I left my house and continued my walk deep into the mountains along the asphalt road that had just been built this year. Our home is in Beiwangzhuang Village, and further into the mountains is Shiti Village, which is our village brigade, and the village party branch is located here. However, further inside Shiti Village, it is Ganquan Village, and my destination is here, because the village party secretary Wang Shunxing's family is in Ganquan Village.

When I arrived at Ganquan Village, it was already past eleven o'clock.

I easily found Wang Shunxing's home, because he was the only one in the entire village who built a two-story small building. I squatted outside his door and waited, and today I will settle the old and new accounts with him. Growing up, I will never forget the late night when I was five years old......

Wang Shunxing led several militiamen from the village brigade to arrest my father, and since then my father's waist has not been straight in the village, and my mother's face has always been less smiling.

When I got to middle school, I found out that they had sterilized my father like a pig!

For a man, it's a lifelong shame.

However, the matter of the bauxite mine did not provoke Wang Shunxing, because the bauxite mine is a bad debt, and Wang Shunxing is also our biggest ruffian here. Their family is huge, with five brothers, and even if he is really corrupt in this matter, at most he will lose the position of village chief, and his life will not be endangered.

However, I will show him today whether his head is hard or the brick in my hand is hard.

I got a brick from his new house that was about to be built. Hold it in your hands, crouch behind the vat in front of his house, ready to gank him.

I don't know if he slept at home or outside, but I knew that this way of waiting for the rabbit was very useful. The starry sky at night is very lonely, and there are no insects and birds chirping around. At about two o'clock in the morning, Wang Shunxing walked over leisurely. The mouth is still humming a tune from the TV series Railway Guerrilla:

The sun is about to set in the west, and it is quiet on Weishan Lake......

I slipped up behind him, knocked a brick on the back of his head, and scolded, "I'll let you climb the train, paralyzed, that's called pickpockets, grass." ”

Wang Shunxing was directly stunned by me, and I beat him for five minutes before I lifted him up. Ling went to the big vat, threw him in, pressed him into the water, and fished him up again for a full minute, took out his mobile phone and looked at his face and said, "I don't know who I don't." ”

Wang Shunxing's whole face was covered with blood, but after being soaked in water, he turned pale again, and his whole expression was in a trance, and he shook his head and said, "I don't know what to do." ”

I shone the light from my phone screen in my face and said, "I'm Hao Ren." ”

Wang Shunxing was taken aback suddenly, I twisted his neck and pushed him against the wall and said: "Lao Tzu just wants to tell you today that Lao Tzu is an only child, and he is better than the three sons of your family, if you dare to bully my parents in the future, be careful that Lao Tzu will kill you." ”

After speaking, I slapped her in the face and asked, "Zhilu said no." ”

Wang Shunxing nodded dumbfounded, I kicked into his crotch, he let out a miserable scream, I said, "I let you know what it means to be a man in the future." ”

Wang Shunxing fell to the ground and didn't speak, and I beat him again. At this time, the people in his house seemed to hear the movement, and the lights in the house turned on, and I quickly turned around and left, hiding in the dark. After a while, I saw a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl push the door open, and when I saw Wang Shunxing lying on the ground, I was surprised: "Dad, what's wrong with you?" Why is this happening? ”

I was stunned for a moment, thinking to myself when Wang Shunxing had a daughter?

But I didn't think much about it, and quickly left Ganquan Village. After going around two hills before returning home, I saw in the distance a flickering spark on the bluestone slab under the big elm tree in front of my house. I knew it was my father smoking there, and I walked over. Sitting next to his father, his father said, "Did you go to Wang Shunxing for trouble?" ”

I didn't speak.

My father didn't say anything, and the only sound in the quiet of the night was the sound of my father smoking a cigarette.

My father was a big smoker, and the smell of choking filled the air. My father finished smoking a bag of cigarettes, stood up and said to me: "Dad doesn't blame you, you are now promising, and you are willing to give our family a head, and Dad will not stop you, but Dad wants to tell you that the man of our Hao family, even if his spine is bent, he can't be sorry for the woman next to him." ”

After the father finished speaking, he stood up, took his hands and returned to the house, and only after he was far away did his father say, "There is food left for you by your mother in the stove, eat and then sleep." ”

After his father finished speaking, he stopped at the door for a while before he sighed heavily and said, "Xiaoqing is a good woman. ”

I didn't sleep all night.

……

For the first time, I felt that cigarettes were a good thing, and I smoked two packs of cigarettes one night, and my lips were dark blue at dawn. My mother, who was an early riser, was terrified when she saw me sitting there with cigarette butts at my feet. Pulling me and asking me what was wrong, I smiled and said, "I can't sleep." ”

My mother couldn't see what I was thinking, and said, "There must be something your father told you to see if I could pick him up when I turned around." ”

Mother's love is the warmest thing in this world.

She never cared about right or wrong, only whether the person who made the mistake was her son.

When he was six years old, he killed chickens in his family.

My mother said to me, "Hao Ren, eat more." ”

I said to my mother, "Mom, you can eat too." ”

"Mom has eaten it, but I don't eat it."

……

When I was 18 years old and was admitted to university, my mother still killed chickens, and she only ate one chicken wing, and my father didn't taste a single bite of chicken, only a bowl of noodles with chicken broth. I looked at the wrinkled mother in front of me, but still thinking about her son, and I couldn't help but cry bitterly.

My mother just held me in her arms and said to me, "Hao Ren, no matter what Xiaoqing does, my mother can see that she likes you." You are a man, you have to bear what she can't bear, Mom can see that you have not been happy for this period of time, Mom just wants to say, in fact, this life has passed in the blink of an eye. When you were still in your mother's infancy, your mother thought that it would be great if you could be twenty years old, but in the blink of an eye, you have grown into a man. Mom can be proud of you, you are the second man in this world besides your father to worry about Mom. ”

I cried in my mother's arms, as if I had been a child.

Maybe I will vent all the depression that I can't vent in the city in my mother's arms, just like I will stand on that unknown building and talk about life in front of Zhang Xiaojun, and I can only shed a tear at that time. But then I will dry my tears.

It's a shame for a man to cry, but it's not a shame to cry in his mother's arms.