I said very coldly: "The bitter meat plan is useless, Xia Wanyu, you know that you don't like it, and it is impossible for these things to really become the foundation of a lifetime, otherwise you would not have agreed to marry Zhang Qingshi at the beginning." ”

Xia Wanyu wiped away her tears and turned to leave, I looked at her back and smiled.

Maybe I'm too cold, but if I really listen to Xia Wanyu's words and kill Zhang Qingshi, what awaits me may be to kill my mouth or be in prison, and it is impossible to stand on the top of that tower to see the city. When I raised my head again, I saw Qingyu standing in front of the hospital bed, she looked at me with tears in her eyes, and next to her, stood Liu Weiwei, Liu Weiwei gloated at me and despised me: "Hmph, I was stabbed, this is big news, come, I'll take a picture of you." ”

As she spoke, she took a picture of me with the iPhone in her hand.

I was a little angry, but I didn't express it, Qingyu sat on the edge of the bed and asked me, "Does it hurt?" ”

I said, "Okay, I'm just hurting you, it's like I'm going to die tomorrow, that would be too unlucky." ”

Qingyu slapped me, I picked up Qingyu's chin with one hand, and said to her, "Little girl, give Ye a smile." ”

Qingyu snorted and laughed, knocked my hand off and said, I hate it.

Although I was very calm, I knew that Xia Wanyu and I were completely deadlocked, and Gaoke was also dangerous, which was a very dangerous signal, because all my net worth now was on Xia Wanyu, to put it bluntly, I was a high-level little white face, and without Xia Wanyu, I couldn't afford to live in my current apartment.

But I know that I can't go back to Xia Wanyu now, not because of good face, but because if I go back now, even if I return to Xia Wanyu's side, all my status will drop again and again, and it can also be simply said that I have become her sexual-tool and horse boy, this is not what I need, I want to control Xia Wanyu, and I want to get all the assets in Zhang Qingshi's hands, this is my real goal, not to be Xia Wanyu's little white face.

One night, Liu Weiwei asked me, "Hao Ren, what did you want to do when you were a child?" ”

I asked her, "What do you want to do?" ”

"I want to be a journalist," she said. ”

"Then you're not a journalist now."

Liu Weiwei slapped me: "Tell me quickly, what did you want to do when you were a child." ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "I wanted to be a writer, so I grew up to be a waste." ”

Liu Weiwei didn't mind despising me: "If you are still a writer like this, you must be writing HS novels." ”

I teased her: "Would I say that the HS novels I wrote are the unspeakable secrets of me and Vera Liu?" ”

Liu Weiwei's face turned red, and she hit me and said, "I hate it." ”

……

After I had a falling out with Xia Wanyu, it was indeed not a very good thing for my life. But I know that if I continue to be weak, I will never be able to control Xia Wanyu, and I will never be able to make her my subordinate. My goal is not to be a strong woman's little white face, in Luffy's words, if I become a man in One Piece.

And put it in this matter. I want to say that I want to be Xia Wanyu's man, not Xia Wanyu's subordinate.

This time last year, she rented this apartment to Sun Xiaoqing and me. After I fell out with him, she didn't expel me from Gaoke, but the landlord of the apartment came to me to ask for the next year's rent, and if I didn't have the money to pay the rent by 11.24, I would have to go back to school.

And all my previous financial resources were my salary in Gaoke, which was linked to Xia Wanyu's joy. If she's happy, maybe I'll get 50,000 a month, but if she's not happy, I'll only get a few thousand a month. It used to be like this, and this month's salary is straight to zero.

I know that the relationship between the two of us is broken.

I'm not in a hurry, because I know it's useless to be in a hurry. I have a long life ahead of me, and if I were to give it a go, or become her tool, I might be in a cemetery on the outskirts of the city before I was thirty.

I now have more than 30,000 yuan in my money, but the rent for the next year will be 67,000. In the past, I always felt that the house I lived in was very expensive, but now I realize that it is not ordinary. But I didn't want to move out, because I knew that the owner of this house belonged to me sooner or later. It's not for anything, it's because I used to live with a girl here.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I never went to Gaoke. Wang Yingli didn't contact me either, so Zhang Ling occasionally called me and told me about some things about the Warm Heart Fund. Occasionally, Zhang Xiaojun would ask me to go over for a drink, and I thought about asking Zhang Xiaojun for money to pay the rent, but I just thought about it.

I knew I was kicked out of it. The reason is very simple, I don't listen to Xia Wanyu or Wang Yingli's command. Or Wang Yingli has given up using me a long time ago, but I know that Xia Wanyu is really cold to me. But why shouldn't I? There is only one small life, but there are thousands of ways to counterattack. You can't go to the dark on one road, and then you can only live in a cemetery.

Soon I lost my previous high quality of life, and Qingyu seemed to know something and always encouraged me to work hard. I just forced a smile. Liu Weiwei always teases me like a poisonous tongue, and sometimes I think about whether she and I are enemies in my previous life.

But in the blink of an eye, it's mid-November, and my sixty-seven thousand is still not ready. I don't know where to get money, maybe this is the price for me to leave Xia Wanyu. At this moment, I realized that except for Xia Wanyu, I was a college student who was about to graduate, and no matter where I went, I couldn't get such a high-paying position.

At one point, I even had the idea of buying my car and paying the rent, but I had to give up after thinking about it. Around November 20th, I was so anxious that if I hadn't paid the rent in four days, the landlord would definitely come over to pick me up, but for me, the only thing that still had a little warmth in the city was this home, and I didn't want to leave.

I went out early the next morning to find a solution, but after a day of walking around the city, I found that I was really frustrated. Late at night, when I returned to my apartment, I passed by a wonton stall, I bought a bowl of wontons and sat there, as if I had knocked over the grains, not the taste.

It's not because of the rent, it's not because of Xia Wanyu, because I realized for the first time that Sun Xiaoqing was the right choice to leave me. Because I...... It's a scrap wood.