people for a while, but can you help them for a lifetime? It is better to give a man a fishing rod than to give him a fishing rod. Condolences like Zhang Ling's can at most give them more to talk about after dinner.

In the past two days in a natural village, I clearly remember that a village party secretary's house built a two-story small building, but he insisted on taking more than a dozen bags of soybean milk powder. There is no shortage in his family, but there is no shortage of ordinary villagers either. True charity should be to give people fishing rods, not to throw two spare money and give away two salted fish in the face of danger.

Zhang Ling got into my arms, closed my eyes and fell asleep, I hugged Zhang Ling, feeling the fragrance of orchids like hollow valleys on her body, but there were no distractions. In the past, I always thought that I would be able to take revenge on Zhang Chao by putting Xia Wanyu together with Zhang Ling, but now I won't think so, because Zhang Ling is Zhang Ling, Zhang Chao is Zhang Chao, and she has the simplicity and cuteness of a girl. This kind of simplicity seems to make me go back to when I was a child.

……

The condolences to the left-behind children are jointly organized by the township government and the town's primary and secondary schools, and all the left-behind children in each natural village are concentrated in the town's middle school. Then I was going to give a speech, originally I thought that Zhang Ling would go up for this speech, but Zhang Ling pushed me to the front desk and asked me to go up and give a speech to these younger sisters and juniors.

I took a deep breath, looked at the pitch-black human head below, and stepped onto the unusually rudimentary podium. I don't know what I am, but this time is different from the last time at the charity dinner, and I feel nervous. I think maybe the last time I faced a group of people who were more successful than me, but this time I faced people who failed than me. I give speeches to people who are more successful than me, and I don't have to pay any responsibility no matter what, but when I give a speech to people who are more successful than me, it can sometimes change their lives.

I smiled deliberately and said, "Hello everyone, today is my second speech. As you may have heard in the past two days, I spent three years in junior high school on this campus. My name is Hao Ren, I am a person from Beiwangzhuang, Shiti Village, Jiliu Town, the students here may have people from the same village as me, and they may know something about me, I did not go to Ruzhou City in high school, but went to Ruyang, Linshi City, where I spent another three years, and then was admitted to the university, and now as the vice president of the Warm Heart Love Fund, I came back to condolence and help everyone. ”

"The childhood you're going through now, maybe I did. When I was a child, I always wondered what the world was like outside, whether the sky was bluer than here, and the land was wider than here. But it wasn't until I was admitted to the university and walked out to the world outside that I realized that the sky outside was not necessarily bluer than here, but the earth was vast enough to be larger than here. ”

"I don't know what good it will do you to sit here today and listen to what I say, but I want to say it. Maybe you will complain in the face of reality in the future that you were not born in a good family, maybe you will bow your head in front of reality, and then return here for a lifetime, but I want to say that people's destiny is not destined from birth, but from when you were young. To this day, I have not succeeded, and I am ashamed to speak here, but I just want to tell you what I have seen and heard in the past 23 years. ”

"I fell in love with a girl when I was in the first grade of junior high school, he sat in front of me, always wearing a ponytail, at that time, I decided that he was a girl worthy of support in my life, she later went to Ruyang No. 1 High School, I also applied for Ruyang No. 1 High School, her academic performance was not good, so I deliberately failed the college entrance examination and went to the same university with her. But she lost herself in the vast world outside, and even went to prison because of everything, and I watched her get lost, and even go to prison for nothing. ”

"Sometimes I think that if I had been admitted to a prestigious university and could have given her a future, she might not have been like this. But at that time, when I was young, I just wanted to follow her, because I thought that way I could protect him. But as it turned out, no. ”

[I'm sorry, I forgot to update the steamed bun, I'm really sorry, this is the one at noon.] 】